That High Priestess Nina Simone: Blackness Embodied

i watch this...and first i see her mouth, and her eyes, and her teeth and the way she talks and wonders if that movie being made honors and upholds her enough to emulate that...

then i see and hear her words and i begin to listen...and imbibe who this High Priestess really was...

and then i hear, "this compels me to compel them" and that mulls and turns in my mind a few times then i wake up from the revelry internal that just was and become aware of my chills. and when i become aware of the chills, then tears fill...and then i start to write and share to tell you about this wombmyn that passed before us that is now being denigrated in a film by the choice, easy approaches and wrong actress chosen to indicate, reflect and compel that BLACKNESS this wombmyn was about???!!!

deep
makes me wonder what i can do to take up the mantle.
made me wonder between the chills and the tears my own work to compel but not just about a Blackness but of a Wholeness, an Integration and Cosmic Connectedness that once accomplished..makes all else aspects of authenticity, fulfilled.

wow. talk about someone who was worthy of worship and honor...smh
too much

Deleted pieces from [Michelle Obama: Black Woman at the Frontlines of the Attack on Black Womanhood]

" i agree with you on the point that i should not have intruded on your woman based model campaign, hence i subtract my comment."

"Yes, it was your Black Woman statement and i concur that all persons should listen more closely to these experiences and perspectives given the hierarchy of demonization. I should also add that it is not just what people say that is important but also what is the position of privilege that the sayer occupies in the race/gender/etc matrix. It is in consideration of all of that, that i subtracted my previous comment."

The Furies we Bring, Call and Wring

Maven Huggins:

"I just removed my comments from your thread in the voodoo place
I am almost sick and appalled. How did you get from wanting to clean your house to welcome your girlfriend to putting a spell on her to make her obsessive. I l

iterally am sick. just trying to keep it down.

I have tears in my eyes.

Donovan, only a sick soul would offer that in that thread.
How does goodness become evil? so simply?
I beg you please do nothing to your girlfriend
If you are good to her she will be good to you.
A lot of people think they know what they are doing but they dont. and what you or someone else does may bring furies you cannot contend, may fall back on you or worse yet, do you really want to fret and mess with your unborn child's energies, and markings, and programs, stunting or poisoning her for life?

I dont think so. I know you dont want that. Please end that conversation, best yet delete it. I cant say more now. but I beg you please. I beg you.

this was not who i thought you were when i wrote on the thread."


Today
01:26
Donovan K. Meeks:

"I'm really nott thadd person I'm been doing all you applied too for me I really like your suggestion,,, you are very wise,,, I need more people like u in my life!!!

I keep reading this message you send in my mail box and its very powerful I am very sorry too disappoint u,,,

I need your guidance plz don't stop helping me I'm crying for your wisdom and guidance. Add me a friend plz!!! Keep me focus on the rite track my spiritual mother!!! I am very sorry too think such a thing!!!"

Today
04:37
Maven Huggins

"I was deeply hurt and afraid for your girlfriend.
did you delete the thread?

If not then you are not serious about being here with me"

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I have no children
but i share this for my new eyes and revelation. I am shocked to see how common this attempt and practice to joujou someone;s life, alter their paths, seek interference above and beyond someone's will. Across waters too. Deep it is locked in the US. dont talk about here in Trinidad. I guess i was in my own little chamber. Many wonder, even I, how i am so at cross purpose with this life and living, the norms are strange to me...i really was in my own UNI-verse. It is a whole new world I now find myself, with no end to new revelations.

and seeing the effects mingling, and intermingling all around me.

i keep going back to spiritual psycho wetiko. and how irreparably sick we are in this sociopsychopathic global world

i pray 'a' psalms, lamentations, proverbs, revelations and isaiahs.