Tuesday, November 3, 2015

How Revolutionary; Really!

 




hahhaa. really
??
is that why i have enemies like water for chocolate?
cause it would make sense, me. walking around, effortlessly
and moving an army of a revolution by one.?
i mean. i can think of no regard where I am not revolutionary
scientist and artist
beautiful yet brain based
not humble
confident and black as tar
visionary not a cog
multiple lives in one life time
a life story worth telling and recounting
writing it all down
a professional woman who is a domestic goddess
a black woman sans black women stereotypical dramas and stories
storied and privileged
international and universal.
oh k.
i see it all now.
Aman DDD hla!
STILL BE MY CRY
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 TAAD:
" Oh so true....

someone told me this pass weekend... that for a woman I am so "strong" in my stance... 

 I couldn't understand that problematic statement and refused to unpack it!"
Maven Huggins:

"
i wrote a post about this within the week. a male friend, older gentleman , two of them were describing me..he said i was too strong and dominant to be married, ever, previous or future, but the interesting thing is that he did not lay it on me, but on the - to my surprise, lack of real men who would not feel threatened, shaded, or need to prove their worth to my water table. it was interesting and your comment took me directly back to that.

i realize, that whatever his intention, where ever that conversation came from, I never asked him to explain, nor did I unpack it beyond face value. but it was enriching for me to hear just the same. the other one said I was combative but i knew that to mean, I not rolling over and doormating as most women are taught to do...at the site and presence of what ever it is a male chooses to deliver, or the world subjugate.

life is unpacking things for me. and no time before this evening and now did I realize how revolutionary, really"

 

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