there is a cruel ironic energy that rules this land, i gather.
banfield just mere days after #lifeinleggings?
how you folk who were bashing and complaining feeling now?
under what rug are you seeking cover?
cruel cruel ironic energy
it was not enough to consumer her, physically violate her movements, but it was necessary to kill her.
that is level up. #deadinleggings
then we need another hashtag for the dark mature black woman who was murdered same day, shot in cold blood and no one has neither comment, tear or regret to share. all i did hours ago upon hearing the news is why do people fight over land and property when all are going to die and leave it all. but i been thinking about her all day/ wondering if she knew she was dealing with such a treacherous opponent? did she think she needed to go underground.? how cold too that they took her out one day before her court case/ i have run out of hashtags. i cant think of an appropriate for this dark chocolate one.
on a personal level, i think too how i contiue to live on amidst such despise because one, i have had no job, two, i am hated because of my patrimony, and three, they hate the female I dare to be, as well as equally deeply envy and resent my fortunes. and look, so many other girls and women are kidnapped, murdered and their ones are totally beloved of them and in deep hurt. kind of wild irony too.
after starving myself all day, i just ate again since nightfall and gave thanks and asked the universe and ancestors by name to continue providing for and protecting me. please.
i wonder too, where and when there is no one to fight for or cry for you, what do you do? for yourself?
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