Dear Oludumare, Ancestors, Guides and Angles...For 2011...

Dear Oludumare, Ancestors, Guides and Angels…For 2011…

Dear Ancestors: Papa Ebeneezer Elliott, Gramma AnaLiza Huggins, Aunt Lilla, and all others in their Power,

I write to you the following wants, intentions, wishes and manifestations for January 2011 and every day and month thereafter, for the rest of my life, till completion, and fulfillment, and seed for bigger and better:

1/. I want protection. Safety,. Shield, to be Indomitable

2/. I want my own house, home, land, farm, garden, Beauty and Bathrooms

3/. I want my guaranteed stream of income for the next fifty years and beyond: Employment, Employment Creation, Contracts, Growth, Seed and Flourishing

4/. I want to be a Successful Entrepreneur with ArtPost ® © (2010) in 2011

5/. I want to make my first TT$ Million in 2011; my first US$ Million in 2012

6/. I want a contract with Vasant Bharath, Ministry of Agriculture, Land, Marine Resources and Food Production, for five years, (2011-2016) at TT$35,000 per month, or US$6,000 /month

7/. I want the Love of My Life to Show Up, SSS, : fabulous, healing, loving, generous, tall, gorgeous, hetero, balanced, worshiping me, full respect for women, no children, no past lives or wives, baggage or ugly, earning my regard and respect daily, neverending rich, wealthy and classy;; who gives me everything I need, everything I want, lacking in no thing and being a perfect fit in my personality, growth, and as a lover of my body and soul; mind and heart. Hand and future; and making beautiful grounded children who fly like eagles and reinvent like the phoenix

8/. I want a wonderful company, ownership, management and staff (publisher/printer) to do, continue and expand Art Post as I envision: my own publishing imprint; my own publishing house

9/. I want a sleek website, and International Pay site for Art Post, for Social Entrepreneurship, for Maven

10/. I want to stop crying in 2011.

11/. I want to laugh more

12/. I want to be carefree.

13/.I want to connect with Pa Neezer’s Family (already happening)

14/. I want to write about Pa Neezer’s Life, Work and Family Heritage; do a film documentary of him by 2012 (47

15/. I want my writing to be captured, heralded,. Published and promoted by a big powerful international publisher in 2013 (48)

16/. I want to be married in 2013

17/. I want my own preparation and provisions and survival for any and all impending disasters.

18/. I want to hire Troy Hadeed as a Personal Yoga Trainer

19//. I want to live close enough or on the North Coast to walk Las Cuevas at dawn every morning, receive a massage on the beach and take a swim each morning.

20/. I want my own Personal Multi Talented Adjuster and All Round Masseuse

21/. I want my own Personal Assistant House Manager

22/. I want health, Boundless Vitality, Strength and Resilience; a Renewing of Self as when I was 18

23/.I want the people to whom I belong to find me; to be with those of whose mind, purpose and values I embody and they mine

24/. I want my life journey, life movement to stop the valleys, the fallings, the undulatings, ups and downs.

25/. I want my life to be a constant upward climb and journey from this day on.

26/. I want to become flexible, cooperative

27/. I want to cease my critiques; my criticisms; my offering of thoughts for change or improvement; I want to let people and things be just as they are

28/. I want to make and have my relationships to be just like Honey

29/. I want to Be Honey

30/. I want resolve and peace with Carl Huggins

31/. I want resolve of all interpersonal conflicts

32/. I want reprieve, forgiveness, and dissolve of all incorrect action, and with Leisa Bocage and any and all others

33/. I want to get along and a long neverending life in the world as Honey; and Bees and Ants

34/. I want a wealthy, generous loving kind in love patient skilled passionate, romantic and healing lover

35/. I want Good smooth honey understanding relationships and relations with my family and All People I meet and encounter

36/. I want a wonderful fabulous impressive solid renaissance, competent healing balanced outstanding exceeding man who can be God’s next model to be and fit into my life, perfectly and wants to be no where else, taking me around the world, everywhere he is..

37/.. I want a house full of instruments

38/. I want to learn to play the piano and guitar

39/. I want a new wardrobe; I want an alluring feminine enchanting wardrobe, flirty skirts, diaphanous tops, shaved legs and endless funds for personal grooming and hygiene

40/. I want to wear, afford, and be designed by Cloth, Effortlessly, Couture, at my place and home

41/.. I want to LET GO of everything, every Ill, every Ill will, every Hurt, Pain, Disappointment, Failure, Injury, Obstacle, Blockage, Curse, Resentment. Any and Everything standing in my way to be dissolved, This Day

42/. I want to be Light and Free in Spirit, As Spirit, in body, as unblemished as the day I was born or before

43/. I want to live and Be as a Pure Enlightened Elevated Spirit

44/.I want constant flow of good, beautiful, bounty, blessings and gifts from height to height

