Late 2014 Dawnings

an epiphany just made my eyes fly open.
for the last two  years, my own thirst and desperation,
want and perceived needs led me to encounters
with more of the same and worse

and in 2013 as now, i meet people seeking to take advantage of others
the only difference is this time I see it.
this time i am not ploughing through with myself
i pull back, grab a pipe, and watch the scenes

i am acknowledging that the signs were there
i just ignored them believing moving driving through with my own fuel
and it is not to be done so

i am also saying that the landscape is so bereft
and so overpopulated with predators and schemers,
here is not the character to be found
just reapers of what they havent the skill to sow

i am searching all the blindspots, cleaning out all the stagnant energy
i believe i think i am forming an understanding that when you try to do something in life, either by yourself or with another person, and it fails, you run into a wall...something that ends abruptly or not...if there is not some kind of ploughing through, acceptance, responsibility, clearing far beyond closure it creates a space of blockage. a cavve so to speak that you must blast through to the other side. and then it sits and gets corrupted and becomes baggage but not like luggage, but like caves. i see what i am trying to convey but the language is not there. but imagine if you are an industrious ambitious person how many caves,  volcanoes, deadends,  walls, labyrinthes and rat traps you would have just in your pursuit of cheese

it is those spaces i am trying to identify, locate and excavate
i am testing my own frequencies, vibrations,  to see what called all my experiences to me. that was the thought that made my eyes flew open-- why was i born here> why was i brought here in 2003? how is it that I belong here? and of all the things i say of this place, is that too  my vibration? and if we believe the theory that all our experiences and encounters are a function of our vibration then the answer is yes.
the mode and response I choose then, is how do i fix this. what kind of outcome, life, experiences and people do i want around me. and how can i tune into the dial to embody and command that existence.

sitting here doing work in silence . work that is neither valued, demanded in the market or imbibed: "you are an excellent writer" in a country of illiteracy.  the lack of alignment from outer to inner to landscape and the abounding ironies and paradoxes. a degree and education, training and expertise cultured for human transformation and economic evolution but we are a chosen mired plantation. the artist who only draws knowing spirits and universal symbols amidst a population of douen zombies. absence of alignment

i thought 2014 has been a year of intent and emphasized missions only for me to realize as october rolls around it is for me to just sit back and stop changing, trying to change, move, moving, trying to move.not by my intent and speed but to let the flow move me. let others carry me, provide for me. reads crazy but is so/ paradoxically: Take Responsibility but Do Nothing

The Powerful Prayerful Hour: Spiritual Heights and Warfare

 


9 Jabez was more honorable than his brothers. His mother had named him Jabez,[c] saying, “I gave birth to him in pain.” 10 Jabez cried out to the God of Israel, “Oh, that you would bless me and enlarge my territory! Let your hand be with me, and keep me from harm so that I will be free from pain.” And God granted his request.

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46 And Mary said:

“My soul glorifies the Lord
47     and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior,
48 for he has been mindful
    of the humble state of his servant.
From now on all generations will call me blessed,
49     for the Mighty One has done great things for me—
    holy is his name.
50 His mercy extends to those who fear him,
    from generation to generation.
51 He has performed mighty deeds with his arm;
    he has scattered those who are proud in their inmost thoughts.
52 He has brought down rulers from their thrones
    but has lifted up the humble.
53 He has filled the hungry with good things
    but has sent the rich away empty.
54 He has helped his servant Israel,
    remembering to be merciful
55 to Abraham and his descendants forever,
    just as he promised our ancestors.”

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80 And the child grew and became strong in spirit[d]; and he lived in the wilderness until he appeared publicly to Israel.

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40 Then Jesus said, “Did I not tell you that if you believe, you will see the glory of God?”

41 So they took away the stone. Then Jesus looked up and said, “Father, I thank you that you have heard me. 42 I knew that you always hear me, but I said this for the benefit of the people standing here, that they may believe that you sent me.”

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13 “But the tax collector stood at a distance. He would not even look up to heaven, but beat his breast and said, ‘God, have mercy on me, a sinner.’

14 “I tell you that this man, rather than the other, went home justified before God. For all those who exalt themselves will be humbled, and those who humble themselves will be exalted.”

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In you, Lord my God,
    I put my trust.

2 I trust in you;
    do not let me be put to shame,
    nor let my enemies triumph over me.

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2 Then Hannah prayed and said:

“My heart rejoices in the Lord;
    in the Lord my horn[a] is lifted high.
My mouth boasts over my enemies,
    for I delight in your deliverance.

2 “There is no one holy like the Lord;
    there is no one besides you;
    there is no Rock like our God.

“Appoint me to some priestly office so I can have food to eat.”’

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28 Then Samson prayed to the Lord, “Sovereign Lord, remember me. Please, God, strengthen me just once more, and let me with one blow get revenge on the Philistines for my two eyes.”

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14 For this reason I kneel before the Father, 15 from whom every family[a] in heaven and on earth derives its name. 16 I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, 17 so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, 18 may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, 19 and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.

20 Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, 21 to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen.
Footnotes:

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To the nations and peoples of every language, who live in all the earth:

May you prosper greatly!

2 It is my pleasure to tell you about the miraculous signs and wonders that the Most High God has performed for me.

3 How great are his signs,
    how mighty his wonders!
His kingdom is an eternal kingdom;
    his dominion endures from generation to generation.

 and the spirit of the holy gods is in him.

chief of the magicians, I know that the spirit of the holy gods is in you, and no mystery is too difficult for you.

 The tree you saw, which grew large and strong, with its top touching the sky, visible to the whole earth, 21 with beautiful leaves and abundant fruit, providing food for all, giving shelter to the wild animals, and having nesting places in its branches for the birds— 22 Your Majesty, you are that tree! You have become great and strong; your greatness has grown until it reaches the sky, and your dominion extends to distant parts of the earth.

raised my eyes toward heaven, and my sanity was restored. Then I praised the Most High; I honored and glorified him who lives forever.

His dominion is an eternal dominion;
    his kingdom endures from generation to generation.
35 All the peoples of the earth
    are regarded as nothing.
He does as he pleases
    with the powers of heaven
    and the peoples of the earth.
No one can hold back his hand
    or say to him: “What have you done?”

36 At the same time that my sanity was restored, my honor and splendor were returned to me for the glory of my kingdom. My advisers and nobles sought me out, and I was restored to my throne and became even greater than before. 37 Now I, Nebuchadnezzar, praise and exalt and glorify the King of heaven, because everything he does is right and all his ways are just. And those who walk in pride he is able to humble.

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‘Lord, God of my master Abraham, if you will, please grant success to the journey on which I have come.

“Our sister, may you increase
    to thousands upon thousands;
may your offspring possess
    the cities of their enemies.”

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Lord, I have heard of your fame;
    I stand in awe of your deeds, Lord.
Repeat them in our day,
    in our time make them known;
    in wrath remember mercy.

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“Lord, (if you are willing, you can) make me clean.”

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 When I heard these things, I sat down and wept. For some days I mourned and fasted and prayed before the God of heaven. 5 Then I said:

“Lord, the God of heaven, the great and awesome God, who keeps his covenant of love with those who love him and keep his commandments, 6 let your ear be attentive and your eyes open to hear the prayer your servant is praying before you day and night for your servants, the people of Israel. I confess the sins we Israelites, including myself and my father’s family, have committed against you. 7 We have acted very wickedly toward you. We have not obeyed the commands, decrees and laws you gave your servant Moses.

8 “Remember the instruction you gave your servant Moses, saying, ‘If you are unfaithful, I will scatter you among the nations, 9 but if you return to me and obey my commands, then even if your exiled people are at the farthest horizon, I will gather them from there and bring them to the place I have chosen as a dwelling for my Name.’

