A Malkah Unknown

MMe:

 Hi Marilyn, Do you give free readings to people as in the groups we are in? Maven

 

Marilyn:

No, however, we can certainly exchange a tarot for a playing card reading if you care to do that.

 

 MM

I dont even own cards. This is new to me...never did it before recent weeks in these groups..so still feeling my way around who and what. I am also in Trinidad the Caribbean so cards here are not the norm, readily available...

thanks though

 

Marilyn:

Do you have knowledge in regards to any form of divination?

MMe:

i would not say so officially...i seem to have a high level of discernment and intuition but not sure that qualifies. one of my ancestors was the biggest seer man in the country

 

Marilyn:

hen you are indeed a natural ! Also, did you know that Maven in Jewish/Yiddish means expert ?

 

MMe:

lol. you my dear are the first person who has told me what it means and not ask. No one else knows/knew that. I am aware. that is why it was chosen 

 

Marilyn:
Are you Jewish, or your parents thought it would be a wonderful name?

 

MMe:

My real name is Melise. I am not Jewish, we are Caribbean mixed people...African, First People, Spanish, Chinese. I grew up in Brooklyn. in a jewish house with mezzuzahs on the doors. My direct neighbors on either side of my house were old jewish women -- living alone interestingly enough...i was too young to get their stories ...and only now think of it being a mature woman myself. so i am steeped a bit in Jewish culture. I even traveled to Israel in 2000

Marilyn:
How fascinating ! Please allow me to let you know that although you might not have the tools to know any form of divination, you Definitely have the gift ! I will read for you, but not today ok? Please write to me, and we will select a time on another day, ok ? PS. My Hebrew name is Malkah. I just love that name as much as I love the Marilyn name given at birth.

MMe:

what does Malkah mean...I like that.. I collect M names...it was a tradition in my family all the women have names of M from my grandmother, the Venezuelan Spanish Taiano

sure. thank you ....I am intrigued by your comments

what would you say "the gift" is? in "you definitely have the gift"

Marilyn:
Malkah means Queen. You are a Seer, a natural prophet, spell caster, healer and psychic.

 

MMe:

I love everything. I love your name!!! And I am all of that....smh...know what I would have asked you at the beginning is then if i am all of that why am I going through so much and powerless to change it?!

you make me feel to rename myself in that form and gifts you outline Malkah, Queen Seer, Prophet, Spell Caster, Healer and Psychic

I will tell you that my mission has been to become a healer.. but so much of the know how is lost and out side of me and not around me and alienated from my environment at present

Marilyn:

You are never powerless. You simply perceive yourself to be. None is lost. Recognition and ownership will create the confidence you are overlooking. Remember your purpose….your soul knows why you are here. The human piece of you is scared, but you are very powerful. Find information on reclaiming your power. You will remember. You have a job to do here. Research, read, ask, explore and find who you really are. Then, I will read for you.

MMe:

that has been my search for forever.. that was my search that led me to write you this morning: "find who I really am" my experiences are too bizarre. and there seems to be No ONE to turn to, to get help from and if i may say so, I seem to be some irregular novel unique creature starting from my name. when it was given to me almost 50 years ago...there was not another on this planet. I am sure of. all through my years no one ever heard that name. only in the last ten years have i begun to hear it. the truth is my mother made that name up. i marvel that she did that. I more marvel that someone who never did more than high school made up a name that is linguistically correct., so attractive to so many. Almost everybody loves my name. from that...to now to today...my experiences are neither normal nor fitting any storyline that helps me live it ... just serious perplexity

 

Marilyn:
I can not stay on line….have much to do today. Please have a good day, and do some digging, both educationally, and within the earth. Get your hands into the soil…feel…and embrace your path. You are not stuck…work for the answers, you can do it.

 

MMe:

thank you . have a great day

you have been a blessing