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writing the blog post above ended up in one interesting comment, query and support from a fbriend...an astrological reading based on my birthdate and time, where Janine figured out what moment in time i was born; something i have long wanted to figure out, but could not as my birth mother is deceased..
I wake this morning realizing that reading needed to be placed in this blog. It gives credence to the fact that our life and experiences are written in the stars. It is no accident that I encounter double speakers. It was read in the alignment.
I wake with this morning's post from yesterday's writing, exchange and conversations...
"confirmation that our life and details are in the stars. for sure
that the ancestors are part of the stars. when Mama dreams to Vanessa telling that her birthday is May and that is the month of the Madonna and my old high school boyfriend wh...o i recently reconnected with sees an old woman in a blue dress walking and watching him and tells me it is the woman in my family picture...and Vanessa can tell me that my Uncle and her father told her Mama's favorite color was blue and his was green and blue and green are my favorite colors...a whole bunch of things I think I know, get convoluted. Am i really to claim and enter the religion of my family as MaMarjorie wishes for? Is death and the realm after this any different from this life? or are we there with our old mistaken notions? In any case, i know what to do with the material from the session last night. Life is Fascinating. A Mystery to Unravel that never can. And mine is all in ancestors' hands. Giving further depth, weight and out of reach to "pray to the stars"; and lest I forget, "Mother of the Stars, Pray to the Stars"
Deep Sigh. Deep Breath"
The Joy is in the Knowing. And the Truth Twinkle the Stars strapping Earth’s Lay Lines.
The issue is whether we have mind and arms enough to reach for what is set directly before us
And how much of all that truth we are willing to carry...
Aquarius horoscope for May 8 2011
You are in the midst of a situation that is very much like an experience you had quite some time ago. Back then, you found this experience to be dull, or stressful, or negative in some other way. Now that you are having a sense of déjà vu about it, you are all... the more upset to be facing such a set of circumstances once again. But the reason you found your prior situation to be so gloomy had much to do with your place in life at the time. Today, that same or similar experience could bring you great joy and a number of other rewards. Be open-minded.
You are in the midst of a situation that is very much like an experience you had quite some time ago. Back then, you found this experience to be dull, or stressful, or negative in some other way. Now that you are having a sense of déjà vu about it, you are all... the more upset to be facing such a set of circumstances once again. But the reason you found your prior situation to be so gloomy had much to do with your place in life at the time. Today, that same or similar experience could bring you great joy and a number of other rewards. Be open-minded.
Too many insights and development of theories since four am this morning for me to: On the general theme and condition of our sociopsychopathology. From JZap’s origination to JRonson’s confirmation and to realize in one week, two other people by one degree of separation, agree, that Trinidad and Tobago is a mentally ill society…and in the last few hours all the personal anecdotes popping.
Aquarius horoscope for May 10 2011
Because of your quick mind, your outgoing nature, and your ease in speaking to people on their own level, you are able to communicate with people who can be difficult to reach. Today, though, you may bump into someone who isn't all that easy to talk to. This ...person may not want to be reached, and may even resent your confidence in getting through to him/her. Don't let that stop you, Aquarius. You do have a gift for being a mediator and a communicator. If you can get to the heart of the matter by truly empathizing, you can make a wonderful difference in this person's life.
Because of your quick mind, your outgoing nature, and your ease in speaking to people on their own level, you are able to communicate with people who can be difficult to reach. Today, though, you may bump into someone who isn't all that easy to talk to. This ...person may not want to be reached, and may even resent your confidence in getting through to him/her. Don't let that stop you, Aquarius. You do have a gift for being a mediator and a communicator. If you can get to the heart of the matter by truly empathizing, you can make a wonderful difference in this person's life.
the guppies we used to catch in the ravine morphed into humans; What beings? Remains to be answered, but clearly a being led to self denial, hatred, and projected brutalization to its mirror image. Especially if black.
I realized this morning, that we are all hurtling toward zero. By degrees. The ultimate zero being death; the degrees before that in/ and are/the myriad ways we become lesser beings; chipping at our hero character… by lying, being inauthentic, deceitful, disloyal, for a variety of reasons. It maybe as simple as ‘we cannot serve more than one master’. But mostly for our own craven need to find validity on the minute and every hour even if those that we seek validity from are more broken and crass than we are and willing to see us in the sea…funny. Then there is the drive and motivated need for friends* to fill holes and gaps of personal wastage by the bodies of others, themselves dead or broken…all the gifts in the world mean nothing if they come with grated liners to mangle the fingers of the receiver== in the reaching in. If your friendship is couched in a nest of enemies, you are immediately suspect and prove it by your wanton spinning between and betwixt; imagining lines of alignment with crosses and those who deem you less than hoss. And they are the ones who will hate you for being complete, competent, and full of capacity they who would n’er dare to dream.
WICKED!! is the only word to describe that mosquito that zapped me in the middle of my forehead.
Humans spend their lives being like mosquitoes
But that is the way here: We breed frenemies like pollution. In all my life elsewhere I have never heard nor seen the open insults, catfights, the wounding and character assassination that passes for a lime among people so-called friends, crew or clique. When I ask about it I am told, “that is how we do here; it means nothing; it is a constant one-upmanship” and lest you think it is a female thing, think again. It was my decades older cousin Steve who told me that in response to his friend asking him, how he and I can be cousins when I am so dark to his light white haired cocopayol; A story I have heard repeated ad infinitum (almost), in a family of a color wheel, repeated through both sides and generations. In this place where nothing means anything to live by, keep or cherish; here, everything is subject to change with the sun . In this place the living is on the backs of others: I am because you are down.
makes me think of the aquarian horoscope I read this week, and hoped against all hope that it would not be proven true. I did not make till the end of the work week. Those story lines are always true. It is all written in the stars.