10 “They are your servants and your people, whom you redeemed by your great strength and your mighty hand. 11 Lord, let your ear be attentive to the prayer of this your servant and to the prayer of your servants who delight in revering your name. Give your servant success today by granting him favor in the presence of this man.”

I was cupbearer to the king.

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1 [a]From inside the fish Jonah prayed to the Lord his God. 2 He said:

“In my distress I called to the Lord,
    and he answered me.
From deep in the realm of the dead I called for help,
    and you listened to my cry.
3 You hurled me into the depths,
    into the very heart of the seas,
    and the currents swirled about me;
all your waves and breakers
    swept over me.
4 I said, ‘I have been banished
    from your sight;
yet I will look again
    toward your holy temple.’
5 The engulfing waters threatened me,[b]
    the deep surrounded me;
    seaweed was wrapped around my head.
6 To the roots of the mountains I sank down;
    the earth beneath barred me in forever.
But you, Lord my God,
    brought my life up from the pit.

7 “When my life was ebbing away,
    I remembered you, Lord,
and my prayer rose to you,
    to your holy temple.

8 “Those who cling to worthless idols
    turn away from God’s love for them.
9 But I, with shouts of gra

teful praise,
    will sacrifice to you.
What I have vowed I will make good.
    I will say, ‘Salvation comes from the Lord.’”

10 And the Lord commanded the fish, and it vomited Jonah onto dry land.

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42 Then he said, “Jesus, remember me when you come into your kingdom.[d]”

43 Jesus answered him, “Truly I tell you, today you will be with me in paradise.”

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7 “Let us build up these towns,” he said to Judah, “and put walls around them, with towers, gates and bars. The land is still ours, because we have sought the Lord our God; we sought him and he has given us rest on every side.” So they built and prospered.

“Lord, there is no one like you to help the powerless against the mighty. Help us, Lord our God, for we rely on you, and in your name we have come against this vast army. Lord, you are our God; do not let mere mortals prevail against you.”

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Although our sins testify against us,
    do something, Lord, for the sake of your name.

For the sake of your name do not despise us;
    do not dishonor your glorious throne.
Remember your covenant with us
    and do not break it.

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 “You have shown great kindness to your servant, my father David, because he was faithful to you and righteous and upright in heart. You have continued this great kindness to him and have given him a son to sit on his throne this very day.

give your servant a discerning heart to govern your people and to distinguish between right and wrong. For who is able to govern this great people of yours?”

I will do what you have asked. I will give you a wise and discerning heart, so that there will never have been anyone like you, nor will there ever be. 13 Moreover, I will give you what you have not asked for—both wealth and honor—so that in your lifetime you will have no equal among kings. 14 And if you walk in obedience to me and keep my decrees and commands as David your father did, I will give you a long life.”

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42 “Father, (if you are willing,) take this cup from me; yet not my will, but yours be done.”

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 “However, the Most High does not live in houses made by human hands. As the prophet says:

49 “‘Heaven is my throne,
    and the earth is my footstool.
What kind of house will you build for me?
says the Lord.
    Or where will my resting place be?
50 Has not my hand made all these things?’[l]

 “Lord Jesus, receive my spirit.” 60  “Lord, do not hold this sin against them.”

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Show us LORD how to use the spiritual weapons. We ask THE HOLY SPIRIT to teach us how to pray, declare, war and be an intercessor. We pray to THE FATHER GOD in THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST, THE SON, in the Third Heaven. Our GOD is a consuming fire. We ask The Consuming Fire to bring them down before our face, drive them out and destroy them quickly.

 We pray for healing from the works of the demons.

 We ask GOD to send our guardian angels and twelve legions of angels as reinforcement for ministry and warfare. We ask for waring angels, ministering angels, THE HOLY SPIRIT and THE SEVEN-FOLD SPIRIT OF GOD to do spiritual warfare on our behalf. We ask GOD to send angels ahead of us to prepare the way for ministry. We ask the angels to go with us wherever we go. We ask GOD to put a hedge around, and seal our property and possessions with angels.

 Hold not thy peace, O GOD my praise: For the mouth of the wicked and the mouth of the deceitful are opened against me: they have spoken against me with a lying tongue. They compassed me about also with words of hatred; and fought against me without a cause. For my love they are my adversaries: but I give myself unto prayer. And they have rewarded me evil for good, and hatred for my love. GOD will have mercy on me, deliver me, stand at my right hand, and save me from my enemies. We apply the Psalms to our lives.

Psalm 91

¹ Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High
    will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.^[a]
2 I will say of the Lord, “He is my refuge and my fortress,
    my God, in whom I trust.”

³ Surely he will save you
    from the fowler’s snare
    and from the deadly pestilence.
⁴ He will cover you with his feathers,
    and under his wings you will find refuge;
    his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.
⁵ You will not fear the terror of night,
    nor the arrow that flies by day,
⁶ nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness,
    nor the plague that destroys at midday.
⁷ A thousand may fall at your side,
    ten thousand at your right hand,
    but it will not come near you.
⁸ You will only observe with your eyes
    and see the punishment of the wicked.

⁹ If you say, “The Lord is my refuge,”
    and you make the Most High your dwelling,
¹⁰ no harm will overtake you,
    no disaster will come near your tent.
¹¹ For he will command his angels concerning you
    to guard you in all your ways;
¹² they will lift you up in their hands,
    so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.
¹³ You will tread on the lion and the cobra;
    you will trample the great lion and the serpent.

¹⁴ “Because he^[b] loves me,” says the Lord, “I will rescue him;
    I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.
¹⁵ He will call on me, and I will answer him;
    I will be with him in trouble,
    I will deliver him and honor him.
¹⁶ With long life I will satisfy him
    and show him my salvation.”

 We stand behind the protection around us: hedge of GOD (Job 1-2), angels of GOD (Psa. 34:7 " 91:11-13; Heb. 1:14) and our shield of faith (Eph. 6:16).

We close doors to Satan, break curses, renounce psychic bondage, cut evil soul ties, loose the mind and restore the fragmented soul. We return curses and demons back to the senders. We return swords, darts, needles and javelins to those who sent them. We adopt each other as spiritual sons and daughters, and cover us with the COMPASSION AND LOVE OF GOD. We anoint with oil symbolic of THE HOLY SPIRIT. We intercede for our loved ones.

We cover us with the Blood of the Lamb. We agree with The Covenant of the Blood. We sing songs about THE BLOOD OF JESUS CHRIST. We ask for warrior angels to protect us, and fight for us. We return what has been sent to attack us including the demons, and command them to attack the senders. We loose godly spirits from the Lord to operate in our lives. We use THE LOVE OF GOD and our love as a weapon against the forces of evil.

We use tongues of men and angels to expel demons. We command that knees bow, and tongues confess that JESUS CHRIST IS LORD. We ask that you make us into war clubs and weapons of war to destroy protection of satanists, witches, warlocks, wizards, sorcerers, conjurers, magicians and mediums. We reverse weapons formed against us.

Satan, we close doors that you have opened in us from evil contacts. We break demonic oaths, covenants, blood covenants, allegiances and alignment with Satan, others and ourselves. JESUS CHRIST became a curse on The Cross for us, and blotted out the Handwriting of Ordinances against us. We break the curses back to Adam and Eve, and destroy legal holds and grounds that the demons have in our lives. We bind the spirits' power, and loose ourselves from their holds. We break demonic soul ties.

