The Day's Generosity

I was rereading this post; did it twice before i realized I was reading a blogspot entry 



Maven Huggins

So many thoughts I awaken to:

I am not a stupid woman; maybe a stupid person at times; but the both are intrinsically separate and different

It is hard for a woman to do any business, in certain industries, dealing with men and their entrench...ed disrespect, disregard; myth and mythic self-perception. #yardwork

I am left to ponder to what extent do I exhibit perpetual propensity and capacity to human frailty and failure (wipeout/lessons/start again) when I watch the repetitive and cyclic seasons in people; doormats, unlearners/nonlearners and others motivated by what I do not know; anything but change to elevating

When people try to fuck-you-up one day, do you begin again with them the next? At the same time and place? What’s the name of that movie?

And actions without consequence bears no change. Just repeat

I just pulled the bus cord. (do buses still have cords? LoL. That is to tell you when last I was on a bus- 1979) Stop. I am getting off.

I might be committed to another’s journey until I see the wheels spinning. The stories on repeat. Stuck. No movement. Just grief .

I got my own business to mine and mind

Hang Tuff (I believe, incidentally, a brand of garbage cans, bags and other stuff). Um/




Good Morning Baby/Cocoa
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So how it works is that there is a session. Then the lab -- a week of experience, observation and reflection. Cool.

Yesterday I learned my life is so busy, I no longer have time for nazel gazing…was asked a question about my observation and I laughed…for once ever in life, I had given no thought…just living..

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From now on, I shall, hereby, be called, Miss Maven
Mollee inspired that. After Melvin doing it since day one
(i bow)

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Funny eh, how the clouds does slink in like snake…

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thoughts and brain waves since 8:18am

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finally, realizing how much news is happening while I am living a life, not watching. guess some canadians got raped, in a country where the head of police is; and crime is the news; see if this is on repeat next year this time.

bah by

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then i got this magnificent response

Mollee D. Harper  
"Wow! Your honorable nature grabbed my attention and gave me pause to explore your gallery. Beautiful! You are most definitely a Miss Maven, a rare and powerful soul, balanced and purposed, courageous and unique, and it is my honor to start this journey of our new friendship together! Namaste' Miss Maven - I honor the spirit in you which is also in me! (I bow) Mollee "One Heart, One Team""


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Maven Huggins

how old will i be when i cease to be shocked?
arabian stallions do not roam with western brood mares
and as i write i remember my equine management professor at delaware, an ancient time ago..

 

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Maven Huggins

A penchant I see only in Trinidad: ‘if I can’t, I won’t let you either”

And now we have posters in addition to calendars; children best would appreciate
A real nice thing: do an art piece and in production, it turns out into another. Glory!

...i do impress myself. not for me
but for the bees I attract; my friends here are cream de la crème
and oh yes, I guess “for the messes I have avoided”

 

 

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iph notes afternoon assessment

Maven Huggins

Generosity can come with price, strings and leveraging.

While driving through Belmont, the most quaint and meticulous houses led me to think, "When Roland roamed this land"

Defective and Degenerate Reds. Genetics
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Arabian stallions don't run with brood mares And just so in raid round the savannah, I feel for a PBJ

Nice wheat Indian Food. Fresh Hot off the talwah

Life now. Funny. U get a $200 - u buy toiletries; the last $100 to top the gas tank with premium. Provisions

And then I get home and think. "Standards is everything; it all comes down to Standards" what are yours?