True Ifa Justice: Osun

can your justice be secured if you do not go to battle for it?

i wake this morning recounting the ways i have played along with others' deceit and my demise, and think it is time I radically stop and put myself on watch and vanguard, and more than that, return to scenes to secure my interests

i hovered over this when i saw it. did not know what to write the first time. wondered whose name to call. wondered what strategy to use, it is not apparent but somehow this write up to me applies and relates to my thoughts this morning, the fighting justice osun, the honey is for the sweet changes, the honey is also for the spanner in another's wheel and motion, the honey is also my offering to success. the honey is the fight

ase' edumare

part two

maybe trinidad wont let me leave cause i have too much to fight for and regain here. i wish jackie was here to read this. she is the one who told me last week to figure out why this place wont let me go or move on?

i think of carl huggins robbing me of the maternal legacy of land.

of him robbing yet another black woman to give to the other, make them/her rich.

i think of those who sought to play and manipulate me for their enrichment, to secure a legacy they had let dwindled to nothing for fifteen years or more, they intentionally watched me and played a game of chess in my innocence, naivete and stupidity

less so, but i think of those, women in my maternal family, who they too try to, in verbal ways, remove me from the legacy of this space as if my blood line is not the same and identical as them and all of us to the woman who was the matriarch here, married to the patriarch. and it is them two i belong to the most, Felix and Maria. is them child I is.

i got a lot to fight for.

and i need to stop running

perhaps that is why i am firmly here

 True Ifa:
August 5, 2016

"You may not have reached the point of where you want to be, but you surely have come a long way! Embrace the warmth of your heart and love yourself for the strength you have and the changes you have made and will continue to make. Connect with Osun and offer sweet liquor to celebrate the sweet changes you have gone through and offer honey to allow what is coming your way to stink around and continue blessing your journey. 

Blessings,
Iyanifa Fakemi Fafolawe"

True Ifa

Yesterday at 5:31am ·

"Have the courage to make the change. Going back to old habits is easy and should be avoided. Use your courage to deal with changes even when it seems impossible to accomplish. Connect with Sango and offer peppercorn. Ask Sango for courage, determination, and confidence so you can tackle the insecurities holding you back and allow you to break free and step into your journey with strength.
Blessings,
Iyanifa Fakemi Fafolawe"

for those who will go to battle on my behalf

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propitiate
PRONUNCIATION:
(pruh-PISH-ee-ayt)

MEANING:
verb tr.: To gain the favor of someone; to appease.
ETYMOLOGY:
From Latin propitiare (to make favorable, to appease). Ultimately from the Indo-European root pet- (to rush, fly) which also gave us feather, pin, impetus, pinnacle, helicopter, propitious, lepidopterology, peripeteia, petulant, and pteridology. Earliest documented use: 1583.
USAGE:
We seek to propitiate government ministers as if we work for them and not them for us.]