We send angels with boxes to separately seal each demon in, chain and gag the demons, read scripture to the demons, and fill the boxes with the GLORY OF GOD. We loose the angels to spin the demons minds round and round, to chase and harass, to bruise, crush and flatten the heads of the serpentine spirits, and to snip off the tails of the scorpion spirits.

We order the princes and rulers to be bound with chains, and thrown down before the other spirits, and their foreheads to be written in red letters that JESUS CHRIST IS MY LORD. We command the lesser spirits to attack the traitors in the camp and throw them out. We release the spirit which attacked the Midianites in Gideon's day.

You were defeated by JESUS at The Cross, and must obey His Commands and our commands. We command the demon's answers to stand up in The Judgement. We send the warrior angels with swords to chain the rulers, and throw THE FIRE OF GOD on them. THE LORD JESUS rebuke you. We command that you confess that JESUS CHRIST is LORD. We command the ruling spirits to cast out their underlings.

We break the power of evil: psychic prayers, warfare, powers and thoughts; magic; fetishes; curses; vexes; hexes; jinxes; sorcery, voodoo, hoodoo and witchcraft; mind control; death and destruction; torment; sickness and pain; demonic prayer chains and blessings; incense and candle burning; chanting; crystals; potions; charms; incantations; and spells and bewitchments. We break, remove, cast and cut off cords, snares, controls, serpents, chains and bondages. We command the demons to go to the bottomless pit, the deep, the dry place, where the fallen angels are bound, or wherever JESUS sends them.

We break curses, soul ties and demonic holds which are on us, our family, and those that we are associated with. We break three and four generation curses, ten generation curses, and generation curses back to Adam and Eve. We bind remaining demons until they can be cast out, and leave of their own accord. We ask the angels to read Scripture to the demons until they leave.

Isa. 61:1 THE SPIRIT OF THE LORD GOD is upon me; because the LORD hath anointed me to preach good tidings unto the meek; he hath sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound.

Matt. 12:29 " 16:19 Or else how can one enter into a strong man's house, and spoil his goods except he first bind the strongman? and then he (the strongman) will spoil his house. And I will give unto thee the keys of the Kingdom Of Heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt bind on earth shall be bound in Heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt loose on earth shall be loosed in Heaven.

Matt. 18:18 Verily I say unto you, Whatsoever ye shall bind (be in bonds, tie, knit together, declare to be improper and unlawful) on earth shall be bound in Heaven: and whatsoever ye shall loose (break up, destroy, dissolve, melt, put off, declare lawful) on earth shall be loosed in Heaven.

Mark 7:35 And straightway his ears were opened, and the string of his tongue was loosed, and he spake plain. (See Scripture containing loose, loosed and looseth for further study such as Ps. 102:20, Isa. 58:6, Luke. 1:64, 13:12 " 16.)

He hath sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound. Bind the strongman and then he (the strongman) will spoil his house. Whatsoever thou shalt bind on earth shall be bound in Heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt loose on earth shall be loosed in Heaven.

We bind up the brokenhearted, proclaim liberty to the captives and open the prison of those who are bound. We bind the strongman and spoil his house. We bind the forces of evil and loose whatever was bound. We bind up the evil spirits in our loved ones that have blinded them to GOD.

 

A Psalm Of David: David prayeth for his own safety, and his enemies' confusion. He complaineth of their wrongful dealing. Thereby he inciteth GOD against them.

Scripture: 35:1-8 " 26 Plead my cause, O LORD, with them that strive with me: fight against them that fight against me. Take hold of shield and buckler, and stand up for mine help. Draw out also the spear, and stop the way against them that persecute me: say unto my soul, I am thy salvation. Let them be confounded and put to shame that seek after my soul: let them be turned back and brought to confusion that devise my hurt. Let them be as chaff before the wind: and let the angel of the LORD persecute them. For without cause have they hid for me their net in a pit, which without cause they have digged for my soul. Let destruction come upon him at unawares; and let his net that he hath hid catch himself: into that very destruction let him fall. Let them be ashamed and brought to confusion together that rejoice at mine hurt: let them be clothed with shame and dishonour that magnify themselves against me.

Amen Ameen Ra

The Least Shall Be the Best and Other Sense of Place and People

 


"what makes sense to the history of the place and the experiences of a people"

the key to who you should spend your time and money going to hear, listen to or opine on anything...

what kind the fubu guy tell you about constructing anything in this trinidad island?
you all get snaffued  so easily.

funny too i was thinking in the shower the mark of a slave: one who is easily dislodged and effortlessly taken off their track, train or path.

reminds me again of a man last night. a homeless man who came to talk to me. he is the cleaner of an establishment...

this man started by telling me "i see your pain" anytime a woman is out by herself it is pain that is bringing her. I watched him with a poker face.

the man went on to drop several gems through the time I was there:

"we are all here for one purpose, to know god and we are so distracted"
 only when he said that did it crystallize to me: marriage, loves, relationships, work, crises, injuries, traumas, sex, food, drink, activities...they are all distractions to that mission...the only time it is not a distraction is when the activity takes us all as a collective moving us toward that great complexity of the universe -- again . that is god

he told me he was a deportee from canada and that the only thing he did not do was interfere with children and rape I think he said, everything else the man said...so i was talking to a murderer. and i dont doubt in this trinidad and tobago that was the first time by any one's imagination.. he spoke of not being a typical deportee and vowing not to be that. how he asked the owner for work and he paid him $25/day to clean and now the owner pays him $1000/week.

he told me how he told the boss owner that it is a sin to make money and bank it when there are so many people about in need, without home . I asked him what the owner said, ehe replied, "boy get  out of here you dont know this trinidad"

he went on to explain that we shall all be called on to account for what we had and what we did and who we helped. I just listened

i wish i had written about him last night, but i was still trying to process and remember all he said, i was so clear on the rain and deluge he showered me of thought and insight.

he told me that all feeling was energy and if you are in pain, just replace it with joy and happiness, an activity that brings that. flip it he said. I thought that was the bomb. if you feel sad, go out and do something that makes you light and happy. make someone else happy. that is as simple as possible. following the laws of the universe. space must be filled and everything is a spectrum is if you are down, flip it and put yourself up. it sounded clearer the shorter way he stated it without me trying to explain expound and expand overthinking it here now

he spoke how going to jail was the best thing that happened to him.  that he found himself. that he had money from making records and it distracted and spoiled him.
and that coming hom and being homeless he has learned his purpose..that he seizes and sees people's pain and to talk them through it, to deal with it. I just listened.

it was interesting
in this place that looks down so easily on other people.
which is something that amuses me. this place is so stratified and I only9 see it akin to brazil with its endless layers and hierarchy of color..so the same of trinidad on a class and socioeconomic level. so you have police and defense force men who look down on drivers and laborers; who went to school and didnt, and which school - prestige, regular, or dumb down...yet still all of them are the same...they all talk , move, walk, spend their piece money on the same fake jewelry, they all.. all these men, whether grand company, union, laborer men, all spend their money on these mega fly rides, they think -- the tricked out over loaded roll on import Vigos, or the roll off Nissan SUVs, it dont matter...they will all spend their money on a vehicle before they buy or build a house, before they save bank, before they build a business. and all of them profiling and peacocking on and for women...but they all think they are so different--and likewise, would look down on the same individuals who just might be prophets in their midst. yes. the one wiping tables, sweeping and mopping floors. Him.

Empty Your Cup of Trapped and Charged Emotion/s/al Distortions

this is such a profoundly useful instructional article on healing the self into wholeness that i had to reproduce it for the edification of those who read here...

