I Need an Exorcist versus Exorcism/ Both

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   i need an exorcist

  Janine Le Gendre

  • what makes you say you need an exorcist
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  Maven Huggins

  • dont take me too literal, BUT, it is the closest thing I can come to...
    
    1. to remove this cycle, experience, cloud, body, energy that is and has pervaded every area of my life...my love, my relationships, no work, no way to manifest ideas, not my own home to live in, seeming of no ability at all...to move forward
    
    2. to remove all soul attachments on me and about me. my brother, and all who may be there unnamed and unaware
    
    3. a energy clearing/cleansing of all my sentient and energies and feelings, and emotions from my whole life, but definitely from the last nine years in Trinidad and ten years of my life and even going back further
    
    4. i need an overall personality shift. from the melancholy i have been since birth..did you see the pic of me as a child this week...see how serious and intense if not pained that face, already...too fucking much>>>
    
    for 50 and beyond I need to lift the veil and be lighter, happier, more like a feather..
    
    For these reasons...
    
    5. i want to make sure i gather the laundry list here...i think too I want to be totally unattached to anything. complete zen buddha bodhisatva, yogi...no attachments to nothing...just floating through life.
    
    these are the reasons
• Maven Huggins
  

  
  

  • i need to find some powerful seer ..it is time or becoming time I sense...to do some of these things...to get some direction or answer or clarity...I cant stay in this conundrum purgatory for much longer. It is not just me afterall. I am imposing
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  Janine Le Gendre

  • My Darling you want Nirvana!
  • Aren't you the seer?
• Maven Huggins
  

  
  

  • so i am on the right path then?
    this reads lovely.
    Belly Laugh
• Janine Le Gendre

  • But you are ... but we all need help along the way
• Maven Huggins
  

  • i wonder what kind of seer i am. for other people it seems not for me
• Maven Huggins
  

  
  

  • i like the way you put that..."but we all need help along the way"
    
    i am coming up to the time concluding of my need of help
• Janine Le Gendre
  

  
  

  • we always need help.. no man is an island and all that
  • for brilliant people with so much to give .. what road do you take
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    sigh
    
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    Marc Raven: "What do you want cast out anyways? lol"
    

    
    well Marc, a good friend inboxed me asking me the same thing. I loved the answer and the evolution of the conversation, I did think and wonder if I should post it...or if it was too exposing and vulnerable...given my proclivity for testimon
    

    ials...sigh...
    
    but suffice it to say the persons' response was "Darling what you want is Nirvana"
    
    i want Nirvana for the next stage of life...and to cleave off all the fragments and fragilities and frailties, beseige and challenges of my first years..

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    Maven Huggins: " this is my seer---the universe, and provisions and synchronicities and coincidence...the way things pop up to pontificate a recent exchange, inside or conversation. do you see that>??!!
    "Golden Renewal is the mantra of the moment."