Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Spirit Rituals Brought and Rule This Day

can you imagine living on a hill and blasting Coltrane every morning at daybreak or a bit thereafter...no neighbors to disturb...just bushcane, sky and birds...then invite all the good people i meet...Iman, Kahshanna, Sherry, Dean, Janine, Steve, Amun, Ivan, to come down, rejunvenate, retreat...I dream a Dream and Vision...that's his name GramZ
 
Spirit Rituals ~ "This is the way to pass down the heart and mind agreements of the ancestors." TBPow 
SoulMemoryAncestorMessengerSpiritRitualZ this Wednesday 4. 13. 11
 



 
Chippy Richie April 13 at 9:47am 
what are you doing walking around in my dreams so vividly... saw you last night and I was towing you on the handle-bar of my bicycle with big smiles and while passing through a dirt track we stopped to see two live monkeys making love on a small mountain... way too vivid! Tell me whats happening with you, is what yuh calling meh for??? :)


Dean Anderson April 13 at 10:31am  
Maven, you honor me. I would love to spend hurricane season (or any season with you). But, alas, I have to stay around here to put my roof back on if it gets blown off.

I enjoy your posts so. Sometimes I don't understand them but I usually wait around for the next one for clarification which often comes. You are a JEWEL and I thank Fb for my connection to you. And, I am not that free with expressed "endearments" (just ask my "face-to-face" friends and family). Dean

Sunday, April 10, 2011

life amidst phantoms/when emails become prose poems



i wish i could tell you to come to me and you would
right then. not later or after
i wish i could learn how to be vulnerable again after
a life time of hurt and disasters
i wish i could say keep me safe and never let me
...have a question
i wish i could say love me and never stop
rehabilitate me to a glory former
not of now, not of this place, but of some place ideal and tender
but i wonder
if you know how
or am i bartering my heart again to the village butcher...
these are the thoughts that keep me stuck
between wanting to call your name and wanting to stay sane


Sunday, April 10, 2011 2:13pm

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

ChrisRen Sees Me/ Accurately!

‎"Sometimes the things you post make me think you're living in a dark dungeon with huge metal doors, torches on the walls and bats flying about...where you sit at just write poetry and whip up potions in a cauldron...

then other times you po...st... statuses like this one and it makes me think you're living in a penthouse/sports bar with loud music, disco lights, strip poles,exotic dancers and waitresses in tight clothes serving that bess food you just mentioned!
 
"reflecting back the authentic self"

Sunday, April 3, 2011

So when it happens...you can say you saw it conjured beforehand

pg 44 India. Eat Pray Love


  • Linda Taylor likes this.
    •  
      David Simmons you should write a book like that


    • Maven Huggins
      pg 140 not pg 44; chapt 44
      and fb continues to edit posts i am not sure on what aim or reason

      but i said>>>

      ..."my ego has many friends. they all trying to make sure they stay in charge. trying to stay in power over my life. scared to death that it will be downsized or relegated to nothing/nobody/garbage. keeps me with a sense of dualism (good./bad among others. many), in separation, and con-vincing all and any who would listen that i am flawed, broken and alone.

      but i know, as long as i sit and start with the right and pure intention, -- what ever happens next is none of my business. no judgment of experience.

      no past nor future. just now/
      Not before
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    • Maven Huggins
      you are a trip. really. you reading my spirit. not even my mind. or is it the stars...

      you are right. but my mind immediately goes to 'but would it be original' and then i remember; that is not my business. only pure and right intention, is......;)

      this book has sat on my bedstand for a good ten months or so..and me picking it up the other day was like a spirit guide/ its been interesting

      and here you come today...with your pearls and wisdoms..;)
      See More


    • Iman Hadieh How funny! I JUST watched that last night. I wasn't sure I was going to like it because of Julia Roberts but it was just what I needed to watch.

    • Maven Huggins you should read the book Iman

    • David Simmons the curanderos in santiago say I'm a conjure man, so yeah, I am reading your spirit. it's beautiful an d fierce and vulnerable and you need to share with us in a book


      • Maven Huggins ‎(((((((David))))))) conjure man must come to trinidadblacbago one day;

        all i could do was place your blessing on an altar David...♥
        I am listening, leaning and learning...


      • David Simmons you got it. one day i'll visit you on your island in the sun. we need for people to reflect back at us our most authentic selves...we need to remember who we are. remember who you are. i'm just doing that for you.

      • Maven Huggins yes. holding sacred space of self. there are no words sufficient for the gift and love of that. i see and know that. it is cherished!!