Source: http://galacticconnection.com/4th-dimensional-entities-can-includes-audio-meditation/

4th Dimensional Entities and What You Can Do About Them (Includes Audio Meditation)

Sat, September 20, 2014

http://wakeup-world.com

By Openhand
Contributing Writer for Wake Up World
Whether we like it or not, entities are everywhere in the 4th dimensional field around us. If you’ve been drawn to read this article then I imagine you have already experienced the challenges that having entities in your field might bring.
It’s a bit of a taboo subject in western culture; one of those subjects where people are a bit concerned about being labelled as ‘crazy’ or ‘Xfiles-ish’, so I felt inclined to break the ice and bring a bit of light to the subject. I am not claiming to be the fountain of all knowledge on the subject, although I do have a lot of experience working with them directly as part of my role in the spiritual evolution arena.
The term ‘entity’ can be a bit confusing, so I’ll draw a brief outline before focusing on the entities that people usually mean. There are three main types of entities; 1. The earth-bound spirit 2. Higher dimensional beings and 3. The non-human negative entity. We’ll be primarily dealing with the latter category, although it feels helpful to introduce them all.

The Main Types of Entities:

1. Earth Bound Spirit

This generally refers to a human being who was incarnated, yet didn’t move on in spirit when their body passed away. They stay here in spirit form until they are ready to move on. They are usually attached to form by fear of loss. Often bound to a specific place, unable to exist beyond it, they can be friendly, mischievous or down right malevolent. Earth bound spirits can at times be bothersome, although they engage with incarnated human beings very little. We won’t be covering this type of entity in this article. I just felt inclined to mention it, to distinguish the difference.

2. Higher Dimensional Beings

These are beings whose consciousness is centred in the 4th density and higher. They sometimes have an interest in engaging with 3rd density beings, such as humans. They tend to differ from non-human negative entities (below) in that they each have an individual soul. They come in all shapes and forms, through multiple dimensions. Some higher dimensional beings are benevolent (eg. angels), some are malevolent and others dance somewhere in between. If malevolent or manipulative in anyway, they can influence and over-power a person in a more sophisticated way than the non-human, negative entities.
Higher dimensional beings are complex. Manipulative ones often prey on psychic people who can ‘see’ beyond the veil, at which point it is common for controlling higher-dimensional beings to present themselves as ‘benevolent’. They can be master tricksters. There is a huge ‘false-love-and-light’ movement in the spiritual world today, being totally manipulated and controlled by less than benevolent beings from this category.

3. Non-Human Negative Entities

These are what people typically refer to when they say they have an entity in their field, and this is what we will be working with throughout the rest of this article.
These are the entities that often possess people, by living within their host’s energy body. These entities act like parasites, often completely unbeknownst to their host. Some people have a visual psychic ability that permeates into the 4th density and are able to ‘see’ them, reporting all sorts of descriptions, shapes and sizes. People commonly mention tentacles or hooks that leech on to a persons energy field. Their most common food source is emotional energy. They do not have individual souls although they may act in individual ways. They have a collective group soul and consciousness and exist as part of a hive consciousness.
Most of them aren’t actually malevolent, they are simply fulfilling a parasitical survival instinct; they are just hungry. They farm their food – emotions – in the same way that human beings farm cattle. They have learned to become very skillful at turning on the emotional tap of their human host, so that whenever they get hungry they can drink in emotional energy on demand. They home in on any emotional vulnerabilities and imbalances that a person has and tend to hook in a tentacle right on that touch point. As soon as they are hungry, they push the button and slurp up the emotional nectar that begins to flow.

Why Do I Have an Entity in My Field?

So you have a parasitic entity in your field? You know something isn’t right? It’s draining your energy? Activating your emotions? Feeding off you? Making you ill?
In essence, it’s only there because you allow it to be there. Gulp! OK, so it may be a subconscious allowing, yet the power is within you. The entity doesn’t want to be seen. It has a vested interest in being invisible. It wants to co-exist without its host ever knowing it is there. It doesn’t want to starve.

Who is Particularly Vulnerable to Entity Attack?

As long as you are a human being (Homo Sapiens) you are vulnerable to attack, because Homo Sapiens has been hybridised for that purpose. It doesn’t escape any of us. Although as we evolve and become more and more present, as we become fully enlightened, then it becomes much more difficult for them to deceive.
I’ve particularly noticed that those who have taken drugs or medication or do things that anaesthetise themselves (TV, alcohol, excessive video gaming) tend to have the biggest entity issues. With consciousness blasting drugs (psychedlics etc), it seems to be that a person goes from a normal state to having their awareness blasted open, missing several important and necessary evolutionary steps in between. A blind spot is created where the missing steps are. This is the place that entities slip through the door. It’s a blind spot, so usually unnoticed by the person who’s taken the drug. This can last a long time completely unnoticed (years/lifetimes). Medication that dampens and suppresses gives an entity the perfect opportunity to feed off the emotion that is being repressed by the drugs.

What To Do About It?

So, here’s the key that unlocks the door. There is something within you that it is latching on to. It will be a blockage, a distortion or a button. The entity can only exist in your field if there is something for it to hook onto.
One of the most powerful things you can do is to take full responsibility for the fact that it is there because you have given it permission to be there.
Entities feed off emotions of all sorts. What are your emotional triggers? Do you experience any of the emotions in the list below?

Blaming others, anger, sense of victimisation, paranoia, fear, guilt, feeling deprived, worry, feeling sorry for yourself, bothered by being lonely, self-depreciation, feeling unworthy/not good enough, lack of motivation, insecurity, impatience, resentment, jealousy, depression, feeling disgusted, neediness, feeling unappreciated, feeling irritated, feeling trapped, head in the clouds, denial of darkness, avoidance of reality, everything’s got to be perfect, controlling…

If you recognise any of these emotions as an issue for you (ie. a recurring theme in your life) and are reading this article, it is likely that you have an entity feeding into them and milking your emotions for food.
Acknowledgement and acceptance is the first step to self-empowerment. The next step is to know that entities are normal; most people have them in their field without realising it. The world, in fact, is a large cauldron of emotion, the perfect feeding ground for these pesky pests!

Work On Your Own Stuff

The most important thing that you can do is work on your stuff. It really is that simple. Once you remove the food source – charged emotional distortions – then they have nothing to grasp onto and fall away.
It’s also vitally important that we don’t deny the emotion. Because denial and suppression of self also creates the ‘grey’ areas where they hide. What we’re looking for is the authentic – non-loaded – emotional expression of self, that which is aligned with the source. It is the distortions of these that the entities feed off.
People can and do remove entities, which sounds like an ideal solution. It can work temporarily. HOWEVER – unless you deal with the energy that invited it in the first place, you will simply draw another entity to you again and again and again UNTIL you release the attachment to that emotion from within yourself that draws it in. No one else can do this for you. It is part of the spiritual journey of self realisation, back to who you truly are. Be inspired and supported by others (catalysts and empaths can highlight them in your field), yet know that you have to walk the path with your own two feet.
Release the trapped emotion; let go of the attachment to the emotion and there will be no place for an entity to attach to you. Most people have to do this multiple times for different issues, over a period of time and through various levels of vibrational consciousness. There isn’t a quick fix solution. It’s a powerful way to catalyse the spiritual journey though, as you create the space for higher consciousness to flood in where you were once blocked. Indeed using this “Opposing Consciousness” as a mirror to your own limitation, is a powerful path to mastery.

What Else Might Help?