45/. I want unending unlimited money, cash in hand, and abundantly growing in banks, houses, lands, business, gold and resources, the world over

46/. I want a gold chaplet like Virgil’s with a ruby and sapphire, and a black and gold necklace for my waste, with an ankh

47/. I want my underarm problem to cease; and what ever is causing it to be corrected, from this day

48/. I want Clarity in All Things

49/. I want Healing Powers and Abilities; Magical Alchemical Knowing as Pa Neezer, AnaLiza and Ruth Huggins.. and to expand and grow beyond his and their Bestowing to me. Melize Huggins

50/. I want an easy Attitude that sets all at love and ease, embrace and acceptance, agreement of ME, to do all I wish, without ever asking.  I want full power over all.

12:59pm Friday December 31, 2010

51/. I want Cathal Sealy's St. Joseph house on the mountain by March 2011

52/. I want the yellow Land Rover in Freeport by March 2011
53/. I want Dean Pugh

6:47pm Friday December 31, 2010

This reads crazy, but my General Anupu made me find the bravery to post it.

http://www.facebook.com/#!/permalink.php?story_fbid=189364457745052&id=100000643805998

Anupu Amun Rah Ptah December 31 at 1:16pm Report

Please check my status about naming the days of the week after the 7 Principles of Kwanzaa. If this is in tune with you then how about you do your next calender to reflect this? Hoshaiah is gonna work on the calender as to what days of the week will be what. Ie

Mon-Ujima-

Fri-Kujichagulia 

Maven Huggins December 31 at 1:19pm

OMG> the calendar. Great IDEA>
wow
do you want to do a calendar for 2011?? that would be fantastic

if you get orders US$50/each. I will have them done
despite having problems with my current publisher printer
or needing to find another

that is a brilliant idea Anupu
told you you are an army general

"Venetian Violet" 2011 Art Post Calendar

This December 2011 I am launching ArtPost-
my line of original photographs and paintings in the form of calendars, cards, posters, books and journals

My first two products is a depiction of "Venetian Violet", my last painting
in the form of a calendar and a poster

They are both 18 x 24 size. the poster can be laminated or framed as art...as it is
the Calendar, a one page, will need to be cut to do so

The pic attached is of the Calendar

If you visit this blog, I encourage you to consider purchasing a few
Email me at mmladyh@gmail.com so I may facilitate and I thank you much and many times in advance.

;)

Portraits of Myself....

okay.
first insert. this book   http://portraits-of-eve.com/   is emerging great lines, inquiry, thoughts, pursuits and wisdoms:

from Jhae Lewis' liberation through fearlessness; to Nadine's
"my grandmother and mother were very careful to instill in me a belief that I should not be proud of anything I did not earn"

"Although I never considered myself a white woman, I was somewhat surprised to be thought of for inclusion in a book on women of color. A bit naive, maybe, but i do not classify myself or others by appearance".

Fascinating.
Does that mean she would look at my cocoa skin and never call, think or refer to me as a black woman?

can you see people's dishonesty when it arrives? valuable matters to ponder, in any case

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Getting to Maya, 23..the pic makes me echo this article..."Herb Way makes us look GUUUUUUUD!!!
http://www.beyondblackwhite.com/bwip-herb-way-makes-us-look-guuuuud/
Yes, Indeedy. He Does!!!

"Yes, I have seen better, but I am content with my body. It's the only one I've got and I wouldn't trade it for the world."

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For the second time i am reading that tattoos are life milestone markers

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Part Two

"Wear your individuality as a crown" Erika-Maxine

"I think our body is like a house." Sheila
Interesting view that I like and agree; but having been to houses/homes of others, proves an indicative and scary thought

"Beauty comes from within. It's the peace you feel inside, the wisdom that comes with time."

"Imagery is deceptive" Lena

Fascinating to note how all the photos depict the work of each model/person.
"My sensuality and sexuality attracts both males and females" Jessica Mai

Jace
writes the best and most poetic homage of this total collection; but alas, with pdf, copying is not possible "My body is home to a soul"

"...now the thought of femaleness embedded in motherhood seems pretty ridiculous." Mieka, 29

"I was invisible..." Rose

"Love that temple." Jules

As an ode to my own mother, deceased, Christine, living with lupus

"If a man feels good when he is with you he'll stay with you. Men leave physically perfect women all the time. That's because there is no laughter in the bed...no good meals on the table.."  Roz

"My body is a canvas of scars" Robin

"I have often fantasized about being a tree"  Maria



"They also teased me about how often I changed my clothes, (several times a day),  how often I bathed, (2-3 times per day)..." I totally relate to this . And she is Trinidadian to boot. Janelle

I love the business mind and accomplishment of Carol. I hope to emulate and exceed one day

