Thursday, October 15, 2015

Gratitude Source of Gifts is Depth of Pain




grateful for

forever following the spirit, soul and dreams
i may be deluged by ocean waters, Yemaya, but I shall not drown

to wake up sad, filled with angst over experiences, and impacts, consequences only to realize they are links and pathways to greater becomings unfolding/ like my vulnerability and cries out to write , to self, to higher self, my attempts at self comfort, to seek acceptance and peace, becomes the strength and the power, a benediction

as odd as it is there is endless goodness

as lonely as the journey, i am walking it..and seemingly doing a great job fooling people though that not be my intent..makes you question and prove what is real and not real

and how to let go all of it, to wash it in the ocean of dreams that deluge and wash us away in a height of a wave. cause it is all good, cause none of it matters, cause we are not in control, cause we are in control, and the only thing is how we think about it

when all that you are left with is
Prayer, Psalms, Light, rays, Candlefire, Pure Thoughts, Reiki,
Ancestral Powers and Gold (Adornments). Reveals and Revelations

when you are walking a path and there is no one to seek comfort, commiseration, support

when you can look back and see moments when you asked a variety of people for help, and they could not hear you, they could not feel you, they did not take you seriously, they were bogged down in their own terror and dreams. rendered useless.

dig deeper into the hole that is your demise
there is strength, power, release there
right at the same source
or pain is joy



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