“Aquarius horoscope for May 13 2011
You have underestimated someone, Aquarius. This individual has never shown a whole lot of outspokenness before and may even seem a bit like a wallflower. But if you aren't careful, and you assume this individual can't or won't cause trouble with an upcoming p...lan, then you could wind up with a conflict. An important matter is in your hands now. You are looking for the most obvious signs of trouble. But you really need to expect the unexpected. If you consider all the players, your insight will bring you the power you need.
You have underestimated someone, Aquarius. This individual has never shown a whole lot of outspokenness before and may even seem a bit like a wallflower. But if you aren't careful, and you assume this individual can't or won't cause trouble with an upcoming p...lan, then you could wind up with a conflict. An important matter is in your hands now. You are looking for the most obvious signs of trouble. But you really need to expect the unexpected. If you consider all the players, your insight will bring you the power you need.
It is why it is futile to fight and fret against the inevitable. Maya Angelou says when folk show you who they are. Believe them. So I believe you when you promise twice to show twice in two days, and don’t. and when your written conversations end like dangling participles on a cliff ledge over rocks and crashing seas. And when you go out with me and never attempt to contribute to the weight of a good time, and you balk at the thought to bring something in your significant hands, I take a clue and realize the illusion…the character I thought behind that beautiful face, eyes , mouth and smile…is just. In my head
And my final independent thought amassing to capture and understand this locational human specie of what being? into one cohesive theme is that the fissure happens in the spirit first and then later, in the seen.
“Aquarius horoscope for May 13 2011
You have underestimated someone, Aquarius. This individual has never shown a whole lot of outspokenness before and may even seem a bit like a wallflower. But if you aren't careful, and you assume this individual can't or won't cause trouble with an upcoming p...lan, then you could wind up with a conflict. An important matter is in your hands now. You are looking for the most obvious signs of trouble. But you really need to expect the unexpected. If you consider all the players, your insight will bring you the power you need.
You have underestimated someone, Aquarius. This individual has never shown a whole lot of outspokenness before and may even seem a bit like a wallflower. But if you aren't careful, and you assume this individual can't or won't cause trouble with an upcoming p...lan, then you could wind up with a conflict. An important matter is in your hands now. You are looking for the most obvious signs of trouble. But you really need to expect the unexpected. If you consider all the players, your insight will bring you the power you need.
The image I have is that humans are just spirit moments in character. The person who lifts you up today will be the one to drag you down tomorrow. The one who gave you a shoe last week will be the one to tell about you in a hater gathering over coffee / We are not stable. We are not formed. We are not finished, no matter the experience given, shared or taken. It is why these characters pass --- either in death or position --- and there are such wildly flagrant differences of opinion of who they are and were. the major arbiter? The eyes viewing. The brain thinking, critical or in given memes, myths or cultural mores. > The sheeple versus the stars, who themselves twinkle constantly, differently.
Carry on as you go along. You have a pass to go/move on.
So much for that little experiment.... its back to the grind and the way things used to be!
Precisely why we end experiments and clear the lacking thespian stage of current corner rumshop masqued masqueraders...and remain, fractals of a rainbowed future...
Aquarius horoscope for May 7 2011
Is someone trying to rain on your parade, Aquarius, or to block the sun from shining on you in some way? It may feel like that's what's happening as you keep getting shut out of an important conversation or losing the chance to show off your stuff. But that's ...not really the case. In fact, timing is everything, and when you are finally able to stand in the center of the spotlight, it will be a truly great moment. You can expect not just support and accolades, but the perfect opportunity to make a connection you have been hoping for.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vofbnkQcW_Q
Is someone trying to rain on your parade, Aquarius, or to block the sun from shining on you in some way? It may feel like that's what's happening as you keep getting shut out of an important conversation or losing the chance to show off your stuff. But that's ...not really the case. In fact, timing is everything, and when you are finally able to stand in the center of the spotlight, it will be a truly great moment. You can expect not just support and accolades, but the perfect opportunity to make a connection you have been hoping for.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vofbnkQcW_Q
NOTE: I did not know I would wake today writing an essay. I certainly did not know it would rest so totally, centered in Grahame Cook’s material, sharing and offerings. {the first pic, and the Aquarian horoscopes} Thank you GramZ
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writing the blog post above ended up in one interesting comment, query and support from a fbriend...an astrological reading based on my birthdate and time, where Janine figured out what moment in time i was born; something i have long wanted to figure out, but could not as my birth mother is deceased..
I wake this morning realizing that reading needed to be placed in this blog. It gives credence to the fact that our life and experiences are written in the stars. It is no accident that I encounter double speakers. It was read in the alignment.
I wake with this morning's post from yesterday's writing, exchange and conversations...
"confirmation that our life and details are in the stars. for sure
that the ancestors are part of the stars. when Mama dreams to Vanessa telling that her birthday is May and that is the month of the Madonna and my old high school boyfriend wh...o i recently reconnected with sees an old woman in a blue dress walking and watching him and tells me it is the woman in my family picture...and Vanessa can tell me that my Uncle and her father told her Mama's favorite color was blue and his was green and blue and green are my favorite colors...a whole bunch of things I think I know, get convoluted. Am i really to claim and enter the religion of my family as MaMarjorie wishes for? Is death and the realm after this any different from this life? or are we there with our old mistaken notions? In any case, i know what to do with the material from the session last night. Life is Fascinating. A Mystery to Unravel that never can. And mine is all in ancestors' hands. Giving further depth, weight and out of reach to "pray to the stars"; and lest I forget, "Mother of the Stars, Pray to the Stars"
Deep Sigh. Deep Breath"
And for the first time ever, I research/google "mother of the stars" the phrase the last seah man I met who read me, blind, told me of myself:
"I am basket woman, or Moon, the mother of the stars"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N6s5UQntEno
The following was Janine's original mail and her subsequent engagement and reading..
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The READING
And we resume for Part Two
The following was Janine's original mail and her subsequent engagement and reading..
