killing season: compounded, compiled, circular and cumulative/ redounded to the least and smallest

Open Children Season in Trinidad 2014

Maven Huggins 

"i am not a bible thumper, but you know i always look for signs and wonders..is there not a part of the bible that deals with taking children , death to those born of parental iniquity.. or about the homes that had to paint on their doors so the death maester would pass them by...something so. even if it is a fairy tale and allegory? are we not living it? how many children this season? it not guava. it is child season"

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I have so many thoughts i dont know who would be offended by which one.
i can cut and paste storylines and theories and not be adherent to one in particular.

That "good for nothing" part. sad to say i agree.. what we were brought, bred and  promulgated for has ended. western society structure and building. and we were never smart enough to convert our training, skills, insights knowledge into the next thing. like how the syrians came in suitcases and now own conglomerates. we never figured out how we came in boats, so build them, or we came to grow cane and agriculture so be the magnates in that area. our choices have led us down a vacuous path. we ran away of all that we knew how to do. I am writing this and think someone better than me, who knows more than me, who has the intricacies to write this should be cause i am too dilettante to try..i only manage because of my economic development insights, but it is way more than this...it is psychology...why and how is it a people leave what they know to go out into the world?  leave that pin there

psychology again. i just wondered about black people and money. why when we get money we buy consumption of what will be destroyed and consumed into nothing: it dies, it deteriorates. why dont we save. all tripe thoughts but all part of our demise . pin

cut to the chase. "if the children are dying, you have no future"
question. what future did does black people have as we speak, a year ago, five years ago, tomorrow., IF these children weren't dying.??? Lets match what is happening here to what is happening in Chicago. The latter I dont think many can conceive. I think in any one day there can be as much as 45 shootings of young people in chicago. I hope i am not exaggerating.. i write that and i wonder how it is no one has not stopped the Illiniois state from running, how the president has not pulled out all the stops, sent in a task force or some angle of the army guard. is tht not a crisis?

I then wonder how much of what the black african is living, around the globe where ever they may be...is part of the master plan as outlined in the triangulation commission, the plan that JFK tried to stop, or whatever plans Europe had for africa beyond its underdevelopment via exploitation from root to leaf,, in all sphere. Know how europe is exploiting africa now? after their economies are dead and dying from the economic crisis that hit there hardest, their people are re-immigrating back to africa, especially the ones with degrees and phds, to get jobs, robbed of africans, in africa. silent story.

if you cant work what can you do? and if you never concentrated on making your own businesses what can you do, and if you dont have an empire of survival mechanism, then what do you do/ you lay dying in graps or by groups

my larger point and question is...did we want these folk to keep living? seriously. mad question as it is. but where we going? where were we going? where are we going? that is some deep shit right there.

And if we are honest and serious-- I spend my time trying to run to the hills from whence cometh my help. lolol. I forgot that line all these years but i been trying to get to the bush since 9-11. too much is at its end, the earth even so it is a matter of time before disasters and i was just trying to prepare for them, to survive them. hills, bushes , mountaintops/ grow your own food, stay away from the manic rabid humanity that are feasting on each other, and i really think we have no idea how much we are doing just that. feasting on each other

but here is my crazy thing. I dont believe all those god stories i have read, studied and been indoctrinated well. I believe they are and were all for power and control.. i dont think we understand how much the world that was set up was for power and control, and all means were employed, including mental slavery. why is it only us quiver with the holy books. how come the rulers of the world dont business? what i see is man and nature and man storing up in the world destruction, and by destruction he becomes rich, and by destruction he shall die. something like the game of thrones is so good for me , my spirit and my life. that is all it is about your throne. how big or small but if you come to dismantle mine, we have a problem, and i am not buying this turn other cheek mess. i have a valerian valyrian sword too, or maybe my sword is of shango stone or yemoja sea shells. or samurai glint/ but i not waiting for somebody else to vindicate me or against the evil you do me. and i do truly believe a wrong can set another wrong right.. that is straight mathematics and physics.

know what my new belief system and religion is, ? Nature. Following her and Gaia. Following the animals. the lower animals. Humans are a mess and a waste and lay it so for all other creatures living. and just like how if you poison your living cell you die, same way, gaia is a giant cell, and she is being poisoned, and we will be destroyed to come again//// i firmly think that is the only answer. cause if you ask me, i wish for none of the characters about me to perpetuate

all our notions: are on bullshit: forgiveness, humility, guilt...does nature do any of that? lolol..  we started right and got turned wrong/ and it gets to a point that you can never turn back. that is where we are now.

see. this shit is deep. Ms. Yvonne Ashby, the black woman who created the Anti Smelter Movement. used to say her father taught them and her...of siblings..."a stupid woman is bad enough but a stupid man must dead" and what would be a stupid man or woman -- one who is good for nothing

we writing the world right here in this thread
the outcomes and unfoldings not so surprising
pure basic natural selection happening in the universe
and even those on the sidelines feeling they are doing nothing, if at least they can see correctly and record it accurately, they have a purpose.

just some musings and thoughts

------------our greatest demise is that we have no zero none- sense and understanding of how this world really works. the natural world, the supernatural world, or the world of men, in all its quarters and so we again, die because of that. compounded and compiled, circular and cumulative....all nature again-----