Oprah@60 January 2014/
first of all
oprah as my profile pic is freaking me out when i go to comment and write elsewhere from my profile pic. i pause and think who is that, it is not me...a faceless non person image is more me than another's
second of all, hmmm
epiphanies of me in relationships
are oprah and I both emotionally unavailable?
trying to find answers but they are not easily found
can i be emotionally unavailable amidst nothing but married and relationed men? or do i just know what i want and want what i want, just as i want
and feel no need to compromise. is that indulging in fantasies or the extent to which i like and love myself?
when i cut and run rather than put up with folk who i feel miss the mark or are substandard...is that too harsh? or am i just seeking to be in the midst of those who can take me higher? i certainly not seeking vainglory to be the star in the pack amidst coals. let me be the coal striving to reach the heights of my sojourners. for once. ever? please
what is the truth? i dont think it is so simply stated or constructed
i admit how complex and challenging i would be to one dimensionals though and take full responsibility for that. i just wish we would just let others be. we walk our own independent straight line. your choice for t he character you live has nothing to do with me, and everything to do with you. who are you? let me be me and you be you. and if you say you love and for. live it. show it. let the talk reinforce the walk. show .
#reflectionson2013
i thought chase had reasons. but he does not.
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