      .

Saturday, April 2, 2011

Good Tidings and Visions of My Life from FBriends

Got all dressed up in Mona's newest and finest. Intuition> Late to Cancellation. Glad to stay in and home ;) sigh... wish i could have you over for coffee and bread pudding. chuckle ;)
    •  
      Maven Huggins rice. that would be rice pudding ;ol
    •  
      Karla Ramdeen Rice and bread - I love them both - I love desserts period! :-)
    • Maven Huggins LOL> starch fiend Karla ;OL
    • Karla Ramdeen Makes life worth living Maves!| :P
    • Chris Ren
      I want the bread pudding.

      Maven, do you live in restaurant? When you post photos of your dishes, they look very professional. I have a strange feeling that when people walk in they are greeted with a menu, a smile and "Hi, and welcome to Ma...ven's Marvelous Maison."...and then poetry..
    • Maven Huggins LOL. shame shame. we have to get over our crutches...sister..,me and mine too..but hey...i agree what ever makes the ride easier...
    • Maven Huggins CRen...you Do Know I write and have stores of poetry, right?? Nine Volumes worth. lol...

      Maven's Marvelous Maison. I love that name
    • Karla Ramdeen Hahahaha - I totally agree with Chris - if you opened a restaurant - I would live there! I'd move back to TnT just to patronize :P
    • Karla Ramdeen Yeah - now I'm dreaming about bread pudding...:-(
    • Maven Huggins its RICE Pudding I made today...did you all see a pic of it. And I never made it before. I just made lemonade (rice pudding) out of overcooked brown sloppy rice) (lemons)...
    • Karla Ramdeen Wow must have tasted soooo good - garnish with grounded green pistachios pls :-)
       
    • Maven Huggins that is it Karla...that is my dream...to have a made to order/special request menu.....you are not slogged into what is on the menu...tell the kitchen what you want...and we will make it happen for you
      about a minute ago ·

Friday, April 1, 2011

Guest Blog : My Title: Race in Trinidad/ Black, African and Locational Identity Complexes, Beyond Dichotomies and Simplicities

Debunking the Nizam race discourse - Pt 1. The Stranger's Response

by Christian Hume on Friday, April 1, 2011 at 10:10pm
Professor Selwyn Cudjoe quotes Police Service Commission Nizam Mohammed as writing the following to him:

“But our race. A stranger coming into contact with one of us for the first time does not see a doctor, lawyer, or our religion. What he recognises immediately is our race, so why can’t you?” “Be proud of who you are, and forget statements like ‘There is no Mother India, or Mother Africa’ or ‘Don’t think for one minute you will not have to give up your heritage for Caricom to survive.’ We live in a global village now, so celebrate your heritage.”

Nizam Mohammed's attempt to explain a stranger's reaction upon coming into contact with 'one of us' contains one deep flaw - it fails to take into account the cultural and personal realities of the stranger. Let me explain. Nizam Mohammed obviously fancies himself as King Indian, so let's start there. Most people in Trinidad and Tobago would say "Indian" if asked to name Nizam's race. Fair enough. But if Nizam were to walk through the market in Mumbai, India, what would be his race then?? Would he be Munda?? Would he be Oran?? Gaddis maybe?? Or perhaps Khassis?? If he were put in a room with a Sri Lankan, an Indian, a Bangladeshi, and a Pakistani, what would be his race then?? Would they recognize him as 'Indian", or would they see him as someone who has their DNA and just leave it at that?? Would the Pakistani want to know whether he was Muslim or Christian before deciding how to "recognize" him?? Would the Indian want to know whether he was Christian or Hindu before deciding how to "recognize" him. Will they be able to look at him and decide on their own what to recognize him as??

What about yours truly. I am a jet black Negroid. I define myself as "black". In Nizam's language, I am African, and most Trinis would readily concur with that. Fair enough. If I were to walk through the market in Abuja, Nigeria, what would be my race?? Would I be Igbo?? Would I be Hausa??  Would I be Fulani?? I were put in a room with a Rwandan, a South African, and a Senegalese, what would my race be then?? Would the Rwandan want to know if I were Hutu or Tutsi before deciding how to "recognize" me?? Would the South African want to know if I was Zulu or Inkatha before deciding how to "recognize" me??  Would the Senegalese want to know if I were Wolof, Serer, or Diola before deciding how to "recognize" me??