Look at specific spiritual work that helps you to honour and release distortions, inner tension or emotional blockages. Whatever work you do, the key is to consciously bring your attention to your blockages. Sound work, movement and any work that releases thwarted energy can all help if you are conscious whilst working with it.
Some might find guided meditation helpful. We have a collection of different meditations for catalysing the spiritual journey on Openhand’s audio page, all of which help to let go of attachments. I thought it might be helpful to record a meditation that specifically deals with the release of inner blockages in order to cleanse your field of entities. So, especially for this article here is my latest guided meditation, as a gift from my heart to yours. Press the [>] Play button on screen to hear the meditation, or press the download link to purchase your own copy.
Remember that the key to releasing entities from your field is to release your own blockages, so that they don’t have anything to hook on to – anything else is just temporary.
Trinity
Updated September 2014

Revelation Time/ Times and History of Betrayals

  

 

So i guess this is revelation time in its fullest.
i just finished writing in my journal and thought to reposit here. I woke up with another revelation.. About Marjorie. Mommy Marjorie...and it is more akin to putting a label, a word and description to a story, rather than a revealing or becoming aware of the story. I knew the story. Had talked, written, cried and complained about it. but i had never given it is right and appropriate name.

This morning without effort I woke up and realized it was Betrayal. Marjorie had been betraying me since the day I got here. It started slowly and was quiet, under wraps, behind my back for years before I ever recognized it was happening. And a I just write that I realized that too is the word for what Margaret did to me...when she told the academic who was offering me a job at UWI at the Gender Studies that "i was not ready" without informing, consulting or discussing it with me. Betrayal.

And really as I write, I see it as a holistic din of this place and country: Betrayal
wow. this gets deep. for was that not what Uncle Frankie's brother (   )  did to us, the Baptiste family, to Marjorie, to me when he told Daddy that we were trying to get a lawyer to handle Mommy Marina's estate at the time of her death when she, in her Betrayal to her siblings, sisters and brothers, mainly to Leroy and Marjorie who had been with her from years until...to me, led us all to believe that she had divorced Carl when nothing was further from the truth, allowing him to manipulate me into thinking he would honor me and my word, my legacy, my inheritance, my standing as the last living child of their union and the only child of his family of breadth and depth...to come and seize everything she had left. That should have been mine.

This is blowing my fucking mind. Cause when i started writing I was just thinking of Marjorie to me > Now i see our whole fucking family life is about Betrayal one to another, in all kinds of ways, for all kinds of members, those close, those related, those peripheral, having the power. like Uncle Frankie's brother...i realize i was naming him Frankie and is not. Frankie was the St. Joseph principal of fame, not the wotless brother I speak of

I can talk to my father's betrayal of me. To marry a woman younger than me and bring her into our family home, jostling me out of mine.  A woman so scheming she was hired by my mother and set her sights on my father.. She, Cindy, told me that story herself. It is no hearsay. For him to have put all that he owned an inherited from his motherkinfolks: Mother Ruth and Grandmother Gramma Analiza to this Indian woman betraying the hard work the culture, the people, the clan, the blood, the history, destabilizing black women's holding once again. It is never enemies outside, there is no such thing so called. All enemies are family and friends in betrayal, undermining, destroying. So here I sit with nothing, under great persecution by his enemies, deciding to dump all their stuff and baggage and hurt with him onto me..WOW> they really send me. Strong. Back wide . Resilient and Perpetual like Time.

And the perpetuity of the story.
I thought I always knew I came to break family curses. But this is taking it to a whole other level. So this too. This story and consistency of betrayal??  Before that the first curse I thought I came to break was not to be a single unmarried mother. of any number of children, from one, like Marjorie to five like Grannie Ruth. Then I thought i came to break the curse of being subjected to the wiles, destruction and killing of family womenfolk by Carl Huggins, first his mother by bringing Cindy the indian girl into his mothers home -- she grieved herself to death my mother told me.. Then to kill my mother slowly over decades via lupus, the psychosomatic anger turned inwards disease... and its spillover effect onto my brother. He was the sacrificial lamb amidst all these wolves: Lupus, My Mother Marina and Father Carl Huggins.. Carl always saying he never believed Junior to be his son. I actually believe it as a grown woman now. Junior looked like nobody: Not Carl, not Marina, Not any grand parent or uncle or aunt. I neither looked like my father or mother, but I had the stamp of my Grandmother Ruth. is her child I am. with the hair of Maria, my maternal Venezuelan grandmother.
I look like my mother's sisters. and have the face of all Baptiste. Junior. Had nothing. He was still my beloved brother with whom i had a complex, complicated but very close relationship. For that for him I am grateful for his soul. For despite all of that, when he died at boarding school in Pennsylvania and my father and I went for his belongings...His friends came up to me and asked me "If you are Rajah's sister" and when I replied yes, they told me how much my brother loved and talked about me. I promise.. and I am getting the chills, eyes watering as I type...when I get into my home I shall light an altar to him. To have loved me so completely broadly and silently...And his soul attachment since the day he died. And trying to come back to me through pregnancies. The complexity did not end with his death. What does one do with that  level of cosmic  grandness. I write now and I get the feeling belief, revelation epiphany answer in my soul that it is to use that  union, make sense of his togetherness with me to correct so much wrong on this side of the vibrations and divide.  WOW

Talk about writing yourself into answers. Beyond curtains, walls and blockages. It might be him, my silent protector in all things. When I fell off that ladder at Trinity. When I was to die in the car on the highway in Tuskegee. That keeps deflecting and minimizing the harm people mean for me.

He has been seeing all since day one When I arrived and before I got on scene. He has been seeing everything since.

Mississippi God Damn
I was just trying to write about Marjorie
how since I landed she started silently backstabbing me. describing and talking of me about me in a negative light---this psychiatric nurse and counselor therapist. The favored aunt of the favored niece, my God Mother!!!

The incidences that i shall never forget...like when i went out behind her to talk and bond and spend time with her as she gardened, and before i could dismount the steps she bouffed and rebuffed me by saying, "I dont need no supervision". I cant express the crush i felt, I had no words. blindsided ..that is it you know. the betrayal was never just betrayal. it was blindsided betrayal that destabilizes you like nothing else does. It is being hit by a mack truck and surviving death. you are dead but walking around conscious wondering what happened, why are you dissociated disassociated. That is what happened to Junior. he died and never knew it. For twenty two or more years he was roaming, with me, as an attachment.

Anyway...the other comment Marjorie made that symbolizes in hindsight the betrayal that was going on undercover...some scene with her office folk at child welfare league and I told her, "i was just trying to look out for you"> The woman tell me "she dont need me to look out for her" yes.

IT is this rebuffing that has characterized her behavior toward me all these years. When I started making money and offered to take care of her as she had done me for four years and she said no, denied me. Under the guise of "save your money and do for self" which was the biggest fucking lie, denial, deceit. Cause in trinidad with moneylaundering and corruption you cant do shit for yourself you can only pool and reinvest in what your previous generation did. Make bigger make better. but to start anew in this twentyfirst millennia. BULLSHIT . how can anyone living here deny that. Unless you fucking stupid and asleep douen. ( * ^ *)

But Selah. It is all now clear
The one woman i was closest to among all others, before all others, after all others. This has been the unfolding. Her behavior created a culture in the family of ostracism, back biting, and betrayal. in cycles. She has allowed people , Neal, to enter into this house to upbraid me in my home. I went to town on his ass. Reach Mars and came back. He was shocked. I threw shit back in his face. He did not know what hit him. Be careful where you trundle and trample. It might be your own face and bed>. And I could not understand her pose and position. What she was allowing. My confusion is now clear. It is when people neither wish you well or protection. When you are their enemy it is that kind of usurping and undermining and deceit and secret that secretes.