Janine Le Gendre May 14 at 1:27pm
I really like your thoughts this morning in your astrology post..i love this bit of prose:
"I take a clue and realize the illusion…the character I thought behind that beautiful face, eyes , mouth and smile…is just. In my head,,,,,".....Beauty is capable of such cruelty too, we truly live in an age of Publicity - the great Art of our time. We can project whatever we/you want, and if the truth seeker takes the time (difficult in this age of instant gratification - who have time for truth?) they see the ugliness mixed with beauty.... like floral scent sprayed over dung.
Do you know I once studied astrology quite heavily? We are all more than one sign...
THE SUN ( Yours is in Aquarius) - Identity, Individuality, The Father
THE MOON - Instincts, the unconscious, The Mother
MERCURY - Mentality, communication, siblings, travel
VENUS- Love, Romance, Partnership, Values, Women
MARS - Drives, Sexuality , men, brothers, desire
JUPITER - Wisdom, Vision, Expansion, Convictions, Space
SATURN - Challenge, concentration, restriction, time
URANUS - Originality, renewal, revolution, eccentricity
NEPTUNE - Transcendence, spirituality, illusion, suffering
PLUTO - Transformation, humiliation and power, underworld,
NORTH NODE - Destiny, group involvement, future potential
SOUTH NODE - Past karma, deep experience, lessons learned
ASCENDANT (Rising Sign on the horizon at the time of your birth) - Your mask to the world, How you appear to others
We are such a mix of different things, I found astrology was a creative way to express this..
(As I read your post this morning and came to the bit you typed that i quoted started humming
"I take a clue and realize the illusion…the character I thought behind that beautiful face, eyes , mouth and smile…is just. In my head,,,,,".....Beauty is capable of such cruelty too, we truly live in an age of Publicity - the great Art of our time. We can project whatever we/you want, and if the truth seeker takes the time (difficult in this age of instant gratification - who have time for truth?) they see the ugliness mixed with beauty.... like floral scent sprayed over dung.
Do you know I once studied astrology quite heavily? We are all more than one sign...
THE SUN ( Yours is in Aquarius) - Identity, Individuality, The Father
THE MOON - Instincts, the unconscious, The Mother
MERCURY - Mentality, communication, siblings, travel
VENUS- Love, Romance, Partnership, Values, Women
MARS - Drives, Sexuality , men, brothers, desire
JUPITER - Wisdom, Vision, Expansion, Convictions, Space
SATURN - Challenge, concentration, restriction, time
URANUS - Originality, renewal, revolution, eccentricity
NEPTUNE - Transcendence, spirituality, illusion, suffering
PLUTO - Transformation, humiliation and power, underworld,
NORTH NODE - Destiny, group involvement, future potential
SOUTH NODE - Past karma, deep experience, lessons learned
ASCENDANT (Rising Sign on the horizon at the time of your birth) - Your mask to the world, How you appear to others
We are such a mix of different things, I found astrology was a creative way to express this..
(As I read your post this morning and came to the bit you typed that i quoted started humming
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Janine Le Gendre May 14 at 9:00pm
ok If I use the exact time of 1am you catch scorpio on its tail, if I use 1:30 - 3am you are Sagittarius Rising. I'll use 1:30. The degree in which Sagittarius was rising is also revealing since there are decans with degrees ruled by signs. You seem to be of slim build which could be a guide for me in terms of figuring out the exact time... have you ever had weight problems of any kind?
Just looking at your chart so far, you are truly self made, self persevering individual...Most of your planets are on the left side of the chart meaning you take the initiative in most matters. If I use 2:10am as your birth time, you are in the second decan of Sagittarius Rising giving the influence of Aries and the planet Mars that rules it... Physically you have some angular features, perhaps a tendency to get red or blush (lol) , you are very direct in your wording, quite blunt sometimes to others...can be a bit of a hot mouth when you ready but whatever temper rises to the surfaces is quickly abated. You have the gift of succinctly summing up situations, and stating this for all to hear in a way that many may not like because you have no time for the coquettish or dressing up the truth. Since your Sun (individual) and Mercury (thoughts , ideas) are in the same sign Aquarius, this adds directness and forthrightness in the way you express yourself.
In general Sagi rising gives you a tremendous sense of humour. You're jovial since Jupiter rules Sagittarius. Philosophical soul, kind... can be a bit extravagant, outgoing
You like to take charge, love a challenge. Looking at your chart you have what's called a locomotive chart... and Uranus features prominently ...Indeed Saturn/Uranus rules Aquarius so off the bat I would say you are thoroughly Aquarian and Uranian. Uranians are innovators, viewed as a tad eccentric,, some might see you as strange, unique, original...Your Uranus is in Virgo which is not a comfortable place for Uranus to be since Uranus wants to revolutionise the status quo and jive things up while Virgo values order and structure.. in other words you get things done (virgo influence) but in an unusual way, unexpected way... ways others may not understand. Uranus also squares your ascendant, so you are very freedom loving, refusing to be tied down romantically ( your Venus is also in Aquarius!) ....
In general Sagi rising gives you a tremendous sense of humour. You're jovial since Jupiter rules Sagittarius. Philosophical soul, kind... can be a bit extravagant, outgoing
You like to take charge, love a challenge. Looking at your chart you have what's called a locomotive chart... and Uranus features prominently ...Indeed Saturn/Uranus rules Aquarius so off the bat I would say you are thoroughly Aquarian and Uranian. Uranians are innovators, viewed as a tad eccentric,, some might see you as strange, unique, original...Your Uranus is in Virgo which is not a comfortable place for Uranus to be since Uranus wants to revolutionise the status quo and jive things up while Virgo values order and structure.. in other words you get things done (virgo influence) but in an unusual way, unexpected way... ways others may not understand. Uranus also squares your ascendant, so you are very freedom loving, refusing to be tied down romantically ( your Venus is also in Aquarius!) ....
