One, a crazy woman who went off the deep end for seemingly nothing..telling me --that i am really a white man" and me writing this to a good friend...and she sharing her use or value of my mindset to her life..
but I share this with the world because how crazy we would be, all of us in the world, if we were to allow other people's ignorance to define and explain us to ourselves.
but at the same token, other people's words do give us some clues as to where we are, what we are about, and how we fit or don't fit. I am very grateful for where I am. Very elated learning about my writing through other people's eyes. me: mystical magical realism surrealist shapeshifter in the form of Gabriel Garcia Marquez, Sandra Cisneros and Jose Luis Borges and Dan Brown.
I am anything and everything; and destabilizing and traumatizing the small minded folks around me.
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Interesting, Enlightening and Amusing all at the same time/ I am my own Solar System
a crazy bitch of a woman posted this on her stream to me. out of now where, i guess cause I ignored her.
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Indijean Wilder I am licensed to teach in 3 countries, and each of them require continuing education. Is there a state that doesn't?
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ewwww, gosh, this comment is in response to "Dan", who insinuated (based on my picture no doubt) that I was not up to par with general teaching standards and stated that he had attended the "best" university and grad school, again insinuati...ng that I did not.
What the hell is going on with the constant trend of white guys that jump in to criticize me with their negative, untrue and irrelevant bullshit? I'm aware of the intimidation factor, but I'd like to know how to stop them from starting with me.See More
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Maven Huggins girl. do what i did. no pic. and id as a male. my shit factor is way down. then there is just banal ignorance...can't get away from that...i knew this animal when i started, on a couple a levels
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Indijean Wilder To Dan: I'm going to sic my white male lawyer friends on you.
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Indijean Wilder No, Maven, I don't want to do that. I don't want to hide from them. I just wish I could hit them with a big stick.
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Maven Huggins well. there you go doing the same thing they do. insinuate and assume/ sigh
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Indijean Wilder How?
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Maven Huggins
hiding would be not to engage. i just chose not to advertise a face in a very sexist patriarchal biased context and country and surroundings, where I am. i chose to pronounce my ideas and commentary rather than looks. it was very calculated.... that and a hedge against identity theft.
hiding/no.
especially since most people who i engage with or even introduce, as i did with you, my full and real identity
how in heaven is that hiding
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Indijean Wilder You mean on any specific thread that's not the usual FB thread?
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Indijean Wilder Maven, I re-read the posts. No, I wasn't insinuating that you are/were hiding. No. I was speaking about myself, changing my pic to something else, so that people can't see me. For you, that would be cool. For me, that would be hiding. For my professional endeavors, I have to have a thick skin and the ability to maintain.
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Maven Huggins respect. cool
wish you strength for your journey and interactions
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Indijean Wilder
Your reaction to my comments was not that of another black woman or even a white woman. To be sure, I read many of your postings. I also read your Notes where you describe yourself as a black woman from Trinidad, that you have "red brown co...coa color, soft looking but hard nappy hair" WTF? We don't say that. At all. You are not the spiritualist you claim to be. But I am. You are a white man that doesn't really like any black people. Some people use an icon instead of a picture because they want to; people like you don't have an accurate picture. I have no idea what enjoyment you get out of being an imposter on FB and pretending that you are a black woman. You should try honing your bs skills a little better though: stop using 'big' words amongst your contrived bad grammar that you imagine makes you sound like a black woman.See More
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Maven Huggins
you must be a batty crazy
""red brown co...coa color, soft looking but hard nappy hair"
you never read that shit on my page creeper
...red and brown dont go together. then red brown and cocoa
my hair is not nappy. people think it nappy, it is soft.
stupid wretch
get a grip/ you read my notes and that is the corner of roach shit you come out with ???
you have no idea how stupid utterly stupid you read
all because i ignored your stupid ass
you are also very ignorant about anything outside the cubby hole you were born and grew up in.
"we dont say that"
who the hell is we, BAT?
LOL
i cant laugh enough
thanks for deleting yourself,. saves me the time taking out the trash
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Apollonia Mack:
Maven, i shall forever remain your friend...lollll...oh gosh, my sides hurt.
A girl called me with all the troubles in the world about a man that she has been complaining about for ten friggin years. I told her that I am not giving her any ears, thought or advice about that matter because she does not pay heed to anyone but him. Well the lady called me a 'man-hater'. So I used one of your phrases on the tramp...."Go out and re-enter and pray my name" and I hung the phone up. Then I had a good laugh and thanked the heavens for Maven.
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LOL
that sounds too rich
am i crazy. or did that lady go off the deep end???
and twisting what she read on paper,. you know
it also makes me think several things">
if someone thinks me a white male and to be this petite chocolate black female walking around in a curly afro, then I am doing plenty RIght
then i think, my writing. and someone else alerted me to this just days ago. said my writing was like gabriel garcia marquez. (Kendall Kendrick So much like Gabriel Garcia Marquez. Keep writing , sister, keep writing!) and i realize for her to go into my writing and come out talking and writing shit indicates that i am not literal, you ought not reference me unless you understand i am writing magical realism/surrealist ...and then i am often either on another sphere or coming out of a dream.
but i thought she is literally not metaphorically crazy
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Apollonia Mack
she is praising you...the dumb fool...and yes I saw the comment "Gabriel Garcia Marquez" and I googled...that person was right on the nail.
A young girl next door has you style of writing..she is 19..her birthday is tom'w and her friends lovingly call her the seer-woman and mad'oman.
keep on doing your do hon but keep the veil over...
hence the reason i cannot post your writings on my wall unless i used your name...intelligent persons know your style of wording.
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me:
this woman's words keep occurring to me at different and growing deeper levels
she really really compliment me like you say you know...what just hit me is that she went off like that because I did not go off like most black women she knows do...you know the railing, the racism flag, the anger against the cracker...it is deep for real.
i did not act like a half cocked raging black woman angry against the world so i could not possibly be a black woman. wow.
too deep.
revelations on identity: markers and signifiers
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