In Ten Years

writing it for posterity




think i am seeing my life unfold and its direction for the first time in forever..

i am going to get some bomb jobs in the next few months

in fact, i believe i will get one and be holding down two great jobs in time for my Mom's 71st birthday on March 15, 2013. it will be her birthday gift. I will be making close to $40K.month


but the forecast I see is that I will get and hold two great productive flourishing lucrative jobs and go to medical school. I will be a practicing medical doctor in ten years. by 58

I will be moving onto the next half of my life. I had the first half. i am currently in transition/the bridge/the reformulation chamber..and then by 58, i will be in another flow


in ten years
...the doctor I will become....

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this is one of the women of my life story
this is my shero
this was once my doctor and surgeon
this is the woman who is the model for the kind of doctor i would wish to be I wish she could train and teach me.
She needs to give me a scholarship for where she is at, as a matter of fact!! Lori-Linell
this is my friend writing her life work. just a day in it. today ♥

but i had to share this with you all in trinidad and orther turd worlds..this is how a real heart of a surgeon and mind of a heart does medicine, wellness, repair and healing..

lori has done for me I see she continues for others.. now do some of your own thinking and after reading her testimony ask yourself how come so many women die in this two by four speck of country...

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Lori-Linell Hollins:

"I always feel so drained & tired after doing surgery. Today was emotional. The patient thoroughly understood the risk/benefits & that the bottom line was to do what was safe. This meant she had a 99.9% chance of losing her ability to have children. She already had children from a previous relationship. Also explained in depth & reviewed x-rays etc to her younger childless partner. He said he expected a miracle through me.

Well there's a tenet to surgery: know as much as possible about what's going on before you do the surgery. I had done my due diligence & explained all the alternatives. I had even said an option was to do nothing. When I opened the patient it was as I expected. I did what I had thought & planned to do. It went well.

I dreaded telling the partner. I kept saying during the case why we were doing what we were doing though I am & was convinced it was the right thing.

He had this incredible scowl & look of disappointment on his face. He didnt even ask how she was.

We didn't lose an excessive amount of blood. There was no damage to her bowel, bladder, ureters, or major blood vessels. Her incision looked great. She woke up with all of her faculties: ability to think, talk, feel, breathe, from the anesthesia.
Her quality of life will be improved.

After charting & doing another procedure I left a bit early, came home. Finished reading A Mercy, ate half a box of the most delicious chocolate truffles, the kind spiked with Southern Comfort & Drambuie, I've ever eaten, and then went to bed... Until now.."