Maven Huggins May 14 at 9:53pm
wow. everything you wrote there. I have read before in some form...which does not make sense since this is supposed to be case and person specific but the..."thoroughly Aquarian and Uranian"
i do have angular features. I do have a reddish undertone beneath my brown (i think)
everything everything Janine. down to eccentric...ignorant folk call me weird and one on here called me dangerous...lol... everything is on point. exact!!!
i do have angular features. I do have a reddish undertone beneath my brown (i think)
everything everything Janine. down to eccentric...ignorant folk call me weird and one on here called me dangerous...lol... everything is on point. exact!!!
that's great! lol well the influence of Aries in the Sagittarius Rising individual gives a reddish hue to the complexion. So you were probably born between 2 and 2:30
Maven Huggins May 14 at 10:11pm
"you get things done (virgo influence) but in an unusual way, unexpected way... ways others may not understand."
this is big and significant; academically, my phd; and part of how i am expert in things i have never done before
these are all the reasons i have so much haters. ALL> from my mouth, to my brain. to my transcendence...and my eccentricities
this is big and significant; academically, my phd; and part of how i am expert in things i have never done before
these are all the reasons i have so much haters. ALL> from my mouth, to my brain. to my transcendence...and my eccentricities
Cosmic Coincidence.....afraid to type it but it was a measley cop out... I am a believer in free will, but I do think that whatever we believe to be true actually is, so our destinies become shaped by this belief..Ever speak to Obeah people who believe their craft is true.. that their maljeaux will affect the victim.. scary... being Christian I sometimes suffer with severe cognitive dissonance when I practice this..the fear is inate for me since it is viewed by Christians as occult..No matter what compromises I have made in my brain when I make a comparative study in my brain of religion .. that fear sets in
Maven Huggins May 14 at 10:21pm
janine, that chart looks waaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyysssssss
off balance. what can it possibly mean beyond what you wrote...like an alter being or something? cause that dont even seem to make sense otherwise
off balance. what can it possibly mean beyond what you wrote...like an alter being or something? cause that dont even seem to make sense otherwise
Well the chart has several hemispheres... the Left, the Right.. the upper and the lower. A concentration of planets in one half .. of either hemisphere ..tells a story. Most of your planets are on the left meaning you take the bull by the horns, you get things done without needing the help of others necessarily....
Maven Huggins May 14 at 10:27pm
wow. and i so feel that i havent my business and livelihood to make money because i dont have support. interesting. but as i write i know it is not true...i really think it is just not my time yet...
my venus in aquarius means what?
what might be the "cosmic coincidence"?
my venus in aquarius means what?
what might be the "cosmic coincidence"?
Venus in Aquarius.. by chance do like reading erotic stories online? (phone sex? sorry LOLOL) This thing can get personal eh LOL..... Were your lovers at first friends? There must be intellectual connection....You're fortunate in that since your ascendant is Sagi, your descendant ( which is an indicator of the people you attract) is Gemini which means it's more than likely you attract smart types.. it also means you might attract two faced people, people who present to you one thing, but are something else entirely ...
Well the lesson of the left charted people is to appreciate the help when it comes, sometimes you are so independent you unwittingly drive people away from you ( I don't know your circumstances so I don't know if this is true) .. the lesson for the Royal Charted people.. people with most of their planets on the right side.. is not to take for granted the help that so easily comes to them and the support they get ...learn to go brave ( in some situations)
Royal Charted people need to learn how to go out on their own, it doesn't come naturally to them..
One more thing...Another Arian influence is your Moon in Aries. There is some discord here since the Moon is not comfortable in such a volatile sign. Aries moon people remind me of that Nina Simone song... Please Don't Let me Be Misunderstood... you demand people understand where you are coming from, you want your feelings, where you stand *understood*.. You value close friendships as well, especially since your Aries Moon is in a lovely trine to your Sagittarius ( Sagittarius and Aries are both fire signs) Aries moons are cheerful, jovial..the women are active, perhaps a tad aggressive ;) Your moon is in your fourth house.... the house of foundations, family, ancestors. How was your relationship with your Dad? Hard to know him? Was he distant or moody?
Maven Huggins May 14 at 10:51pm
i wrote stuff and lost it trying to go and post something profound. This all is
the blog post i wrote this morning was behind two faced people, haters and frenemies and an infatuation i have now...a gorgeous gemini who has begun portraying his two facedness
i would fall down if i was standing up...what you wrote is so accurate for friends and lovers
"You're fortunate in that since your ascendant is Sagi, your descendant ( which is an indicator of the people you attract) is Gemini which means it's more than likely you attract smart types.. it also means you might attract two faced people, people who present to you one thing, but are something else entirely ..."
But i find nothing fortunate about it. I find myself very unlucky in love; and in hindsight i realize all the men i have loved never really loved me. the two faced thing
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"Well the lesson of the left charted people is to appreciate the help when it comes, sometimes you are so independent you unwittingly drive people away from you ( I don't know your circumstances so I don't know if this is true)"
this is true. I have heard it said; and because of my pride and not taking shit, I often leave a lot on tables; and i dont mean to drive people away but i do
If the right is called Royal Chartered people, what are left chartered people calleD?
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"Another Arian influence is your Moon in Aries. "
what then is my first Arian influence...i missed it...will go to look
Janine. one of the most common iconic things of and about me is that i am misunderstood. totally
second, my dad was distant . moody. angry/ and had a lot of dysfunction...we were both close yet i hated him...we are now estranged...what do you see about him?
he has never been good to women around him. and in ways emotional and indirect, killed my mother and his mother. i am the only woman who has stood up to him
i value close friendships but have almost none.
"Your moon is in your fourth house.... the house of foundations, family, ancestors. "
what could that mean? My ancestors mean a lot to me...and trying to connect and be empowered by them and have them pass their skills and secrets to me...but hella hard as they are gone and no one knows anything...you know that story
the blog post i wrote this morning was behind two faced people, haters and frenemies and an infatuation i have now...a gorgeous gemini who has begun portraying his two facedness
i would fall down if i was standing up...what you wrote is so accurate for friends and lovers
"You're fortunate in that since your ascendant is Sagi, your descendant ( which is an indicator of the people you attract) is Gemini which means it's more than likely you attract smart types.. it also means you might attract two faced people, people who present to you one thing, but are something else entirely ..."