You see in the West, the idea of how people recognize "race" is very different to how it is done in the parts of the world where the races we think we know so well originate. The average non-African thinks that all Negroids are "African". Try explaining that to the Wolof and the Serer of Senegal, a Hausa, Igbo, or Fulani of Nigeria, a Bemba of Zambia, or a Kenyan Masai. It simply is not as cut and dry as simply "African".  Similarly, among the phenotype that Westerners define as "Indian", you have the five castes of India. You have the Lankans and the Tamils of Sri Lanka, the Bengalis of Bangladesh,the Kalasha and Punjabis of Pakistan. In BOTH the cases of the "African" and the "Indian" phenotype, we have not even scratched the surface of the unending number of tribes and ethnic groups that make up the full spectrum of each phenotype. Nizam may not be able to tell the difference between a Tamil from Sri Lanka and a Bengali from Bangladesh. Chances are, they can. Similarly I may be unable to distinguish between a Zambian Bemba and a Shona from Zimbabwe. Chances are, they can.

It is very simplistic then to say that a "stranger" will recognize you as a particular race upon first seeing you. How a "stranger" goes about the process of recognizing you depends on who that stranger is. It depends on the social, cultural, and personal realities of that "stranger". US President Barack Obama is "black" by US definitions. In Trinidad and Tobago, he would be a "dougla". Lewis Hamilton the Formula 1 race-car driver is black in England. In Trinidad and Tobago, he too would be a "dougla". So Nizam has done this country a disservice of monumental proportions with his superficial explanation of how a stranger would react to "one of us".

So in terms of Trinidad and Tobago,  what about those people who, by dint of immediate parental ancestry, cannot be simply placed into Nizam's  dichotomous categories of "African" and "Indian"?? In other words, what about the proverbial "dougla"?? What would be their race Nizam?? Or better yet, what would their RACES?? Where do these people fit in Nizam's racially dichotomous world view?? Is he advocating quotas for them too?? More on than in the next note.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Dear Oprah Harpo, Can you Hook a Sister UP?


To Harpo HookUps

I am a ... Jill of Trades, Skills and Talents and of an interesting peculiar fascinating heritage and life. 

I have a PhD in Development Economics; lived and worked in Africa (I wanted to be a Prof or House Marm at Oprah’s SA school). I am a writer (three essays book published, several essays and poems on the net), poet (nine volumes compiled), blogger, journaler 44 volumes) and a film script/novel writer; artist, photographer; chef and recipe book writer. I am an entrepreneur, social and monetary; and budding life coach. I am 46 and look 32 or maybe even 26 with the right location and clothing.
I have been watching Oprah since the day she went national in 1986. I remember the Newark Delaware basement I lived in waiting for my Bachelor degree program to end. And have followed her faithfully since then. Sometime in the 90s or so, I dreamt I would like to take over from her when her time shifted or ended; which is now; but my evolution itself has shifted…I dream just to be the me I am to be, and want to put that into the world; These requests for HARPO hookups are very much in aid of me manifesting those aspects of me that are kept within, outside the public domain.

I have lived many incarnations: five states, two countries, visited many more, and still waiting for my life purpose to sing.

I come from a line of healers and alchemists with the gift of the hand and mind to alter reality. A famous character in Trinidad and Tobago was an infamous Obeah man, PaPa Neezer was my great grandmother’s nephew and I recently learned that he.they.us were originally freed American slaves who fought for the British in the American Civil War and were rewarded with land in Trinidad, British protectorate, and settled in what was known as the Companies. I want this story to emerge as we break barriers and boxes; and defy simple definitions of identity. It leads to a greater open discussion on Humanity as a way to bridge the world.


The first hookup I dream for is for Oprah to help me make a Trinidad and Tobago project, called MERIKIN, part of the Smithsonian plan for a National Black Heritage Museum, and for the Smithsonian to integrate the Trinidad MERIKIN Project into their overall Smithsonian Catalog in celebration of the International Year of African Heritage.
Because of my prolific writing, of various genres:
1.       EthnoHerstoriography:
a.       “From Margin to Center” published paper circulating in journals and net

b.      “Ant Bites” a novel I attempted that really is a film script. And a novel ingenious one at that: it is in the form of Latin American writers who write in short snippets, and the pieces may or may not represent a whole; It was my attempt at fiction but being so serious minded, all that emerged were my experiences returning to Trinidad and Tobago after thirty two years outside.

