- Ok. How's life otherwise
1. seem as though i am allergic to my current habitat. as assessed by my doctor. congestion in ear, eye nose and needing to maintain meds for it
2. i constantly get "contact dermatitis" the second time just yesterday. he put me on prednisone, allergic meds,
3. there is no water in the house; when there is it is red or brown like mauby. i have no idea how trinis put up with this regularly. this is the first time for us/ thank god i have no job or interaction that demands standards...but been staying home..and going out to tote clean water to bathe from st. augustine
4. my unemployment continues .
5. i make my assessments of 2011, my plans and life dreams
it was fair to middling given my limitations of no real job, but my posters and greeting cards kept me with gas, incidentals and I do have savings.
6. i am making an assessment of what 2012 will bring and trying to ascertain what again i can do. seems I am totally powerless to affect the change I want..but...I try to take it in stride and grace and not get depressed, but i think i do depress really really well..that it gets lost and obscured..in striving, writing, dreaming, attempting, ..
7. I am most saddened of not having my own life and conditions for living (quiet, rural, country, green, by beach, by river, on mountain, clean air and natural organic food to eat...
Just to live...and a good man of a human being and sex...
that is what I wish for most and then to work on the other stuff
Other than that girl, I am good and grateful...grateful grateful
I gather i have dreams and wants. but my needs are met. so i am making friend and love with them as they are..
Thanks for asking..;)
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