But i find nothing fortunate about it. I find myself very unlucky in love; and in hindsight i realize all the men i have loved never really loved me. the two faced thing
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"Well the lesson of the left charted people is to appreciate the help when it comes, sometimes you are so independent you unwittingly drive people away from you ( I don't know your circumstances so I don't know if this is true)"
this is true. I have heard it said; and because of my pride and not taking shit, I often leave a lot on tables; and i dont mean to drive people away but i do
If the right is called Royal Chartered people, what are left chartered people calleD?
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"Another Arian influence is your Moon in Aries. "
what then is my first Arian influence...i missed it...will go to look
Janine. one of the most common iconic things of and about me is that i am misunderstood. totally
second, my dad was distant . moody. angry/ and had a lot of dysfunction...we were both close yet i hated him...we are now estranged...what do you see about him?
he has never been good to women around him. and in ways emotional and indirect, killed my mother and his mother. i am the only woman who has stood up to him
i value close friendships but have almost none.
"Your moon is in your fourth house.... the house of foundations, family, ancestors. "
what could that mean? My ancestors mean a lot to me...and trying to connect and be empowered by them and have them pass their skills and secrets to me...but hella hard as they are gone and no one knows anything...you know that story
The fourth house is the only indicator I have of the father....Your history, your ancestors are important to you on an emotional level since your moon resides in this family house. Your moon though, while some astrologers would say debilitated in a fire sign, has no hard aspects to other planets. She's in a lovely sextile with your Mercury so rarely do you ever let emotion cloud your communication with others, you are unlikely to be irrational, your feelings and ideas are balanced, neither overcoming or inundating the other.
I'm afraid left charted people are just called left charted people but most pioneers and innovators have left sided charts....
I'm afraid left charted people are just called left charted people but most pioneers and innovators have left sided charts....
Your mars ( drive, determination, desire) is in Virgo..Do you find yourself noticing picky men? Are you over critical of men? Are they usually anal on some level? Your mars is in your tenth house of career .. where your midheaven - the point of your chart that rules the career .. resides..It's at the very top. I should have explained... the left side... where you see the Sagittarius Sign of arrow.. that's the ascendant... the right side...the opposite .. Gemini...the bottom.. your inner child is (surprise).. is Piscean. I don't know what your childhood was like.. emotional upheaval? Seems you revered Mother. your midheaven is virgo.. Meticulous, detail oriented.... Uranus also joins your Midheaven suggesting some changes in your career but also a very orginal innovative approach to career decisions/choices.
Janine Le Gendre May 14 at 11:12pm
Jupiter in Taurus... NO WONDER YOU LOVEEEE FOOD.. and pleasure and the senses! Jupiter is on the cusp of the 5th house of pleasure and the 6th house of work..... My dear you have luck in your chart and you don't own it! Jupiter trines your midheaven! It brings luck to your career .. lol! i know believe in it lol But you know what the dash of cold water on this lovely story is..? Your Sun in Aquarius is Squaring your Jupiter in Taurus.... don't do more than you can handle! Don't invest in things prematurely, don't over spend ...let Jupiter do His lovely work..Take baby steps first then you will get what your heart desires..
And we resume for Part Two
Janine Le Gendre May 15 at 10:18am
I enjoy doing this after a long hiatus. I found my astrological portrait gave insight into my fears, loves and desires, complexities and neuroses.
Your Pluto - Underworld, Power and Transformation - and your Uranus - is on the cusp of your ninth house (house of travels , beliefs , higher education and law) and your 10th house ( house of ambition, authority, goals and professional expression - career). Pluto seeks to transform, even if it has to destroy to do so. Since it is joined with Uranus in Virgo on the cusp there is a desire to bring about change in a very Virgoan Way. . Virgo is detail oriented, so you probably love research, posses an analytical brain,are a born writer and teacher. Things scientific hold an interest for you. You love Farming and have great respect for those who till the earth (Remember the ancient association of Virgo with Demeter/Ceres Goddess of Wheat). You are probably drawn to Alternative medicine since Virgo is also concerned with health and purity. You have a connection to nature and would love your career to involve in someway its "purification".. Holistic health fields such as massage, acupuncture, all such things are right up your alley. You are the type that would love to create a healthy healing environment such as a spa, or yoga centre...
Your pluto also squares your ascendant which, along with your outspokenness, means that sometimes it's hard for you to get along with other people. Generally speaking, this energy sometimes manifests as a tendency to take advantage of people. Always be honest in your dealings with others before you create the wrong impression. The pluto influence to the ascendant might give the scorpionic trait(since pluto shares rulership of scorpio with mars ) of appearing secretive at times, as though you have your heart to chest, when in fact you are doing no such thing and are completely yourself.
Your Pluto - Underworld, Power and Transformation - and your Uranus - is on the cusp of your ninth house (house of travels , beliefs , higher education and law) and your 10th house ( house of ambition, authority, goals and professional expression - career). Pluto seeks to transform, even if it has to destroy to do so. Since it is joined with Uranus in Virgo on the cusp there is a desire to bring about change in a very Virgoan Way. . Virgo is detail oriented, so you probably love research, posses an analytical brain,are a born writer and teacher. Things scientific hold an interest for you. You love Farming and have great respect for those who till the earth (Remember the ancient association of Virgo with Demeter/Ceres Goddess of Wheat). You are probably drawn to Alternative medicine since Virgo is also concerned with health and purity. You have a connection to nature and would love your career to involve in someway its "purification".. Holistic health fields such as massage, acupuncture, all such things are right up your alley. You are the type that would love to create a healthy healing environment such as a spa, or yoga centre...
Your pluto also squares your ascendant which, along with your outspokenness, means that sometimes it's hard for you to get along with other people. Generally speaking, this energy sometimes manifests as a tendency to take advantage of people. Always be honest in your dealings with others before you create the wrong impression. The pluto influence to the ascendant might give the scorpionic trait(since pluto shares rulership of scorpio with mars ) of appearing secretive at times, as though you have your heart to chest, when in fact you are doing no such thing and are completely yourself.