2.       My 44 Volumes of Journals
3.       My Nine Volumes of Poetry
4.       My two essays published in edited volumes in 2010: one on Obama, the other on International Literacy/.Illiteracy
5.       My blogs written for UNPost.org
6.       MY personal blog
The second Hook Up I wish for is to be set up with One, an Agent;’ and Two, a Major International Publishing House multi book and product deal, in several genres:
Inspirational Blank Journals utilizing my sayings and quotes, and photography,
my Memoir,
 Books of Poetry,
Recipe Books, (I have at least two), and
Series of Personal Life Journals..



“Ant Bites” is an n process collection. Each chapter tells of a separate personal interaction or story that illustrates the quality, tenor and challenge or beauty of life in the Tropics, Caribbean, of a Black mixed Heritage Woman. I got to over one hundred pages and realized it is more a film script than anything else, and this film would blow the industry and people’s minds, internationally, for we rarely ever if never see black women be so complex, so free, so liberated, so unmitigated, so accomplished and dynamic: In terms of culture, travel, and experiences.  

The Third HookUp I dream is for Ant Bites to be taken up by a producer, Executive Producer (Oprah), and made into the wonderful film it is waiting to be; and it be shown all across the globe and encouraged other women of color to write their stories, make their imagery of self, country and community; a way for women to reclaim and form their experiences
I believe I am a brand waiting to happen. My first entrepreneurial effort is ArtPost Trinidad © ® (2010) which is an art based content and communications company where I will use my art pieces, or create products for clients like greeting cards, calendars, journals, notebooks, bookmarks, mugs and other paraphernalia. 

I currently work as an International Consultant with the Government of Trinidad and Tobago, Ministry of Labour and Enterpise Development, writing an Entrepreneurial Program for Women. I also do this work personally, where I coach women in Enterprise Development and Strategic Mapping…

The Fourth Hook Up I dream of is to be connected to a RainMaker who will help me develop my entrepreneurial dreams and ideas:
1.       ArtPost Trinidad
2.       Cultural Entrepreneurship which is an internet based website where all cultural, creative and artistic work of Trinidad and Tobago or the Caribbean can be marketed, sold and supported;
3.       Cultural Entrepreneurship a Build Fellow Entity where independent entrepreneurs, and conscious creatives can have work space, spa, business center from which to build, create and operate their enterprises
4.       My Retreat/.Spa/ Restaurant
5.       My Organic Farm/Fishery and Cocoa Estate

Ideas 2. And 3. Above, I have held since 2004, when I petitioned the biggest private conglomerate in my country to fund the idea. He turned out to be another Bernie Madoff…of the Caribbean; Lawrence Duprey.
When I returned to Trinidad in 2003, my plans were always to live in the ‘bush’ and have my organic farm.

These ideas and dreams are not new. They have been fostered and held, morphed and carried for decades/. My dream to be an international published writer came years after I had been writing for a long time, and largely after Terry MacMillan blew up in the national consciousness…it was then I saw, one’s writing that has been labored over long and hard, can indeed bring the bounty.
For me, my thinking is, these are treasures, skills and talents I am sitting on, like a duck looking for a golden egg, not realizing, she has been hatching them all along.. I am merely seeking to do as the bible illustrates: we are poor for our inability to see our own talents..; and to make use of them.

The Fifth Hook Up I Dream for is with Oprah directly and through her media empire:
1.       To have my own show on OWN…
2.       To have my own radio show on Oprah Sirius
a.      Both Shows will platform International Focus; An Integration of the Human Experience
b.      The Issue of Women’s Lives and Issues across the Globe; and
c.       A Platform from which to leverage: my work on behalf of all women finding and building their total self actualization
https://www.facebook.com/pages/Womens-Crusade/126478892166?ref=ts

I am Maven

Requested Hookups:
1.       To connect with Smithsonian and History Agencies and Academic Departments to make the MERIKIN National Heritage Trinidad Project manifest and materialize for the Year of International African Heritage ~ We are Americans in the Caribbean; We are Africans in the Americas; We are Mixed Heritage of the World (I am Venezuelan CocoPayol, African, Chinese, Native Indian, European White)
2.       Connection with a Writing Agent to advance my writing/publishing life
3.       Connection with a Publishing House for several book and project Deals – to make public my treasure trove of writings
4.       Connection with a Director, Executive Producer to make Ant Bites a film
5.       Connection with a Rainmaker to make and emerge my brand: Social Entrepreneurship and Conscious Creative
6.       Connection with Oprah for a show on OWN
7.       Connection with Oprah for a radio Show on Sirius

Thank you!! For years of Inspiration, Teaching and Enlightenment!!