But it is mindblowing too. Cause this is the woman that saved me when i was having my nervous breakdown. When my career stalled and choked into nothing. When after the PhD i was destabilized. A great sadness that has never left. A plummet fall that has not ended. Has it? I never fail to look back on that time in 2003 and realize what i needed most was not there. Someone to come on site. I was not thinking right. Beyond needing saving I needed presence. Someone to come and take over. but the landscape was empty and bereft. The best I got was a ticket and a call to come to what was home. Which is another issue. HOME

How i have been lost to what used to be HOME: :Trinidad,  Barataria Baptiste, and Tortuga Huggins. I am now a woman without a home, when at a time, I had so many: Three. Brooklyn, Barataria and Tortuga. Amazing eh

The Betrayals are Many
The more I write about one the many spillover, bubble from the pot, squeeze out as I attempt to close the sack

But it is these stories that I must now release and let go. Move on from. These stories I must cease to tell> So i can write new ones. Better ones of Glory, Light, Upliftment and Love

And the daunting thing is: I am to give it to myself!!
Then what stays with me is the proof that there is no purity when it comes to human dynamics and relationships. The one to save you is the one to kill you. There is no pure state

The Spiritual Aesthete's Abundance

i just had an epiphany!!!
reading this article (http://www.elephantjournal.com/2012/01/your-soulmate-isnt-who-you-think-it-is/) and hearing people eat at the dining table

....I am strong, self -sufficient, self-filled, content with myself, not hating others, not resentful of others (well I wasnt before), I was just open heart and hand embracing of all...and I projected that on to everybody. onto all the broken shards of people i have met, came to live with, relatives, father, aunts, mother. chase, men i meet, women i encounter, males i try to love. every last one of them

so that is why i missed that they werent whole. missed that they did not mean me love and well. missed that they were not for me as I was for them. missed that their only intent was for me to prop them up, not give to me as i wanted to them..and thus got used for my generosity. i missed all of that. i missed them deriding and making fun of me,, my ambition, my dreams, the way i talk (my little cousin told me how her mother, my aunt in law and her sister make fun of me -- a little girl of five....i was struck at her affinity to me to betray them and tell me that story.. i only surmised that she saw how pure hearted i am and felt and knew betrayal when she saw it. but that was a phenomenal story to me- Kayla)

but this just hit me. I been projecting myself. and no i am not perfect but somehow all that bottom human stuff, never found its space within me. it is why to this day women call and see me, intimidated by what they define as a seductress, for i embrace all. wow

i am just saying. those I perceived as grown and strong were just the opposite. an only today did it hit me to the extent, depth and magnitude.. and chase did tell me that he had no idea how sensitive he was but through our relationship. it may be what i want but i dont think i am made for such: relationships. i think people are still not fully formed. to have it like I deem it, like how my character determines it. one whole looking for another , to combine and collaborate and build. i think mostly relationships and definitely for in this struggling place are for props, cradles, and crutches. one disability serving the other, masquing. this is so deep to me

i am a creature out of time and place and without cohorts... i already traveled through these tunnels and made it to the other side. I am back now trying to live and commingle with those still in a prism, imprisoned. while me free. how does that work

i think it is why so much of my life is frustrated. my vibration is upper level..so i keep giving my gifts and they return to me destroyed..from money, to vehicle, to heart, to mind, to talents to gifts. amazing

but why did they think to send me back, but to teach and show a way, hence hayden telling me my purpose is to bring balance, compassion and strength; and the australian indian told me to be the mother of pentacles and swords; to be mature under and against the onslaught of attack and persecution

it is why lystra sees me as the most unneedy person she has met in a long time and why my circle is confused as to how i live so high on nothing and resenting me for doing so, and those taking care of an angel unknown in their midst feel as if they are being taken advantage of, because they are still of the lower realm, it is like I am living the heaven here, in total opposition to the slave mentality and corporate plantation and so all how they try to deny me

by keeping my gratuity, by denying me work, by strangling my spirit and blocking all my projects , visions and attempts to further actualizations.. hmmmm

is this truth or a crazy person pulling a weave?
why did the light flash behind my eyes, my eyes dilate, pull wide and focus- like a flash?

this is it. it is why too the recent reductions gave space for things to come to the fore..the quiet. the delay, the lag, did i not say today feels like it is in slow motion? i have just been sitting here praying, thinking, questioning, seeking...

fascinating

now what am i to do with this?
continue to try and escape like i was
continue to seek vengeance as I am
or sit still and wait them out
for them to either die, be removed, or turn away from their crossed perspectives?

it would surely seem the latter
i wrote weeks ago and years before that seeking to be in a monastery
i realize I am in one, the conditions are there: spartan conditions, reductions, silence, reduction of noise,,,for what? for whom? to emerge and come forth?

things are happening just not how i envisioned them
but gosh I still wish to be saved, safe and removed from all of this
kit is too much, and i am not the mythical jesus

someone in my neighborhood was reportedly killed this week. he is dead. but they say it was an accident. but one man who knew the elder for his life believes he was killed. for a house. the dead mean was his mother 's favored child, still at 60 or so on a monthly allowance living in a house, though he appeared on the street as a bum, rolling with dogs..etc..always with plants and flowers on his wrists, hand or shirt pocket..,..and the man said but there is a god. and I silently said, no there isnt

folk so think .
we have been sold a hefty bag of goods
there is no one coming to save your ass
your life is of your making or not
you allow what you let pass or not
tell me where and when and how all the money stolen from the country and treasury finding its way back ? never

but then the question remains, but who send me, and from whom do i come>
a blind seer man in loveuntil told me I was at god's helm, to never give offering or shed blood-- the moment i do so I will kill my standing, my belonging, my source, my association. he was a kaballist. he told me i was the mother of the stars. he is the one who told me five morrocoy that i have not been able to get only because I havent my own place to keep them

bizarre all the way round: parts that fit and those that dont, the pieces that are in direct opposition/ and all the while i think the things that refuse to happen is not because i am not with my powers, but because they are in direct and didactic opposition to what i was made and sent to do. no one knows and sees and even i get confused and frustrated being in the maze the matrix, its permutations and creatures cretins made

unbelievable
salmons dont have nothing on me

and why cant i just find another one?
why? in all my years through all my travels, why not another sojourner--
reminds me of the poem I wrote in 1993: Pursuit/

{nobody knows the trouble i have been, seen, nobody knows my sorrows}
3:17pm 20 Sept 2014

Pursuit

What season is this that I travel through

where paths are absent and evidence of

my friend’s knowledge nascent?

Fellow travelers ne’er do I see

nor wanderers lost on their way,

but a few who feign what really they seek.

My Guide: An inner beat of light and strength:

For to know of self has no rest.

The Path: One of solitude and thought, perseverance and determination.

For everywhere are vultures of mediocrity,

And the measures of a base life.

But for me, my GodSelf guides, through darkness, thickets, weeds and strife.

To light: Upwards, onwards and inwards, where God bathes us the few in grace,

love and spiritual food. To this I strive, this and intent.

Not to exist merely, but rendering a chance for God to touch my head.

But neither does my life end there.

For everyday is a testament to the freedom of my people.

My convictions must be obvious by the way I walk, the way I talk,

the way I look at them with eyes bright,

And the way I do them with a steady mind.

For not yet have I been afforded a life of free existence,

but have been handed down the legacy of struggle.

In all its definitions.

To make a contribution to peace, justice, acceptance,

independence, equality, restitution and respect.

My knowledge, privilege, and blessings are all owed to them.

Always has been....

Always will be...

Until the end.

Melise D. Huggins (10/30/93)

When you Have it ALL Wrong

HC:
"Maybe start by realizing you're the writer and stop looking for outside confirmation to bring u security...if u are a writer then ask yourself: what do i ant my life to be, a comedy or a tragedy?"