Maven Huggins May 15 at 10:31am
ME AGAIN:
"Your Pluto - Underworld, Power and Transformation - and your Uranus - is on the cusp of your ninth house (house of travels , beliefs , higher education and law) and your 10th house ( house of ambition, authority, goals and professional expression - career). Pluto seeks to transform, even if it has to destroy to do so. Since it is joined with Uranus in Virgo on the cusp there is a desire to bring about change in a very Virgoan Way. . Virgo is detail oriented, so you probably love research, posses an analytical brain,are a born writer and teacher. Things scientific hold an interest for you. You love Farming and have great respect for those who till the earth (Remember the ancient association of Virgo with Demeter/Ceres Goddess of Wheat). You are probably drawn to Alternative medicine since Virgo is also concerned with health and purity. You have a connection to nature and would love your career to involve in someway its "purification".. Holistic health fields such as massage, acupuncture, all such things are right up your alley. You are the type that would love to create a healthy healing environment such as a spa, or yoga centre... "
I want/ wanted for years, since living in upper St. Ann's to have a spa. I did Reiki II Training as well.
you do know of my dream to have a building where spa, cafe, restaurant, bed & breakfast, meditation garden, business center...and exercise space all resides...I think i want to make my own full human existence campus...cause there is no thing that is excluded. since i came home wanted to get land to organic farm
that is deep that you outlined/saw that. that is me!!
L:)
"Your Pluto - Underworld, Power and Transformation - and your Uranus - is on the cusp of your ninth house (house of travels , beliefs , higher education and law) and your 10th house ( house of ambition, authority, goals and professional expression - career). Pluto seeks to transform, even if it has to destroy to do so. Since it is joined with Uranus in Virgo on the cusp there is a desire to bring about change in a very Virgoan Way. . Virgo is detail oriented, so you probably love research, posses an analytical brain,are a born writer and teacher. Things scientific hold an interest for you. You love Farming and have great respect for those who till the earth (Remember the ancient association of Virgo with Demeter/Ceres Goddess of Wheat). You are probably drawn to Alternative medicine since Virgo is also concerned with health and purity. You have a connection to nature and would love your career to involve in someway its "purification".. Holistic health fields such as massage, acupuncture, all such things are right up your alley. You are the type that would love to create a healthy healing environment such as a spa, or yoga centre... "
I want/ wanted for years, since living in upper St. Ann's to have a spa. I did Reiki II Training as well.
you do know of my dream to have a building where spa, cafe, restaurant, bed & breakfast, meditation garden, business center...and exercise space all resides...I think i want to make my own full human existence campus...cause there is no thing that is excluded. since i came home wanted to get land to organic farm
that is deep that you outlined/saw that. that is me!!
L:)
Maven Huggins May 15 at 10:36am
"Your pluto also squares your ascendant which, along with your outspokenness, means that sometimes it's hard for you to get along with other people."
I find that very challenging. cause that is how i appear, but with honest forthright real authentic people...i swim well
i have a problem with the duplicitous deceitful nature of people and their harboring of agendas
i never heard of taking advantage of others though, although people feel underwhelmed/. overwhelmed by my energy, capacity and focus
yes., people always think i am secretive, or elusive. i think i am . i have grown not to trust people which is odd cause i am very open.
do you see anything that would indicate a dual personality...cause that is very much me. I am very much a gemini...secretive and open; loving and stinging
I find that very challenging. cause that is how i appear, but with honest forthright real authentic people...i swim well
i have a problem with the duplicitous deceitful nature of people and their harboring of agendas
i never heard of taking advantage of others though, although people feel underwhelmed/. overwhelmed by my energy, capacity and focus
yes., people always think i am secretive, or elusive. i think i am . i have grown not to trust people which is odd cause i am very open.
do you see anything that would indicate a dual personality...cause that is very much me. I am very much a gemini...secretive and open; loving and stinging
"Mother CornHusk"
Janine Le Gendre May 15 at 10:36am
Your Neptune is in Scorpio -most people of your generation have this since Neptune ( as well as Uranus and Pluto) travels so slowly around the sun compared to your inner planets ( Sun, Moon, Venus, Mars, Mercury, Jupiter, Saturn). Traditional Astrology opts to ignore the outer planets and focus on the inners, I would not do that however if those outer planets have some close aspects to Inner planets or feature prominently in a chart (In your case, Uranus features prominently in your chart ( as well as Lucky Jupiter ). Your neptune is in your 12th house, house of withdrawal, isolation, the divine and inner worlds. This gives you an affinity with your fellow man, you might feel you sometimes soak up the energies of others and you posses a fascination for spirituality and the supernatural.
Maven Huggins May 15 at 10:42am
the luck: I have always called it some kind of anointing, for it has at times transgressed natural laws and entrenched white man laws and courts
and of course, mother cornhusk, pa Neezer, Annaliza and Lilla and Mama are the ancestors who had transcendent human powers...
and how enthralled I am to reconnect and learn those arts, even though they are on the other side
and of course, mother cornhusk, pa Neezer, Annaliza and Lilla and Mama are the ancestors who had transcendent human powers...
and how enthralled I am to reconnect and learn those arts, even though they are on the other side
Janine Le Gendre May 15 at 10:38am
Before I forget your Sun resides in your 3rd house of Travel ..network.. siblings...communication. You most definitely cherish your family, you enjoy communication of all types, particularly this format of electronic communication since Aquarius rules Electronics, Computers. Your mind is like quick silver, and you enjoy battling wits with others.
Maven Huggins May 15 at 10:45am
I actually think i want to get into something about women and technology ...i am not good with technology. i want to be like a real tech head who can figure this beast out....
and yes, my mind, has always been quick silver
and yes, my mind, has always been quick silver
Maven Huggins May 15 at 10:46am
that (this) blog ends up being the best i ever wrote...and i did not even write it. fascinating
Janine Le Gendre May 15 at 10:49am
It's in your blood!
