i rolled my eyes all through reading this but the truth is several of the points are true for me., right now
i have found money twice this past week
you know i see 11:11 and 1:11 all the time
like i just had to adjust my time and the correct time according to cable was 11:11
my intuition is on fire: i look at people in scenarios and situations and can read a silent dynamic or the backdrop story, or can see the end of an engagement. like i did friday, watching a female friend of mine and her new beau. they not gonna last long. i also read a storyline that a mutual friend later confirmed.
i remember too an incident when i first met mark. I had gone down south to deliver an original prayer I wrote for a book reading and signing at sapa. and after I was done, opened my phone precisely looking for a call from mark, and in that instant , phone in hand, he called, but i was so deranged and confused, I thought i pressed the call button and immediately hung up. it was one of the incidents that started our sever...he thought i hung up on him and i never got a chance to tell him what really happened. how odd is that. this weekend before this article, I was thinking if this was another proof that i am being spiritually blocked, if i do in fact have a spirit attachment that blocks my life in various ways. this scenario and experience with this particular person is one such point in the scheme of that theory.
my totems appear all the time:
my owl flew by afar off from me at dusk on friday, i was able to point to it, i thought it was a hawk, but my friend said, that is the owl. now i need glasses eh. then tonight at my cousin's house, his wife bought their toddler daughter, Reagan, a turtle!
i see rainbows all the time, but I would like to see so do other people, even stevie
my sleep is largely restful. but last night i had one crazy ass horror of a dream, and could not figure out why. i and a whole bunch of people saw my close girlfriend get her throat slit by a man in a park like adam smith square but a bit bigger. she was fussing for something, and people were trying to tell her to hush and one of the people in the crowd, who was known to her and us, just moved next to her, threatened her wtihout saying a word, holding an open old fashioned huge shaving blade close to her face, and before she could comply, he calmly moved the blade across her neck and everyone scattered. even me. started running, but i saw the slit as clear as day though i was fairly far away. i immediately woke and tried to figure out what the fucking hell was that. I have and had no answer. i dont usually have scary dreams, never anything this graphic. it was crazy. i tried to think if it was all that lamb I ate at dinner at 8:30 but that was not that late.
now what has not happened and does not happen is the synchronicity. I dont meet people who are in my vibe, and certainly not any who can do anything for or with me, and if you cue the post i wrote 40 mins ago, on "I have no understanding...", you will see how it fits perfectly into this dilemma.
if i am so powerful, and in tune, and I am, why is my life in such disarray , so far out and off from my highest vibration and appearing/functioning/self fulfillment, getting all my desires, even if just a few of them. but for me, none comes, except I seem to be this perfect specimen of complexity getting ever fat is all
http://sarahprout.com/7-signs-that-the-law-of-attraction-is-working-for-you
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