the
hearing in my left ear ebbs open clear to muffled low from time to
time. the doctor first told me it was inflammation in my inner ear and
gave me drops. but if it be inflammation, i find it odd how it comes and
goes between months at a time. I wonder the reason and impetus for the
boddily change when it occurs. that is just an irritant. the real news
i am just waking from my second shift of sleep. since 6am.
i was dreaming. i cant seem to pull the context, purpose or persons from the dream, just forms, cant remember names or conversations much except two things: it was like some kind of work situation, perhaps, or not . i felt no authority over me, but yet still there was something. anyway, the person i spent the most time with was a woman, i can see her clearly and at one time she told me to go throw the switch for some air filter or ac, and I touched the switch too fast so the first time nothing happened, the second time the condenser was shut off but the blower kept rolling .
anyway, by the time I was ready to go back into the ramp, and yes, all of this was at the edge of the sea...the tide had come in and was obscuring the pathway i used to walk out to the switch box. yeah lets process switch box and sea and defective. anyways...because it was hidden, i missed my orientation and took a trajectory different from the path, so essentially, i had to skip and run over the water to get back to the land. it was not my plan or thought, it was just by default and inherent..
and then even after that the dream went on and it is like me and this guy were cleaning up after some kind of food eating at an event, and I ended up telling him how the lady was making fun of me, which seems so infantile..but even that I cant parse and clarify. i am just taking what i can, though i wish i could take a larger platter than a tea plate. but interestingly enough, the most powerful and great sits on a teaplate, the incidental and irrelevant is what would find room on the platter
good morning
it is thursday
and i dont know if is my prayers of the righteous, or the timing in the universe, amidst portals and right alignment, but everything i asked for was answered in three days. yes. so lets see what evolves between these next three.
i think to write have a good day, or have the day of your karma, or better yet the day of your dharma, and it makes me see. there is no good or bad, there is no karma really, know why...we are all integrated and connected, so what you do to others or what happens to you that you may view in the context of earning back good or evil, is just the matrix of and with embeddedness where other people are also working out their dharma which may require you to receive benefits or subtractions. like that crotch rocket driver doing 85 down a street and some absent minded driver with a passenger slowly without looking rolls into their path and the bike ends up lodged in the front seat of car, with the two passengers. all died on the spot
anyway, i am now going to research who both flies and walks, runskips on water...
i am just waking from my second shift of sleep. since 6am.
i was dreaming. i cant seem to pull the context, purpose or persons from the dream, just forms, cant remember names or conversations much except two things: it was like some kind of work situation, perhaps, or not . i felt no authority over me, but yet still there was something. anyway, the person i spent the most time with was a woman, i can see her clearly and at one time she told me to go throw the switch for some air filter or ac, and I touched the switch too fast so the first time nothing happened, the second time the condenser was shut off but the blower kept rolling .
anyway, by the time I was ready to go back into the ramp, and yes, all of this was at the edge of the sea...the tide had come in and was obscuring the pathway i used to walk out to the switch box. yeah lets process switch box and sea and defective. anyways...because it was hidden, i missed my orientation and took a trajectory different from the path, so essentially, i had to skip and run over the water to get back to the land. it was not my plan or thought, it was just by default and inherent..
and then even after that the dream went on and it is like me and this guy were cleaning up after some kind of food eating at an event, and I ended up telling him how the lady was making fun of me, which seems so infantile..but even that I cant parse and clarify. i am just taking what i can, though i wish i could take a larger platter than a tea plate. but interestingly enough, the most powerful and great sits on a teaplate, the incidental and irrelevant is what would find room on the platter
good morning
it is thursday
and i dont know if is my prayers of the righteous, or the timing in the universe, amidst portals and right alignment, but everything i asked for was answered in three days. yes. so lets see what evolves between these next three.
i think to write have a good day, or have the day of your karma, or better yet the day of your dharma, and it makes me see. there is no good or bad, there is no karma really, know why...we are all integrated and connected, so what you do to others or what happens to you that you may view in the context of earning back good or evil, is just the matrix of and with embeddedness where other people are also working out their dharma which may require you to receive benefits or subtractions. like that crotch rocket driver doing 85 down a street and some absent minded driver with a passenger slowly without looking rolls into their path and the bike ends up lodged in the front seat of car, with the two passengers. all died on the spot
anyway, i am now going to research who both flies and walks, runskips on water...
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