MH:
{prophecy, healing, guidance, on love, resilience, revelation, elevation, prosperity and transformation...a life of proverbs, psalms, answers, keys, magic and alchemy/ creating manna from all the earth's realms}

HC:
"so... tragedy... LOL"

MH:
{lol. you are hard. i need to be under your wing. how the hell does all that end up being tragedy > ok. i want my life to be a comedic alchemic love story}

HC:
"look--if you can't even handle the lowest rungs on Maslows pyramid then you can't transform or heal anyone and that manna stuff is just like...what? Start with laughter and let the stick fall out of your ass. Now it's not your fault you're so uptight. Academia and political correctness are masters at inspiring your current state. But Maven, at some point we've all gotta see what a big joke this all and how we've all been played like suckers or we will get caught in the rapids and have our heads bashed against the rocks. Take it slow and simple. Just. Start. Laughing."

MH:
{by introducing maslow you have opened up a whole can of worms

can a person be self-actualized without feeding and sheltering themselves in this modern world? I think of all the brilliant homeless people in the globe and I know the answer is yes. I think of men and women in ashrams and monasteries of the east, and I know yes. I think of buddha...

then what is maslow...a hierarchy written to the perpetuation of a system that is killing us? that is of separation??

maslow to me seems to be the height and mode of the very system you tell us to escape.

it also raises the question from one what perspective, experience, and abilities if not privilege one is able and another is not..

interesting questions on the plans to escape}


HC:
"that's great except no one who defines themselves as a victim can do magic. and if this alchemy jive youre talking about is your true wish; then you'd better realize that magic comes to those who are victors. magic cannot manifest in a space that is set with self pity and self defeat. your choice. your story. want it to be a comedy or a tragedy. That's it. That's wat u have to decide. and the more you define yourself by what has happened with all these people and circumstances the more you simply say: I want it to be a tragedy."

"we cannot be self actualized unless all of the other rungs on that pyramid are solid. self actualization is the final one. the others lead to it."

"wealth and security are not money--but people who are rich and poor alike still do not understand or have either."

MH:
{ ok. i hear that!!!

ok. i will accept that.

Yes. I see that

Sigh

(walks off back to the drawing board}}

HC:
"groove on sistah... "

MH:
{smh}

Lets Fund ME!!! US$ 100K Goal

Hello Members: Read and Circulate Widely

Concerning: ArtShram: Conscious Creative Collective 99

It has been a long standing dream to have a quiet space of peace, meditation, massage, reiki, rest and art, where citizens of a hustle and bustle and come and relax, get treatments, sip tea, have cocktails, eat a delightful meal, sleep and then return to their lives. At this place they may choose to do art or buy art and grow organic food.

I have called this place an ArtShram

A place of self attention, support, embrace, respite. But in the city.

I want to open up such a place in October 2014 .. I will set up both a Community Based organization and an NGO for the enterprise.

Some of the biggest expenses beyond the building and its preparation is the framing of my art for the walls .

There is this facebook page for the intention and group operations https://www.facebook.com/groups/CCCollective99/?fref=ts

But all of the above is still backdrop to the star and center focus of this place...It is to sell and provide NUDE lingerie designed for melanined women of color. Not black or chocolate brown lingerie, But lingerie that are cocoa, sapodillla, cinnamon, dark brown sugar, cafe au lait, etc.

I want to support the brand and upcoming company, NUBIAN SKINS in this western hemisphere, catering to women of the Americas, and the Caribbean.


My sale strategy
is to consider them many thousands of women who do not have access to online sales. They neither have internet, credit cards nor access to banking facilities. It is to them I want to cater as well as to create a client customer base of my friends the globe over.

By and From your support of this enterprise, you will be supporting a community based arts and conscious creative collective of artisans, makers and designers. You will be providing a space where they can execute their craft free of market charges, obstacles, transcending their personal limitations and abilities.

According to your level of support, and your choice, you may register as an investor/member, where you will have purchased a boutique bed and breakfast accommodation in the Caribbean.


My Business Model
is on of Cluster Services and Sales A place as venue for events, concerts, gatherings and parties A place of silence and meditation Massages/Reiki Organic Food Planting and Sales NubianSkinsLingerie Teas, Brunches, Limes, Group Dinners B&B Retreat Art Studio and Gallery

I want it for everyone to WIN WIN WIN


Challenges:
I wanted to set up a GoFundMe account but not having a current US bank account and address, I am hampered. While I work that out, I have decided to send you this inbox mail and begin Fundraising via Facebook.


Resolve:
Donations, Investor Deposits, and Purchase Requests can be forwarded  to:

Scotiabank Trinidad /
Ellerslie Plaza, Port of Spain
 AERO Platinum VISA #7030 622 /
RE: MD. Huggins/Project: CCC99

Thank you for considering the effort.


The Fund Goal is to Collect $100000.00 (one hundred thousand US$) on a global campaign.

If you please forward and circulate this mail to your network, that would be helpful. Also, if you are ordering lingerie, kindly consider to order for a circle of girlfriends to expand the product's demand as well as to lessen shipment costs ;)

Thank you for placing your orders.

Send in your measurements for you and your circle of girlfriends and that shall be my first bulk consignment. And with that, my launch of NubianSkinsLtd


My Wish List for this project would include the items I need that I would not have to pay for:

1. Library full of books: So the walls will have art and books

2. A Jacuzzi

3. Fully Outfitted Kitchen

4. Dark Wood Indonesian Dining Table

5. Indonesian Patio Furniture

6. Bamboo Rug Flooring and Blinds

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This Cluster Business Plan has integrated a Social Enterprise Philanthropic mission as well. Once profits are made, some of that revenue will be used to support

Olutosin GlobalPeace Oladosu Adebowale
https://www.facebook.com/olutosin?fref=ts

An amazing sister from hinterland Nigeria who trains young unemployed and local women to do amazing things, create useful functional products from recyclables and new:

Tie Dye Fabrics

Plant Pots from old clothes

Ladies Bags

Laptop Satchels

Blankets

Bubble Quilts

And does all of that without electricity, water, roads and often times during floods> I want to support her work by making it easier. Money will be given for generators, and whatever else she needs. As long as she needs, I wish to provide.

This project is an outworking of Women Inspired/
https://www.facebook.com/pages/Women-Inspired/126478892166?fref=ts

Solo Traveler

Facebook is so schizophrenic
They spam themselves did you know and then when you have no choice but to opt for their choices they take a report on themselves and says, thanks.

All this while I am still sleeping but making myself awake to write this so I wont forget or miss details. but I was just dreaming about Gina Athena Ulysse...girlfriend! do you want to own a boutique hotel of some sort? Cause I was just by you, in a grand old world from like the 30s plantation colonial French style house. It was modern now times, but the house, and seem like you were dressed like a flapper wen you came out to get me settled and when i awoke to ask about breakfast. It all seemed I/we were personal home guests but then...the dream unfolded to this large garden type ballroom but i twas in a garden...amidst brimming full of fruit mature trees...and one was a governor plum tree with huge plums twice the size of mine in the yard, and I started picking them up, even asked one of your guests to help me and he obliged, no older than a young college male student..and i started to place them on a chair cause we had no bag yet. and i tasted one and it just gave me acid reflux. just now. in this life. made me get up and go drink water. and that is when i said i must write you  now.
the place was lovely, effortlessly lovely.

