Saturday, January 26, 2013

Men. Becoming

EROS 2013
365 Days to Live: How are you Living/Filling It? Day 339
Saturday, January 26, 2013

So i have had the flu since Wednesday: Dry heaving coughs that rattle the universe. What was always just a head cold developed into symptoms much worse..with body aches, and elevated temperatures.

By Friday, eating prunes and figs, I got a slight purge at night which made me feel much better and lighter. And a fb friend responding to my post that no medicine seems to work told me to get some zebapik and bois canois...i got the former and swigged it twice not before he could tell me that it will affect my cycle and make my periods come early./ I will not be taking more. I dont want anything to affect my cycle; but also thought it peculiar that I would stumble upon the very treatment to help women have babies...More Signs and Wonders possibly.

I had a lovely dinner at Trevor's Lange Park on Wednesday: shrimp scampi, and cemented with Renee that she would network me with Gerard Yorke, businessman, ceo and cfo at WASA...so I am to go to the WASA fete today/ so my whole mind was of the view to get well for tonight.

Another unfolding that just happened and feels good to me is that the few times I went out with Charles, I did not want to drive him home up the San Juan hill, after picking him up, so I let him drop me and he keeps the car. It almost feels like a good arrangement> i have no understanding how or why/ quite bizarre actually

A moment yesterday at Frances' home where i went to get the zebapik, we talked about my father. Frances referred to a fb post where i mentioned him...and i told him we are estranged..he asked why
mentioning..."if it is because you are so unorthodox" and i joked asking him, 'whatever do you mean Frances?' and Charles responded, "you must know how you come appear to the world"///i reflect on it now and realize that was an opportunity, missed, for a great information gathering.

...there is more to be said, but best to leave it unwritten...until a think makes and we know what it is and what to call it...but this has been my last few days

i hugged Frances last night for being so good to me: he provides for me when I am ill and never charges me.. I have no idea why i went to hug him but his response was " i have never had a hug from you, let me savor it" so he did not let me go and lingered...I mentioned it to Charles and he responded..."are you Becoming?"

where i find these men about me?
i am loving them and what they are doing for me






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