"...and i feel more beautiful today than at any other time in my life.." Rosalind
what a wonderful quote to close this blog on Portraits of Eve...in honor of these brave souls clothed in women's bodies. ;)

Thank you, Herb Way   


http://portraits-of-eve.com/

Thursday Morning Mollees

every beggar isnt poor. remember that. i told my self that a few hours ago.
i went begging to someone i did not know. the ceo to a publishing/ printing house..to make calendars for me. he said it was too late to make calendars but offered to make me postcards from my photos. then he put me onto his sales manager. she eventually cleared me for calendars, in addition to two series for post cards (christmas and general); a book journal and now today, we are also doing a poster.

beg and beg bold. never cowering. the universe is ours to own. it may just be in the hands of others. and their ignorance of these facts have nothing to do or stop our plans, trajectories, destiny or god/dess/universe's plans and provisions for us..

i begged and found an answer. I begged and created a 2010 production line. I begged and is facing the map of my own fruition. strategic and future planning.

and there might be many nos and slaps in faces, closed doors and squeezed fingers. I have learned of resilience...

you do not think to fill any other;s shoes. just walk in your own.

i think you need to revise that 12 list. for the show does not appear on that list. and i did think that was a bit stratospheric.
you are just like me. part of why i was lost is i was one, not grounded; and two, not focused. your list of 12 is not grounded.

try again when next you are moved to..

The Day's Generosity

I was rereading this post; did it twice before i realized I was reading a blogspot entry 



Maven Huggins

So many thoughts I awaken to:

I am not a stupid woman; maybe a stupid person at times; but the both are intrinsically separate and different

It is hard for a woman to do any business, in certain industries, dealing with men and their entrench...ed disrespect, disregard; myth and mythic self-perception. #yardwork

I am left to ponder to what extent do I exhibit perpetual propensity and capacity to human frailty and failure (wipeout/lessons/start again) when I watch the repetitive and cyclic seasons in people; doormats, unlearners/nonlearners and others motivated by what I do not know; anything but change to elevating

When people try to fuck-you-up one day, do you begin again with them the next? At the same time and place? What’s the name of that movie?

And actions without consequence bears no change. Just repeat

I just pulled the bus cord. (do buses still have cords? LoL. That is to tell you when last I was on a bus- 1979) Stop. I am getting off.

I might be committed to another’s journey until I see the wheels spinning. The stories on repeat. Stuck. No movement. Just grief .

I got my own business to mine and mind

Hang Tuff (I believe, incidentally, a brand of garbage cans, bags and other stuff). Um/




Good Morning Baby/Cocoa
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So how it works is that there is a session. Then the lab -- a week of experience, observation and reflection. Cool.

Yesterday I learned my life is so busy, I no longer have time for nazel gazing…was asked a question about my observation and I laughed…for once ever in life, I had given no thought…just living..

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From now on, I shall, hereby, be called, Miss Maven
Mollee inspired that. After Melvin doing it since day one
(i bow)

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Funny eh, how the clouds does slink in like snake…

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thoughts and brain waves since 8:18am

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finally, realizing how much news is happening while I am living a life, not watching. guess some canadians got raped, in a country where the head of police is; and crime is the news; see if this is on repeat next year this time.

bah by

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then i got this magnificent response

Mollee D. Harper  
"Wow! Your honorable nature grabbed my attention and gave me pause to explore your gallery. Beautiful! You are most definitely a Miss Maven, a rare and powerful soul, balanced and purposed, courageous and unique, and it is my honor to start this journey of our new friendship together! Namaste' Miss Maven - I honor the spirit in you which is also in me! (I bow) Mollee "One Heart, One Team""


II

Maven Huggins

how old will i be when i cease to be shocked?
arabian stallions do not roam with western brood mares
and as i write i remember my equine management professor at delaware, an ancient time ago..

 

III

Maven Huggins

A penchant I see only in Trinidad: ‘if I can’t, I won’t let you either”

And now we have posters in addition to calendars; children best would appreciate
A real nice thing: do an art piece and in production, it turns out into another. Glory!

...i do impress myself. not for me
but for the bees I attract; my friends here are cream de la crème
and oh yes, I guess “for the messes I have avoided”

 

 

IV

iph notes afternoon assessment

Maven Huggins

Generosity can come with price, strings and leveraging.

While driving through Belmont, the most quaint and meticulous houses led me to think, "When Roland roamed this land"

Defective and Degenerate Reds. Genetics
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Arabian stallions don't run with brood mares And just so in raid round the savannah, I feel for a PBJ

Nice wheat Indian Food. Fresh Hot off the talwah

Life now. Funny. U get a $200 - u buy toiletries; the last $100 to top the gas tank with premium. Provisions

And then I get home and think. "Standards is everything; it all comes down to Standards" what are yours?