Blessed Power and Womb

2.22

i so often hear that after marriage there is no sex .

and that it is usually the woman who reneges

it leads me now to wonder if that is not the nature of things:

that a woman mates for paternity. has children, creates the household to raise and cultivate them and the man moves on to the next chick to repeat?

it makes me wonder of the lie? and imposition of monogamy then?

makes me wonder if this polygamous mating is not the real order of things

and that the women with children are to form clans and communities, circles and collectives with each other,. that is in fact the true family, mated birthed mothers and their babies. do you know within the year i saw a documentary of some archeological finds where that was the family structure of burial grounds; mothers and their children..

then i wonder about this structure as it relates to matrilineal societies/

i think of ape and larger mammal family structures. do they not all amass like that and the males are free to roam but even as they do, they are never far away to protect the periphery of such matriarchal communities?

then ultimately, this structure if deemed logical and functional, turns the whole bastardization of children on its head, as well as the slut shaming and woman flaming that is done when women do the same: have multiple partners, numerous children of different fathers/

if a woman does this intentionally, centered, in her belly , with a mission, imagine how empowering. but mind you this is not done when you need to demand and require the sperm donor to mind, contribute or fund said child. it dont work so. nor are you just having children just to reproduce cause well, you have womb, but purposefully. and dont ask me what that purpose is cause i can only tell you mine: build empires, build amazing spirit entities, and build men to refarm the world of true male titans. very interesting muse i must say

what if we could let each other be to their character and inkling...just like we let tigers be tigers. we can also let wild women who run with the wolves, be. well. gods, wolves and foxes. or lions