I think what you're feeling re dual personality is that plutonic influence of the square. Pluto is touching your Sagittarius ascendant, so at times you may appear of feel quite scorpio-like, but then the Joviality of Sagi rising will come through. You have a bit of Fire (moon in aries, sagi rising) with air ( venus, merc, and sun in aquarius) [fire and air compliment each other) while your career considerations are set in the earth sign of virgo and touched by an earthy jupiter in taurus. There is only one water influence in your chart - Neptune in Scorpio which is an outer planet. Very emotional people, strong emotions might scare you or throw you off kilter.
I think what you're feeling re dual personality is that plutonic influence of the square. Pluto is touching your Sagittarius ascendant, so at times you may appear of feel quite scorpio-like, but then the Joviality of Sagi rising will come through. You have a bit of Fire (moon in aries, sagi rising) with air ( venus, merc, and sun in aquarius) [fire and air compliment each other) while your career considerations are set in the earth sign of virgo and touched by an earthy jupiter in taurus. There is only one water influence in your chart - Neptune in Scorpio which is an outer planet. Very emotional people, strong emotions might scare you or throw you off kilter.
Maven Huggins May 15 at 10:50am
it seems i scare people for my strong intense emotions and displays
Janine Le Gendre May 15 at 10:50am
I mean connection with things spiritual is in your blood..
Janine Le Gendre May 15 at 10:51am
Yeah hmmmm will take a second look at that....then again you have some powerful stuff touching your ascendant. You are not easy! Definitely not a door mat or wallflower.
Maven Huggins May 15 at 10:52am
havent i heard that? dont i hear that every day and three times on sunday? "you not easy"
{"Today, though, someone may rock your boat. An unexpected comment or someone's unpleasant attitude may cause your cool demeanor to crack. What then? Will you regain control before you say something you regret? Or will you say what you have to say with confidence and in the hope of making a situation better than it would be otherwise?" Aquarian, May 15, 2011}
Janine Le Gendre May 15 at 11:03am
Now I'm going to touch on a very sensitive part of the chart. Sometimes we look at asteroids and mathematical points such as the vertex for further information. Chiron in a chart is the wounded healer. If you recall Carl Jung's work "The Wounded Healer" It is based on the Greek Myth of Chiron who after being wounded, chose to heal others as a way to overcome his pain. It is the part of the chart where you are urged "physician heal thyself" ....Your Chiron is in the fourth house of your father and family. Some hurt or emotional pain occurred in your early childhood that left you feeling you were worlds apart from your family. Your chiron also resides in the compassionate watery emotional sign of Pisces.....you seek to merge with all around you.. God, Universe, Family, Mankind.... but have been hurt because you were so trusting. Parental neglect quite early on, feeling betrayed leaves a determination to not trust on such a deep level ever again....
Janine Le Gendre May 15 at 11:07am
Chiron also points to areas where we tend to get victimized.
Maven Huggins May 15 at 11:09am
not too sensitive. very real yes, but i have no problem facing it. that is very accurate. for the life of me though i am not sure what was the first of such trauma. i suspect though that there were many. i am suspecting as i am writing. it just came to me that the first injury might have been my father leaving trinidad. and maybe we were very close as a baby to then, when i was two. then my mother left when i was three or four I think. but oddly enough, in recent years, i have come to the epiphany that we were not close at all and wondered, seemed like she never bonded with me...she is totally alien to me as a mother. and i grew up attached to my grandparents. i am my grandmother's maria child...close to my grandparents on both sides. and then i was ripped from them again at seven to go meet my parents. and i hated that hated my family for allowing that. and my father was abusive cause all i ever talked about was my close association with my mother's family and he was and is a broken wounded man and there i was pouring salt ..but i also grew up very favored and privileged by my dad. so it is bizarre. we are now estranged for things he did when i was 30 - recent...
I was just coming to tell you before you wrote this last piece, "i hope you are around when I have my children so you can be their god mother and write their birth and life charts and guide them to always read their stars for them...I better get to those children cause it is getting late...i am 46"
I was just coming to tell you before you wrote this last piece, "i hope you are around when I have my children so you can be their god mother and write their birth and life charts and guide them to always read their stars for them...I better get to those children cause it is getting late...i am 46"
...the writing of my chart last night confirmed their names for me: Maulana, Sage and Moorgan. the last, the girl"
Maven Huggins May 15 at 11:10am
and i believe very much in the wounded healer. had a book on my shelf with that title. i live that... the broken Chinese water pot that wets the flowers from her cracks...ME
Janine Le Gendre May 15 at 11:13am
Oh what a gift.. God mother! *honored* :D .. Of course I would do that, regardless. I have to wonder if there was a struggle coming to face those familial issues since your Uranus wants to shine light on your Chiron since they aspect each other but Chiron is running away and opposing Uranus. Perhaps you have been healing yourself in that fourth house, which is good.
Janine Le Gendre May 15 at 11:15am
have to take a break to do some cooking and stuff but when I come back I'll talk a bit about transits.
Maven Huggins May 15 at 11:19am
sure. please write more on that last paragraph when you return?
the call for me to heal myself has been insurmountable unending and prominent in my life.
Thanks for this Janine
and I cant think of a more legitimate reason for picking a god parent than that.this...
so you are mine, here now ;)
have a good sunday
the call for me to heal myself has been insurmountable unending and prominent in my life.
Thanks for this Janine
and I cant think of a more legitimate reason for picking a god parent than that.this...
so you are mine, here now ;)
have a good sunday
Janine Le Gendre May 15 at 1:19pm
It seems your Sunday is going well, btw it raining by you too? I am loving it especially since i am *Inside* .... That grapefruit vodka idea is fantastic, I think I'll go try it myself....*cheer*
You know we all have our Chirons to tend to, We all carry wounds and our wounds never really heal, you have to learn how to live with them....Your Chiron is actually in opposition ( A tense aspect) to Uranus. Uranus wants to understand and learn all there is to know, he wants to illuminate, and since he and Chiron are in aspect to each other, he wants to highlight this call to heal. The opposition means that this might be a bit of a struggle but not insurmountable. Of all the tense aspects in Astrology such as the square, the opposition suggests more positivity in that there is always a lesson to be learned in what opposes or challenges us..
