two things wake me up
the flash memory of a scene in a dream/ an odd dream/one i dare not write...(this was fb)
[for my blog I can tell you, I dreamt of poop. I was trying to and instead the toilet seat closed and it smashed and smudged and dropped and soiled my clothes and it was my clothes I appeared to use to clean it up but it had no smell what so ever. that is it. that is all. the only part i remember of dreaming, this scene. when i research it is supposedly about a financial windfall...the money for Miss Merle Chase's farm? is it that I keep finding mothers along my path? ones to give fire and purpose to their buried legacies?]...and the revelation of the universe, how it works, how it ehnt business with personalities and contexts; how cruel, funny and jokster it is...we thought that January 1, 2014 was too soon a time to break out inaugurations for the sensitivity of others being left behind, so we canceled the first idea we had. the annual birthday party, just at an elevated location and deportment. to that we said no.
but instead two days ago the universe gives us an idea that is a solution for our debt challenge and the path to our future--- a fundraiser that is essentially, a party and an inauguration, when? on April 21, 2013. how peculiar.
see. it is not about us
we just not need stand in our way
it is clearly our time. and designated by the stars, full moons and the universe
Continue Ancestors
Make a Way. In Protection
the flash memory of a scene in a dream/ an odd dream/one i dare not write...(this was fb)
[for my blog I can tell you, I dreamt of poop. I was trying to and instead the toilet seat closed and it smashed and smudged and dropped and soiled my clothes and it was my clothes I appeared to use to clean it up but it had no smell what so ever. that is it. that is all. the only part i remember of dreaming, this scene. when i research it is supposedly about a financial windfall...the money for Miss Merle Chase's farm? is it that I keep finding mothers along my path? ones to give fire and purpose to their buried legacies?]...and the revelation of the universe, how it works, how it ehnt business with personalities and contexts; how cruel, funny and jokster it is...we thought that January 1, 2014 was too soon a time to break out inaugurations for the sensitivity of others being left behind, so we canceled the first idea we had. the annual birthday party, just at an elevated location and deportment. to that we said no.
but instead two days ago the universe gives us an idea that is a solution for our debt challenge and the path to our future--- a fundraiser that is essentially, a party and an inauguration, when? on April 21, 2013. how peculiar.
see. it is not about us
we just not need stand in our way
it is clearly our time. and designated by the stars, full moons and the universe
Continue Ancestors
Make a Way. In Protection
Jp Parsons Tell me about your mom- your favorite memory? If u have the time...- Maven Huggins
hi Jp. Morning
you ask a complex question.
that post is not about me or my blood, but now my family...
the parents listed are the dates of my love's parents.
his mother bought land, a farm, that the children neglected, he has taken it over, it has a TT$100K debt, we are in danger of losing it if that is not paid by May 15.
i just met him on January 11/ his birthday is Jan 1
we met and we have been together every single day since, but we are in the same spot: trying to make gold into our lives of hay and failure.
but it is amazing because it appears we are being driven, directed and moved and staged as if we are puppets in a drama neither of our making, intention, timing, preference. but things are just happening for us, for our upliftment, fulfillment and benefit, regardless...it is amazing to watch
favorite memory of my mother:
something i have never contemplated.
i dont think i have one
we were not bonded, i have come to think as a mature woman, when i look back, we were never close, we never talked, (women generally do not like me and it occurs to me now that she might have been the first woman in my life not to like me...who knows)> She died in 1994 of lupus, as did my brother, in his first attack that was really a doctor's malpractice and murder, he gave me 6 times the normal adult dosage of steroids and it killed him/wiped him out.
sorry to be such a downer this morning...
but this is life as it is 
Maven Huggins
in some weird spiritual way that land that my 'mother in law' bought, i feel that my love's parents are and are becoming, somehow, my parents and i have taken over in some indirect way to ensure their legacy is protected...and assured...somehow...
the mother did what i am in line and in mind to do. since i returned to trinidad i wanted a farm...- Maven Huggins
before i was involved with my love, when i first visited the land, i asked if i could live there...so things like that. he had said no.
now he has given it to me on a platter...cause i help him figure out how to navigate the problems he has on it...like leasing lots but keeping ownership...he has a huge development plan for the twelve acres... 
Jp Parsons
Awesome!!! It is not a downer.. It is fact- history- truth. All good!! All God!!!
A healing place.. An art and healing center!!
Send me the address...
I can send energy- along.. And ask the angels to assist you in your flourishing this land- and making it abundant.. It is not much.. However, I believe we are all woven and connected..
Jp Parsons
Damn that doctor .. Sigh.
I can relate to your story. I am glad you are finding family.
It is an incredible thing to have community.. To feel your roots...- Maven Huggins
Jp. I knew some seed was planting here. i just knew it. see my post i just made..
the Address is
Lot No 8
Road Reserveoff Tumpuna Road
San Rafael
Trinidad - Jp Parsons
Okay! Will meditate upon it! (Grinning) - Maven Huggins
thanks so much. Abundantly Jp. You have no idea what this means.
yesterday i /we were at the ocean, cleansing and asking for more provisions and a path to be made. Here you are today
!
- Jp Parsons
Dear.. When I was a child.. My sister and I would stand upon huge round concrete culverts.. And we would move it along with our feet... We loved playing upon it..
Thank God.. The grass was soft and thick.. I fell forward.. And it rolled over me.
I have not thought of that memory for years..
It conveys to me- how stressed you are.
Connect to every person you know!!!