But before that I was in someone's Benz, I guess on the way to Gina's and  they stopped the car in the middle of the road, in the middle of an intersection, in the middle of a turn right, and a car behind me, with another young guy driving but patient...actually the guy resembled a piper in my neighborhood. when i tried to recall the face in the dream, the piper came up immediately clear as day. And he is in this convertible like vehicle that made his face look like you were watching it in a mirror, very calm, very patient even though his progress was halted by some obnoxious fat cat. So it would seem I began to drive the car from my passenger seat,, a big boat of a benz and everyone looking at me and marveling and getting kicks, and my movement was not smooth but a bit jerky and i get to a lamp post and pull to the side of the road and seem like next thing I know I was at Gina's

but the driver of that benz, got out to greet his boys liming by the side, all of them professional eh...and that one who was the con that i last met the last time i was out...he was in the dream, standing there. then he seemed to also be a guest by Gina, for he was the one, while taking care of his business in the house, navigating me to my room, to get to Gina in the morning...and when i tried to focus on the figure standing, tt was his face that came. and it went with the body

Interesting dream
benz, big houses, bounty of large fruits bursting, abundant food, friendships, easy and wonderful

good morning
Day Two Coming/

i always wonder about eating in dreams and suffering acid reflux in real life, outside the dream. that happens regular. and, I dont really suffer from ar, but if i were to eat the things I do in dreams at the times I am eating and without food or prep, I surely would. is that proof of astral travel? or is that my so direct identification of my dreams as experience that i feel it?

I think I am there. I think i have traveled. to an alternate dimension where these people are, who i know here, but different there, alternate choices realm? but who are people, a person, really? if they are the exact same in all the realms. ? Now That! That is a clue, not so much a mystery to me.

Selah
#SoloTraveler

Letting Go of Holding On

"4. Empty your cup. Consciously and actively work at letting go of your story; your judgments and ideals, the material things, all your stuff. They have no real value. They do not make you stronger, healthier or more powerful, and belief in them is a delusion. Pour out your expectations of how, who, where and what you should be as they, too, are part of a story that holds you back from simply being. Once you let go of this story and empty your cup, your life purpose will open up and flow."

i read this article and it puts me in mind of previous thoughts and dreams I have had...like to give to the world or put out in the universe what i have wanted and never got or had...i think it is why i get into a lot of one sided situations so much -- some working to my benefit despite the intention of the other, but other times suffering for it...because I am walking around the world in my own frame...and that is just to give and be of use. then before i know it i am prey before a predator.

but i think of a space where people can come and just sit with themselves, feel themselves, meditate in quiet without bustle and hurry and other souls intruding...but would trinidadidians ever get that silent and quiet to even want such a thing

then the part about alignment, my experiences and journey has robbed so much from me...i dont know if i still have values, what i believe in nor am i clear on my goals although recent interactions have benefitted me some blessings in that regard...but all i thought i believed and got me to this point cant take me further and the world is not the same place and the creatures that look like me are not of the same kind and ilk. they just carry the form . demons in masks most of all.

but thank goodness for the day ..some things happened last night that give me an opportunity and an opening.. the beginning of a practice might be the means where clarity comes in on how i am holding on...perhaps maintaining eating like i am the queen priestess of the castle grounds and all the domain seen and unseen -- cutting that off might be the stillness, the stop, to see the hidden..who knows.. we reach for something to find anything...

plus the challenge of a future in such a despicable human place
i just read a gentleman give the screed of the other men in a group because he unveiled himself and told his deepest stories and vulnerabilities i did not even read it but i saw it and i saw the comments that began to scourge and condemn him. these men who are alll broken and always crying about how bitter and ugly are women but could not hold sacred space for one of their own. me. i eh able

i just wrote him words of encouragement to keep stepping. this place is inhumane/ populated worse than by douens, but zombie douens. selah...

no condemnation. no judgement. it all is as it is what it is.
they say i have a purpose and work here...i set about to find it. starting this day. right here.

steeled first to command and control my hungers

10 Tips to Let Go of the Past & Embrace the Future

www.mindbodygreen.com

A Malkah Unknown

MMe:

 Hi Marilyn, Do you give free readings to people as in the groups we are in? Maven

 

Marilyn:

No, however, we can certainly exchange a tarot for a playing card reading if you care to do that.

 

 MM

I dont even own cards. This is new to me...never did it before recent weeks in these groups..so still feeling my way around who and what. I am also in Trinidad the Caribbean so cards here are not the norm, readily available...

thanks though

 

Marilyn:

Do you have knowledge in regards to any form of divination?

MMe:

i would not say so officially...i seem to have a high level of discernment and intuition but not sure that qualifies. one of my ancestors was the biggest seer man in the country

 

Marilyn:

hen you are indeed a natural ! Also, did you know that Maven in Jewish/Yiddish means expert ?

 

MMe:

lol. you my dear are the first person who has told me what it means and not ask. No one else knows/knew that. I am aware. that is why it was chosen 

 

Marilyn:
Are you Jewish, or your parents thought it would be a wonderful name?

 

MMe:

My real name is Melise. I am not Jewish, we are Caribbean mixed people...African, First People, Spanish, Chinese. I grew up in Brooklyn. in a jewish house with mezzuzahs on the doors. My direct neighbors on either side of my house were old jewish women -- living alone interestingly enough...i was too young to get their stories ...and only now think of it being a mature woman myself. so i am steeped a bit in Jewish culture. I even traveled to Israel in 2000

Marilyn:
How fascinating ! Please allow me to let you know that although you might not have the tools to know any form of divination, you Definitely have the gift ! I will read for you, but not today ok? Please write to me, and we will select a time on another day, ok ? PS. My Hebrew name is Malkah. I just love that name as much as I love the Marilyn name given at birth.

MMe:

what does Malkah mean...I like that.. I collect M names...it was a tradition in my family all the women have names of M from my grandmother, the Venezuelan Spanish Taiano

sure. thank you ....I am intrigued by your comments

what would you say "the gift" is? in "you definitely have the gift"

Marilyn:
Malkah means Queen. You are a Seer, a natural prophet, spell caster, healer and psychic.

 

MMe:

I love everything. I love your name!!! And I am all of that....smh...know what I would have asked you at the beginning is then if i am all of that why am I going through so much and powerless to change it?!

you make me feel to rename myself in that form and gifts you outline Malkah, Queen Seer, Prophet, Spell Caster, Healer and Psychic

I will tell you that my mission has been to become a healer.. but so much of the know how is lost and out side of me and not around me and alienated from my environment at present

Marilyn:

You are never powerless. You simply perceive yourself to be. None is lost. Recognition and ownership will create the confidence you are overlooking. Remember your purpose….your soul knows why you are here. The human piece of you is scared, but you are very powerful. Find information on reclaiming your power. You will remember. You have a job to do here. Research, read, ask, explore and find who you really are. Then, I will read for you.

MMe:

that has been my search for forever.. that was my search that led me to write you this morning: "find who I really am" my experiences are too bizarre. and there seems to be No ONE to turn to, to get help from and if i may say so, I seem to be some irregular novel unique creature starting from my name. when it was given to me almost 50 years ago...there was not another on this planet. I am sure of. all through my years no one ever heard that name. only in the last ten years have i begun to hear it. the truth is my mother made that name up. i marvel that she did that. I more marvel that someone who never did more than high school made up a name that is linguistically correct., so attractive to so many. Almost everybody loves my name. from that...to now to today...my experiences are neither normal nor fitting any storyline that helps me live it ... just serious perplexity

 

Marilyn:
I can not stay on line….have much to do today. Please have a good day, and do some digging, both educationally, and within the earth. Get your hands into the soil…feel…and embrace your path. You are not stuck…work for the answers, you can do it.

 

MMe:

thank you . have a great day

you have been a blessing