I have also been thinking some more about Pluto touching your ascendant, another way this manifests is a steadfastness to a particular position, maybe you are sometimes unswerving in your views. Once your thorough Aquarian mind has come to conclusions, there is little anyone can say to change or alter what you have come to believe to be true.
You know we all have our Chirons to tend to, We all carry wounds and our wounds never really heal, you have to learn how to live with them....Your Chiron is actually in opposition ( A tense aspect) to Uranus. Uranus wants to understand and learn all there is to know, he wants to illuminate, and since he and Chiron are in aspect to each other, he wants to highlight this call to heal. The opposition means that this might be a bit of a struggle but not insurmountable. Of all the tense aspects in Astrology such as the square, the opposition suggests more positivity in that there is always a lesson to be learned in what opposes or challenges us..
I have also been thinking some more about Pluto touching your ascendant, another way this manifests is a steadfastness to a particular position, maybe you are sometimes unswerving in your views. Once your thorough Aquarian mind has come to conclusions, there is little anyone can say to change or alter what you have come to believe to be true.
Maven Huggins May 15 at 1:22pm
all true. once again Priestess!!!!
Maven Huggins May 15 at 1:24pm
making a baked chicken stuffed with mango nectar, ginger, garlic, thyme, salt, and rough lemon...baked potato and melongene on top of the sealed chicken...
we should get together one day. is it just you and your mom..?
then me and my mom need to get with you all one sunday. ;)
we should get together one day. is it just you and your mom..?
then me and my mom need to get with you all one sunday. ;)
Janine Le Gendre May 15 at 1:30pm
Oh gorm "Priestness" .. .more like novice! But thanks haha
That meal soundin nice! And we just doing a simple veggie soup here...Yes doing some cleansing this week lolol...
And it goes without saying, we will meet beyond this virtual world!
That meal soundin nice! And we just doing a simple veggie soup here...Yes doing some cleansing this week lolol...
And it goes without saying, we will meet beyond this virtual world!
Maven Huggins May 15 at 1:34pm
thats what the godchildren will call you ;) lol
Janine Le Gendre May 15 at 2:01pm
Oh gosh lol...They'll probably see me as this eccentric relative talking gibberish about planets hahahahaha but that is a touching thought and very heart warming! and VERY welcoming....
I promised I would talk about transits..Your natal chart is like a photographic image of the planets doing their cosmic dance at the time of your birth.....they are still dancing ( or stepping on toes) as they continue to revolve and spin round us..They transit our personal houses and make aspects to the planetary positions in our natal charts. This is your natal chart and the planets outside in green are those transiting...bringing peace or causing temporary mayhem..
I promised I would talk about transits..Your natal chart is like a photographic image of the planets doing their cosmic dance at the time of your birth.....they are still dancing ( or stepping on toes) as they continue to revolve and spin round us..They transit our personal houses and make aspects to the planetary positions in our natal charts. This is your natal chart and the planets outside in green are those transiting...bringing peace or causing temporary mayhem..
Janine Le Gendre May 15 at 2:10pm
Notice the Sun is transiting your 6th house. Recently have you been at the mercy of a client's wishes? Deadlines and dates? The 6th house is the house of service, dealing with the work environment (unless Venus and Mars is placed there which adds another colour to the whole thing).
Maven Huggins May 15 at 2:46pm
yes. my just finished project. i got it one day and had it due in three days. i delivered it the night before my due date.
it is what i posted about doing something new, something i never did before and surely never paid to do...i designed, laid out; edited pieces and wrote some for a corporate magazine
it is what i posted about doing something new, something i never did before and surely never paid to do...i designed, laid out; edited pieces and wrote some for a corporate magazine
Janine Le Gendre May 15 at 2:59pm
Yes I saw that, and congrats My Dear! ...Well it's a good transit because while you will be a bit of a workhorse, you will be doing things well and with clarity of thought since the Sun is solarizing your 6th house.
You have some squares to your Moon now too, venus is squaring your moon which might make you feel a tad vulnerable, relationships will be on your mind. Mercury is Squaring your moon later today, so remember to take deep breaths later on, you might find yourself forgetful about little things, keep that diary handy. You might also have this lil need to verbalize your feelings. While your Moon is squaring Mercury , She is also trining Saturn which alleviates some of tense aspects of the square with mercury. Saturn will give you that extra discipline to tackle problems that have been irritating you.
You have some squares to your Moon now too, venus is squaring your moon which might make you feel a tad vulnerable, relationships will be on your mind. Mercury is Squaring your moon later today, so remember to take deep breaths later on, you might find yourself forgetful about little things, keep that diary handy. You might also have this lil need to verbalize your feelings. While your Moon is squaring Mercury , She is also trining Saturn which alleviates some of tense aspects of the square with mercury. Saturn will give you that extra discipline to tackle problems that have been irritating you.
Maven Huggins May 15 at 3:04pm
lack of tenseness...i limed with my cousin yesterday and she kept talking of how good i looked and how relaxed i was and i was none the wiser...
relationships are always on my mind. looking for that wonderful man --to see the moment he notices me and realize i am the one he cant live without...and he be this magnificent mind blowing creature...
and forgetfulness has been a feature for a long time now where i wonder and fear holes are developing in my brain..it if uncanny..people, like an old woman already...
relationships are always on my mind. looking for that wonderful man --to see the moment he notices me and realize i am the one he cant live without...and he be this magnificent mind blowing creature...
and forgetfulness has been a feature for a long time now where i wonder and fear holes are developing in my brain..it if uncanny..people, like an old woman already...
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