Solo/ J'Ouvert Dawning

i left and had to return.
swear to god this night feels like ole years night
a new year began..not sure which hour...but i do know. literally since 2am.
and every silent minute that passes by confirms
a new year
with new resolve. a lot of solutions. and many dissolutions
we not moving forward like we were yesterday
too many illusions, delusions, lies, empty words and spineless cowards

i am masquing up for the road ahead
this is jouvert dawning for real

january and february were precursors
march 3. counting down

huggins, howai and ryan
nathalie phillips
aldric george bailey
and feel i need to call my sis carlene's name. send me the power of those ancestors from that side

it must all happen
no excuses. no delays/ no hesitations
and no prisoners

plain slaughter
reparation. reconstitution. spiritual justice. ma'at. reconfiguration and appropriations

march 3, 2014
count time

 

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it is what it is. and all that it is not
...and plenty other sentiments that have no words, no corner, no family, friends and no home