November 10, 2016 Freewill Horoscope:
"Do you know about the Lords of Shouting? According to Christian and Jewish mythology, they're a gang of 15.5 million angels that greet each day with vigorous songs of praise and blessing. Most people are too preoccupied with their own mind chatter to pay attention to them, let alone hear their melodious offerings. But I suspect you may be an exception to that rule in the coming weeks. According to my reading of the astrological omens, you'll be exceptionally alert for and receptive to glad tidings. You may be able to spot opportunities that others are blind to, including the chants of the Lords of Shouting and many other potential blessings. Take advantage of your aptitude!"
November 17, 2016 Freewill Horoscope:
"Some spiders are both construction workers and artists. The webs they spin are not just strong and functional, but also feature decorative elements called "stabilimenta." These may be as simple as zigzags or as complex as spiral whorls. Biologists say the stabilimenta draw prey to specific locations, help the spider hide, and render the overall stability of the web more robust. As you enter the web-building phase of your cycle, Aquarius, I suggest that you include your own version of attractive stabilimenta. Your purpose, of course, is not to catch prey, but to bolster your network and invigorate your support system. Be artful as well as practical. (Thanks to Mother Nature Network's Jaymi Heimbuch for info on stabilimenta.)0 "
Aquarius Horoscope for week of November 24, 2016:
""No pain, no gain" is a modern expression of an old idea. In a second-century Jewish book of ethics, Rabbi Ben Hei Hei wrote, "According to the pain is the gain." Eighteenth-century English poet Robert Herrick said, "If little labor, little are our gains: Man's fate is according to his pains." But I'm here to tell you, Aquarius, that I don't think this prescription will apply to you in the coming weeks. From what I can surmise, your greatest gains will emerge from the absence of pain. You will learn and improve through release, relaxation, generosity, expansiveness, and pleasure."
Read about my coming building pleasure: my stabilimenta and looking for my lords of shouting angels of good tidings...It has begun...
my life continues to be weird. on steroids.
met a super duper appearing decent man, not even a male, online.
who despite all my caveats, concerns, doubts and call out of flags, has shown up at one hundred percent each and every time.
took me to a job stie as our first meeting
the man handsome and tall and black and business owner and decent. and clean and flush, like dat! and talking consciousness too.
what idle universe trick is this.
yesterday he took me to my aesthetician who i had not seen in ages, bought wine and we sat on a hotel balcony smoking the herbs of life, talking, listening to reggae, his favorite music.
then the time and earth stopped. I am telling you what i sensed. what i was told, and how he confirmed it by varying things he said, without me ever telling him what happened.
so i fell out, not out out but not able to sit. i had the sense to jump over the balcony. yeah. scary shit. but i did not get scared. I just removed myself. that balcony was five floors up i believe.
and I laid on the bed, across it not on it, so as to make company inconvenient. and faced my head in my arms and looking out to the balcony so I can see shade and darkness, see the time past, and watch myself.
well, my company came to the bed, laid on it sitting as a reclining, legs up, but sitting up at the pillow, and laid his hands on my back. for the whole time. unless he took phone calls where he went back out to the balcony.
and i proceeded into some kind of energy vortex where revelations of me and this person were coming to me. and any time i asked myself something or asked the universe and it was affirmed, my friend would shake, extremely, or even get up and always to do something punctuated like close the patio door.. or the phone would ring.
It was our energy fields that made a truth compression. I felt it. I saw it. I felt it when it moved, it seemed like he was bodily, physically responding to my brain waves. and those brain waves were specific questions I was asking.
that despite him saying he did not want anything , that he was just a decent guy, that he was not vanishing. that we would have something long term. that he came to save/help me. not me to him so much, but that he would care for me. That i would be provided for. And really and truly he had been doing that since day one. taking me to an interview. taking me to my spa. Not even my own people would have done that. Most folk would not. no matter how nice they say they are.
He had class and protocol and j'ne c'est quo, full of accoutrements. Money, exposure, upbringing, training carries you far, and brings a lot. What I am saying is i seemed to have met some dream blessing guy. Just as my freewill stated I would...and twice I tried to dismiss it under the guise of "too good to be true" and "flags" cause too good to be true, and not trusting, cause the world is crazy, leading him to tell me i am quite negative and doubtful. but how can i not be given my life and experiences, and trinidad in its current dispensation?
but what joy it brings when you discover that there are gems about.
they may not arrive as you prefer them, but they show up.
even here I hesitate to state all that the truth energy compression told me. the first thing was "to be quiet" do not speak these things to him. I think he would be scared. It would be upsetting the life he is trying to protect.
But children. connection. companionship. needs met. kind.
and did i mention this guy is not a bantu. tall. lithe. no belly.
but here is a big thing...he writes on line with one name, starting in the initial of my own. one of the flags I saw was his email address. I usually lock of crazy ones like that. then on the second time we met he tells me his "real name" also a name of a bird.
While I was out in my energy field, when time had stopped. I pulled myself up to ask him if he plays play whe. and to play bird. and parrot. he had focused on them flying overhead. and i realize the bird symbolized something for us...flight. freedom, coupling...like the parrots do...and the owl here of my wisdom and knowing, .
later on as we drove home we talked of it again, and he, not me, remembered three other references of us mentioning birds through the afternoon and evening, that I did not even recall. and to me it was him giving confirmation of those messages. So i await to see if it plays. When i tried to find numbers for that nothing came up
And it is now 1:11 pm
11/23/2016
I wonder if the bird number relate to one of our dates
when we met, when we wrote. of the days we encountered.
this week
then when i woke up this morning, i resisted writing him, sending any message., allowing him his comfort as he constructs it.
then I hear my phone bell: a text.
he writes to tell me he enjoys my company he wonders if he can have it again. it has begun. so it appears
on the way home he asks me if I am hungry and would like to eat. I could only think of chinese food. from a reputable place. he turns back around from approaching out of town to take me to kam wah.
i dont think i have ever met one like him. in my modern times.
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