Ask for assistance.. And ask them to ask friends as well! - Jp Parsons
Does his land have ocean connected? Do you have photos? - Maven Huggins
that photo i posted that you asked for more of, is of his land and the driveway
i have two pages for you:
Women Inspired...your offer to help made me think of it...it is my creation
https://www.facebook.com/pages/Women-Inspired/126478892166?ref=ts&fref=ts
Writing, Emerging A Women's Crusade to save Women and Children of the Planet
Page: 145 like this.- Jp Parsons
It is lush and lovely!!
Tell me exactly what you are trying to do? Raise money to pay taxes?So you do not loose the land? - Maven Huggins
and D'Ruin
the last page I created, it is what we call the vandalized and stripped house
https://www.facebook.com/pages/DRuin/490838774296749?ref=ts&fref=ts
the land is not close to the ocean, but you know i live on a very tiny island. the land, however is half surrounded by two rivers; the caroni and the cumuto the former gets quite deep, high, wide and unwieldly during rainy season, high as 30 ft possibly>>walking the land last week there was debris from swift moving waters as that high in the tree from last year
a vision in the making that is all an establishment, a landmark, a business, a home and venue and this page holds the elements of its projected manifestation in protection, homage and love
Page: 4 like this. - Maven Huggins
lots of things we are trying to do:
spurned by one thing:
ACQUIRE MONEY, INPUTS, RESOURCES, KIND, INVESTORS, PARTNERS & PURCHASERS:
1. to refurbish the house for us to live and build a life
2. have an organic farm, permaculture, mixed produce and animals
(it used to be a farm)
3. create a bamboo furniture and furnishings cottage industry. the land is covered in bamboo
4. produce my love's product line of food seasonings, and pepper sauce (if you go through my pics, and my food page, you will see the mass of things I make, culinary - condiments, fruit and healing elixirs, etc
https://www.facebook.com/pages/Huggins-Hearty-Healthy-Healing-Foods/151986628200422?ref=ts&fref=ts
5. apart from all the above though, here is my partner's ultimate dream goal for the land. we have the cadastral maps and land use plans for it already:
he wants to have
a. a residential land development of apartments and town houses, as a means of income and financial wellbeing...this is where i told him how to do this without selling his mothers legacy away from the family, so there will be land use leases for lifetimes of the purchaser
b. sportsland tours-- a company of his where he organizes travel tours to sports events
c. have a full sports training complex for international athletes: track, tennis, football, soccer...etc..pool and tennis...
d. an ecolodge where folk like you can come and visit, relax, breathe fresh air, be taken care of
that is it. the LOT of the plans
the first thing is a debt his mother took to do production but it never completed, the full loan was never disbursed to her so she could not do what she was supposed to. then she died. and then this mess.
the debt was really 40K, it has grown to 100k, and the folk are really trying to get their hands on our property. it is in a rural place and a lot of development is going up there so it is clearly designated profitable and preferred.
that is the story
To educate folk on how ...food heals and elevates life/ Teaching Food Literacy April 25 at 11:09pm Report your page then should be a thrust towards eating to heal oneself.....and list the curative powers of different ingredients along with the products. Lots of ppl think of food only as a source of...
Page: 177 like this. - Jp Parsons
The about needs to be re-written as a place for future healing art centers...
The name of the place- I am sorry is not as positive as it could be... d'ruin... Ruin .. Means to tears down-
If it means something better in your language- then explain the name.. - Maven Huggins
i am a development economist with a phd
An artist, published writer, and agriculture economist
see how it all fits together
we have plans to acquire the use of our neighbor's abandoned land who is a writer/publisher-- and build a house for her and a retreat for artist writers like you and myself can produce... grinning..
Jp Parsons
Wow!!! What a story indeed!!
I love that you love academics!! Love the PhD.. One day I will have mine..,
Hmmmm .. Stirring up more business!
Do you have a model plan? A photo of what the building looks like?I can connect to others... We need Oprah and Deepak to invest in this!!!Ooooo I do know someone.. Wait.. A car dealer here.. He has money... His name is Jack Francione.. Let me message him...
{and i think: just be yourself and things will fall into place}
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"Connect to every person you know!!!
Ask for assistance.. And ask them to ask friends as well!"
jude
you know there is a saint by that name...
and of what his purpose and designs?"In the Roman Catholic Church he is the patron saint of desperate cases and lost causes."-----------------
Jude. Judy. Jp Parsons
I say no more
- Maven Huggins
it is not silly. but I saw your post and went kite flying with it...
that post made me see you as that landmark's project PR...at least out there...see I linked all the people i knew. Following instructions.
Thank you AbundantlyJp! Thanks for being a friend. Thanks for owning me. those oh so many days ago
- Jp Parsons
We gots to get you soaring... Spread your name... Will write on one persons page...I hope he come through.. - Maven Huggins
you have no idea
that is my love's mission for my life...he thinks i am the sun the stars and the moon and that i am underutilized and need to be known and famous...and he is right, so are you...i have so much material. endless writings. a life time for a few people's worth...when all i want is to live in lush green and be loved and love...
So this is interesting.
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Jude: "Let us believe in goodness of people!"
me: "miracles and magic. and faery dust people of the grand great galactic"
-------------------6:41am Tuesday April 2, 2013
Frandy, Good Morning
I had a sea bath in the eastern seas yesterday/ but it was too rough, great strong undertow to get deep enough. no other treatments. just me and my love at the sea.
but i wake up and force my eyes open to tell you. the dreams keep coming. I dont have much memory but as i was thinking one thing a scene popped in my head. I dreamt shit last night. like i was trying to go to the bathroom and a toilet lid closed on me and like the shit was smashed and pushed onto me and my clothes, and as I cleaned it up it had no scent. just stain...
that is ALL i remember. nothing else. I hope more comes to me.
what you think that means?
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