[ Last night's Venus—Jupiter conjunction was the closest in a long time and for a long time to come, such that the planets of Love and Abundance appeared 0.33° apart in our skies! Their apparent sizes during the conjunction were also a close match. This is very auspicious time. ]
several things.
recognizing the close of a month last night, its auspicious occasion with the brightest stars and planets lighting up, a repeat of the Bethlehem star...i decided to write, I wrote an accounting of my last six months, what i have benefited, gained and also what i have lost. I wrote my intention for the next six months and beyond. And i listed all the things i want accomplished, not in the next six months, but starting from this july 1 and july month and proceeding forward.
then i got up at five am, thoughts of a strategy was hitting me, waking me, and i did not want to lose it. so much so it would not leave me alone, i woke up to act on it. write it down and write the seminal person involved. and i stayed up a little bit more and went back to sleep . at 7. and i do find it odd to be living a life where i can sleep at night as i wish, wake at night as i wish with no concern for loss of sleep, deficient capacity for the hours later. i know i can return back to rest, even if when the rest of the world is already far into their day.'
so i just woke up again at 10:35. to my long time friend, from skegee, 88 or so, writing me inbox, he dreamt of me last night..."You were in my dream. I was helping you move. Good Morning to ya Maven!" and that is like straight up music to my ears, and you know what, he is a musician, and that is so much a part of my plan, and strategy, first on the list maybe, the one thing I have been working on consistently. and he dreamed me last night.
but i too had dreams. not all i can remember. and i know i dreamt some big dreams the night before but none of them stayed for memory..but just now i was with my brother, in the sea, as the tide was out, we were in long shallows, far into the ocean. and on our stomachs, and i knew the tide was going to change. any minute as it often does if you are in the sea when its change comes. and i turned to my right just a little to see this massive wall of sea coming in. like a tsunami, that was the change I spoke of, but not the one i imagined: no build up, just a magnitude swell. and i reached out my hand to hold him, for us to stay at the bottom and connected so we will survive the tumble in, the rise, and the flash battering of waves after it. but it was like first my hands slipped through his as if he was a ghost not real, and then my fingers would not seem to unfurl, as if i was a palsy person, and we could never connect in those few seconds to hold hands. and then poof, the dream was gone. but i was glad to see my brother. i wonder if he showed up cause i was talking to him. asking him to help me, to release me if he is in fact still attached.that dream situation too is peculiar. i literally lived that and almost drowned about two years after he died. at maracas, and the sense I get --that is where the dream was. but as i thought about it rising/waking up, that dream seemed to me to echo my life story. i am always trying to weather storms with someone else i value, only to find myself alone and having to manage. but now that i am writing it down, i get another meaning, that my life is about to change drastically, humongously high walls of water. and so befitting me being a sea baby aquarius Yemaya Yemoja. mother of the seas? and i feel the changes will all be good. it will be the avalanche of everything in ginormous quantities.
then i was thinking about writing my bible, but not calling it a bible, for my church but then thought not to call it a church, a cathedral. the Wholiness Cathedral of Food and Magic. and the first tenet i wrote of my book and life is ..i was thinking...i recognize, though I might bewail what happens, and be pained at how long and derailed things might be, i am constantly looking for the magic, the mysterious happenings and the mystical. i thought that was special. further to that, i really do feel that everything here with me is magic. it is impossible for things to have gone wrong the way they have, with me still maintaining so much, and folk thinking I am all manner of rich, with nothing, up to monday night someone calling me a millionaire...it is all some staging for something magnificent. an unexpected fallout, which i am writing, calling and waiting for. that is what i was strategizing at 5am in the morning. so it is interesting to say the least, to be patient to see this unfolding.
and the last two days famishment has hit me. i am going to have ham and salami scrambled eggs, with tomatoes and roti for breakfast
good morning
"smile emoticon My dreams have been pretty intense lately. I heard some planets were aligned last night...miracles may be on the horizon."
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