Let the Process Carry On

i truly wonder how people on fb find people. i have no idea how this guy found me. no mutual friends. no mutual interests i can see but this was on his page. seems to me like it is a reinterpretation of a modern black buddha, which is really nothing but a buddha.
and what is more is that this form and image, no mention of how her face echos mine in many ways, but the form i am marching to inhabit..i wrote about it when i woke up yesterday. to be silent, peaceful, set apart and away. the mehindi, the withdrawal from societies, people and civilization in its forms

but what amuses me is that as much as this is the direction i march toward, I keep looking back and gathering my old friends and connections, especailly to find out that they are the antithesis of what i am today. they are all polished, refined, professional ladies of alpha kappa alpha, and here i am, their old soror, a bohemian at best, on the margins of a different solar system. but i know it is me grasping at a time and people of my self that brought me joy and a semblance of a valid, valuable, working self. selah. we take what we can and move on.. heart emoticon to those who knew me once upon a time, and were good friends to my life and soul.
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i give thanks for current friends, light and angels who reminded me of such beauty within yesterday

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"Of course I remember meeting you...loved your vibes from the getgo"
There is so many things that resonate and then no longer resonate as vibrations change/raise/lower And certain posts appear when the vibration of a person is on the level...nothing before it's time as they say"

"When I see you..please note the seeing here is beyond the vision of the eye...when I see you I see something that is shaping up into something specific... Like molten metal taking shape...might look funny to some, weird to others, absurd to another lot,amazing to the next..simply for its lack of form...but once the desired design begins to take shape and hardened, then things begin to change...the new shape reveals purpose...Molt On Maven. You are well on your way."

"The falling and floundering is all a part of the transformative process...
In the cocoon the caterpillar is broken up and destroyed and crushed and bent...before becoming the being that soars...its vibration is changed as is its body and life / Let the process carry on. You are beautiful through it all"

---part of this reads like it could be an independent meme